Pregnancy I Didn't Want

part 8's

After yesterday's incident, Mas Ardan rarely talked to me.

He's been out a lot of nights.

"Where are you going?" Askaqua.

"Get out a minute." He answered me sniff.

"Udah is almost nine o'clock. What time will I be home soon.?" I saw the clock showing at 9 p.m.

Mas Ardan passed away without answering me.

My eyes can't be closed yet.

There are a lot of disturbing thoughts in my head.

Ardan has not yet returned home. The clock shows at 12 p.m.

(Tree.) The sound of the door opening.

I deliberately did not lock the door because I was lazy to get up to open the door.

Mas Ardan slept beside me.

I smell alcohol from his mouth .

"Drinking bag?" I asked curious.

"Yes. Little." He answered me with a force.

"Little what Mas. Until it's rich drunk."

Every Mas Ardan came home from his mouth always smelling alcohol.

The next day I examined Mas Ardan very seriously.

"Mas... Wake." He had not yet realized to hear my screams.

"Ardan Kurniawan's....." Shouted again.

"Emmm..." He started to open his eyes slowly.

"Why drink to get drunk." My toot.

"Who's drunk." He replied casually

"That's Mas. Home at 12 p.m. Drunk again."

"I don't know either. I'm also surprised now he wants to drink Arak. If it is not in the village. Until the village next door I bought. My friends said. You're like a cravings man." He explained to me.

"God ... Reason. Where there is cravings to drink wine. What would this child be if his father craved wine." I turned her back not believing the words she said .

"Indeed, have I ever drank wine?" He's getting closer to me

"Where to know." I shrugged my shoulders.

"here... Here..." She landed a warm kiss on my cheek.

"Diihi... Amit... Amitic. Brush your teeth there." Pekiku.

"Emmm... Though happy in heart," Mas Ardan teased me.

"Which son, this is my dear father." He caressed my stomach.

"Tuh Dilan was built to take breakfast first."

***

"This time I want to go to the rice field first."

"We're going with Mas. I haven't seen the fields for a long time." Hope to be invited by Mas Ardan.

"You guys want to do something. Just stay at home. Later Dilan ask me to carry a tired me." Ardan refused my request.

"Yes already. Hurry up." Ardan finally agreed with me.

"Where's Dilan going?" Ask Ida when we cross the street.

"Go to the fields." My answer.

"Hose should not be wrapped around his sister Dilan wrapped around the umbilical cord." Ms. Ida glanced at me who was wearing a pasmina hijab.

"Eh... Uh. Yes, ma'am." I was shocked and misbehaved.

"Mas, Miss Ida knows that I'm pregnant." I asked my husband curiously.

"I don't know." Ardan shrugged his shoulders.

"Is that story to him?" I'm getting curious.

"Oh Ara... When did you see me talking to Miss Ida? If you look at your stomach, people know you're pregnant." Mas Ardan dodged while glancing at my stomach.

"But only Miss Ida greeted me like that." I still feel astonished.

I'm helping Ardan clean up the land because the rainy season has come. We'll start planting again.

"If I count, my birth estimate is February."

"It's still a long time now that it's early November that it's important we prepare everything."

"Usually in February Mas nginap in the rice paddy field."

"Later you can invite Fita to nginap let someone help."

"No... Mas No. I mending myself, as long as you don't come home once in a while."

"Yes." Yeah."

***

This afternoon I was so angry.

I want a fresh drink.

Mas Ardan and Dilan were taking a nap.

I thought I would wake my husband just to buy me a drink.

"There's a one-liter sprite?" Ask the shop owner.

"There was. Please take it in the fridge."

"How much?" While I'm taking the sprite.

"Ten thousand."

I haven't been able to get out of that shop.

I was surprised by the coming of the Goddess.

"Are you really pregnant?" Ask the Goddess who instantly makes it feel like being struck by lightning in a hole.

"Eh. uh. I go home first wi. Dilan will bring me." I passed away leaving the Goddess in the stall.

"The Goddess why asked me earlier. Must be Miss Ida here for the gossip." I became angry and upset.

I hate Miss Ida.

Why does he tell other people.

The mouth of the bucket he could not take care of.

Now I don't want to go out of the house.

Don't want to meet anyone.