Pregnancy I Didn't Want

part 16's

The sun was shining brightly, I invited Dion to sunbathe.

Many people who will move to the rice fields through the front of the house greet us.

"Dilan already has a sister. What's his sister's name?" Ask someone who wants to go to his field.

Dilan was silent. I smiled too.

"Son, if anyone asks him his brother's name says his name is Dion, Dion Dwinanda."

"Ion..." He said softly while pinching his sister's cheeks.

Mas Ardan had gone to the rice field in the morning.

To quickly finish plowing the fields and can plant rice.

Without waiting for me to shower. But he prepared breakfast for us.

Finished the sunbathing, I bathed Dion, and I suckled him until he slept well.

I can take a shower and take care of Dilan.

I also try to do my homework slowly.

Dion's cry was heard, as I washed my clothes. I ran to see him in the room.

I saw Dilan beside her sister.

"His sister must have been bullied." I said blame Dilan.

I see he's just shaking.

"Dilan played alone outside. If her brother bobo don't disturb mama's work is not done." I said annoyed while asking Dilan to go out of the room.

"Mama.... Hix... Hicks..." Dilan crying.

I'm not done breastfeeding her sister. Dilan is crying. How I calmed him.

"Dilan's... You cry, mama says a little you already cry." Jerked him.

Now I often scold Dilan. I can't hold back my emotions. It was as if he kept making mistakes in my eyes.

Deep down, I love her, I love my two children.

I don't know why I always scold him.

"Assalamu'alaikum." There was the sound of Mas Ardan coming home from the rice field.

"Getishalight." My answer.

"I'm sending files to make Dion's birth certificate right now."

"Yes. Faster, better. Is it finished ploughing downstairs?" I was surprised to see Mas Ardan who came home early.

"Live one plot. Let's plant rice tomorrow." Clearly me.

"Can you plant it?"

"It has. I asked Bi Rita and her friends for help."

"Thank God they can help us."

From noon until it was magrib like this Mas Ardan has not returned home. What he's done until this hour hasn't come home. Though he knows I'm troubled that he's not home.

I waited for him in the guest room.

There was the sound of Mas Ardan's feet in front of the door, then he opened the door.

"Where are you from?" Ask kukesal.

"There's business." The answer.

"What business. The stay sends the files home till this hour." I saw the clock on the wall showing 18:45 wib.

"Argh... Don't make a fuss." Quite frankly and then left me for the room.

Mas Ardan immediately slept beside the children.

I didn't offer him food, because I was still upset.

I sat in the living room, folding my clothes.

At this hour Dion slept well. At most, at 10 pm she woke up to breastfeed again.

The clock shows at 19:30 wib. I closed my eyes.

"Young... Uwwaaw..." I woke up to Dion's strong cry.

"This is my son, ***** first. Did you wake up from that?" I said while looking at my little angel being held.

Mas Ardan was not beside Dilan.

Maybe he went to the bathroom. Until I finished breastfeeding Dion, Mas Ardan hasn't returned yet.

I changed Dion's diaper and I put him who was asleep next to his brother.

I saw Mas Ardan going to the bathroom. There's no one there. I searched all parts of the house, Mas Ardan remained non-existent.

I tried to open the door, I saw the door lock was open.

"Mmmm... Ardan is out." Mumbles.

Soon I picked up my phone to call him, and his phone rang on the desk.

"Did he leave his phone?" Ask me wonder.

Where exactly is Ardan.

Was my sleep too good, not realizing that Mas Ardan was out of the house.

As soon as I go to sleep, I don't want to think about where he is going, anyway he will go home.

The sound of the dawn prayer was heard echoing in the mosque.

I looked to Dilan's side. There's no Mas Ardan there yet.

"Oh my God, didn't my husband come home last night?" Mumbles. I'm afraid something happened to him, because he's never been home all night.

Dreeet....!!!

The sound of the door opening was very slow.

"Mas Ardan..." I called out his name, worried about someone else coming in, because I didn't lock the door.

"M." mm." The voice of Mas Ardan murmured.

Soon I caught up with him in the guest room, so as not to make a fuss in the room heard by the children.

"You went anywhere last night. Why not go home?" I hear a high voice to him.

"Ahhhhh... I have business outside." Answer's short.

"What business. From last night you said there was business. To the extent that you're out is not allowed." I said getting angry.

"I'm gonna take a nap, you're gonna wake me up at 7 and let me go downstairs." His ink relaxed while laying his body on the sofa.

"Just kid you yeah. Going to sleep without explanation." I took a pillow on the sofa, and I threw it hard in his face.

"What the hell are you. I told you there was some business outside." He said he got off the couch for not accepting my treatment.

He passed into the room and slept next to the children.

"Find it safe you." I'm still very angry with him.

He chose to sleep next to the children so that I could no longer disturb him.

I saw the clock on the wall already showing at 7 am. I don't want to wake Mas Ardan.

"Become... Why don't you wake me up." He turned to me on the night of the house that was sunning Dion.

I didn't bully him. He passed away leaving us.

Once inside the house I bathed Dion.

Then I suckled her, and she fell asleep again.

"Dilan, we make fried rice..." I took Dilan to the kitchen because I was so hungry.

"yes... Ian likes..." Shouts excited.

I didn't prepare breakfast for Mas Ardan. It is up to him to eat where.

I'm still very angry with him.