Pregnancy I Didn't Want

part 22's

Herman passed by my house this morning, he was going shopping at the stall. I stopped his footsteps.

"Where is Hermann going?"

"Buy cigarettes."

"Almost go."

Herman came to me and I asked him for the rest of Mas Ardan's money.

"Gini Man, I want to ask for the rest of Mas Ardan's money." Actually I don't want to charge him, but rather than later he forgets what I thought.

"What money?" Ask wonder.

"Yet yesterday Mas Ardan brought rice with you." I said convince him.

"I've given you all 200 grand." He said he scrunched his forehead.

"Oh, yeah, it's Man."

How shameful I am to Herman. Why Mas Ardan had to lie to me, means he worked all this time the rest of his money has not been given it is all just his lie.

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I waited for Mas Ardan to wake up to ask for his explanation. Dion just kept crying today. Didn't he hear me being troubled. Not to mention my stomach rumbling at 10 can not have breakfast.

"Mas... Wake up.!!! Take care of Dion first". I woke him up while shaking his body violently.

"Emm." He just muttered in bed.

"Quick Mas." I said pissed.

"Yes... Ja. Here." It seems that he wasn't fully conscious when he took Dion away from me.

Dion continued to cry on his father's lap, holding out his hand, asking me for a sling. While Dilan pulled my shirt asking me to give him breakfast immediately.

"Patience, son." I said calm Dilan down.

"Now" he handed Dion over to me. "Let me take Dilan to breakfast." He said while pulling Dilan's hand.

"iii... He's good to wake up straight to breakfast." My anger in my heart.

"Dion you why son? Don't feel well, Dion?" I held her forehead, not feeling her body temperature warm.

Mas Ardan and Dilan had finished breakfast. Mas Ardan tried to calm Dion and invite him to play.

Dion kept crying, let my stomach fill first.

After breakfast, I breastfeed Dion. Then she fell asleep very fast, exhausted from crying.

This is my chance to interrogate Mas Ardan.

"Mas. Yes, you lie to me." I said angrily looking at Mas Ardan's face.

"Why lie?" His face looks astonished.

"You've given me only partial money. You said the rest was still in people." I said solot.

"You're this. You asked the same guy? Just make it ashamed. I have other needs too." He gave the reason.

"What need. Most for you gambling. At least you've shown me all your work, whether you take some, everything, whatever. What matters is that you're honest." I just keep scolding him.

"Ah... You're usually nagging." The protest then left the house.

"Where are you? always go when you say." I caught up with him at the door and he passed by somewhere.

I once asked him why he always leaves when I'm angry. Mas Ardan said, I'd rather go than later if I tell you the problem is so long.

He was never rude or flirting with me.

In the afternoon he came home. I kept quiet and didn't say hello. I'm still angry because he lied.

"Now your money." He gave me 400 grand.

"Well..." I was misbehaving and my smile could not bear when I received the money. I didn't ask where the money was from.

This Mas Ardan knows how to please my heart.

Until at night Mas Ardan asked permission to go out to coffee with his friends.

"Because I went out for a while already promised to coffee into Herman's house." He said as he combed his hair getting ready to leave the house.

"Remember the return not long. Dion's often naughty nights, if you're not home." I said give him permission.

At 11 pm Dion woke up, he was crying. I'm sui don't want to. I asked him to get up and calm him down. Finally after 30 minutes I carried her she fell asleep, then I put her in bed. I called Mas Ardan, but his phone wasn't answered.

Not even 2 minutes to sleep in the bed, Dion woke up again and cried.

"Indeed really shit ya you, cry on and on. From you in the stomach until now I've had a lot of trouble." I said cursing and glaring at him who was crying on the bed.

I hit Dion's ass hard, because I couldn't stand his crying anymore.

No more crying, her breathing not coming out, I saw her face flushed.

"Dion... Dion." I rushed to hold him.

After he grabbed me and heard his loud crying voice, he cried until he vomited. He panicked at my treatment.

"I'm sorry your mom, son, you're a khilaf." My voice shrieked and kissed Dion's head repeatedly.

The clock has shown at 2 am, Mas Ardan has not returned home. I tried to reach him and there was no answer from him.

By morning, Mas Ardan had not returned. My heart hurts so much because he broke his promise.

I waited for his return while sitting quietly on the sofa in the guest room.

I saw him from a distance. I won't be mad at him. I am confident in my decision this time. Me and the kids are really going to leave him.

I was getting ready with a bag containing my clothes and children's clothes.

"Become... Tare. Sorry I fell asleep last night." He was worried and tried to explain it to me.

"Let's kid, it's time we're gone." I held Dion and put my backpack on my back.

"Bara. Please forgive me." He tried so hard to hold me back.

It's no use, I'm out of the house leaving Mas Ardan. Mom, I really miss you right now.

Only my mother's figure was imagined when I was this upset. But I don't want to go to her place, I don't want to go to my father's house.

I don't want to worry them.

I don't know where I'm going to go. I remember Bi Rita.

I then headed towards Bi Rita's house.

Along the way, I felt shaky.

I was right with my decision.