Pregnancy I Didn't Want

part 19's

"Ardan... And...!!!" Irfan called for Ardan.

"Swallow Irfan. Dion's sleeping." I approached Irfan so I could keep his voice down?

"Where's Ardan?" Ask Irfan.

"Isn't he in your house?" Ask me wonder.

"No, last night he just had a little coffee. Go home he said."

"She often doesn't come home, until now she hasn't come home." I explained to Irfan.

"Seriously you're Dara?" Irfan was shocked to hear my story.

"Seriously. I thought you were the same as him playing gambling."

"No. I don't want to do anything as harmful as gambling." Irfan did not know about Ardan who often gambled and rarely went home.

"Ah... Tega the Ardan." Irfan's face looks upset, disappointed with his friend's attitude.

Irfan passed by leaving Dara's house. Irfan who has always helped each other with Ardan every work, became amazed by the changes Ardan has rarely met him.

While elsewhere during the night Ardan was just gambling. I don't know where he got the money. Ardan just came home to change clothes to his house.

It seems that he has chosen the wrong friend in hanging out. Ardan hangs out with young people who don't have responsibilities like him.

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Dion is 3 months old.

She was very fussy, there was no work Dara could do before Dion went to sleep. Even to eat alone Dara felt difficulty. Not to mention having to take care of Dilan.

Ardan is not helping at all. Ardan does not know what kind of difficulties Dara experienced at home.

"Dion, you're why, son, don't cry on ya." Dara tried to calm Dion who was still crying.

The more Dara tried to calm her down, the harder Dion cried.

Plus the whining of Dilan asked to buy snacks simultaneously.

Making Dara's head feel like it's about to break.

"Yeahhh.... Being quiet... Being quiet... Just look at you guys. I'm bu**h y'all." When I was emotional, hot blood seemed to flow in my body. I stomped Dion's body on the bed.

Dilan's body was also pushed hard until he fell down.

Dilan who was just whining became crying very loudly.

I saw Dion's face flushed red as if crying but making no sound.

It seems that Dion was shocked by my treatment.

I was surprised to see it. Then I held Dion.

"Dion... Dion's... It's mama son." No tears running down my cheeks.

"Hww.aaaaw... Hwaaaa..." Finally he let out a very loud crying sound.

"Dion I'm sorry, mama son. Sorry dear." My voice hugged him.

"Sorry baby. Sorry." I also grabbed Dilan, and hugged them tightly.

I can't wait to face Ardan's treatment. I heard that he often stayed at a bachelor's house.

I followed him there.

I got in front of that bachelor house. I also forgot to bring my two children. I don't know what I'm gonna do there.

There were a lot of sandals in front of the house, meaning there were a lot of people inside. I made sure Mas Ardan was in the house.

I looked at the sandals one by one, I saw Mas Ardan's sandals.

"Ardan... Ardan..." I shouted very angry.

"And... And. wake up, there's Dara ahead." It sounded like someone from them woke up Mas Ardan.

Czechoslovak...

The sound of the door opening. Ardan opened the door.

"Your staff is like me...!!!" My emotions are not stifled anymore. I screamed loudly and cried. I threw a punch at him with one hand. While my left hand was holding Dion.

"It's been... It's been. Pity your son has to see you like this." The one who saw us there hurt me.

Ardan did not fight a single bit.

"Aware you are Ardan, sober." I shook his body.

"I've brought Dara home, Ardan let me take care of it." Said the man who had hurt me earlier.

I went home with my two children. But I didn't go home. I'm heading to Bi Rita's house.

Once there I cried.

Telling all the events to Bi Rita.

"Auntie... Hix... Hicks..." I can't tell you yet, I'm crying so hard.

"Why Dara?" Ask wonder.

"Mama..." Dilan was crying and sad to see me like this.

"Had Dara calmed down first, Dion would be fussy if you were sad sorry he was a child." Aunt Rita kept trying to calm me down.

"During this time Mas Ardan often did not come home. He gambles a lot." I told Bi Rita.

"How long have you been telling me, you could have kept this all by yourself."

"I don't know what to do, I'm ashamed that I have to tell. I followed him to the bujang house where he used to stay. I made a fuss over there." I explained the incident that just happened to Bi Rita.

"Have you told your in-laws?" Tanya Bi Rita investigated me.

"No. I just told Bi Rita."

"Try you to tell Ardan's parents. Let them advise Ardan." Bi Rita gave me some advice.

"I'm going to divorce with Him Bi, I can't stand it." I took those words out of my mouth.

"It looks like you said that.! How's kids?" Bi Rita snapped because I was thinking of parting from Mas Ardan.

That day I did not want to go home. I'm staying at Bi Rita's house, I don't want to see Mas Ardan.