Pregnancy I Didn't Want
part 18's
It's 40 days after I give birth and it's time for my third visit.
At the time of this visit the nurse will install contraceptives on me.
As usual all night my husband didn't come home.
"Mom's To." Greet the nurse who visited me.
"Morning too, let's go in." Take me to them.
"Dion's still asleep. Dissent... Gems." Said one of those who saw Dion falling asleep with his cheeks poking out.
"His instrument is installed now, while his son sleeps." The nurse chimed in while preparing the equipment.
"alright. Does it feel like it doesn't hurt?" I squinted my forehead.
"No. Injected anasthesi first new tool installed." He explained as he held my hand and injected an anesthetic.
"Aaduu..." I grimaced with the pain of the injection.
"It's okay Mom. Like an ant biting it's a taste." The nurse calmed me down.
"Help me in, push... Yeah, keep." I heard them talking to each other.
I don't know what they put in my arm I don't want to see. I closed my eyes because I was scared.
"Have Mom, try to hold her arm." Her pintas while guiding my other hand to hold my arm.
"No need. The important thing is I already know the device is in my arm." I hurriedly pulled my hand from the nurse's grasp.
"Hand do not be invited to heavy activities first. It'll be blue and swollen." The nurse gave me advice.
"How long can my hand recover?" My toot.
"About a Week."
"Thank God Dion had a good night's sleep, so we're distracted." I said as I stared at Dion on his bed.
No less than 20 minutes they've finished putting the device in my arm.
"Now it's Dion we're checking." They put Dion's body on an electric scale.
"4.8 kg. Goody. His weight is increasing significantly." The nurse said while looking at the numbers on the electric scales.
"This is Dion's birth certificate. Along with KIA(Child Identity Card)." He handed her a piece of paper and an identity card.
"Thank you." My speech.
"Either. Let's say goodbye first. If you have any complaints please contact us."
After the two nurses left. Ardan finally came home.
"What happened to them?" Ask curiously.
"More." I showed my hand wrapped in bandages.
"Why is that.?" Ask again.
"You don't have to ask. So stay at home to know what's going on with your wife and kids." I hate Mas Ardan who always comes home early.
"You're just angry at work." Said ketus.
"aaah. You're too spoiled." He casually answered me.
"Too spoiled you said. Okay Mas if you're still busy with your gambling, just wait Dion's big enough then we'll leave you." I threatened Mas Ardan.
As usual, he never said anything to me. He would only pass by to sleep if he had heard me nag him at length.
"Mama... Ian has a stomachache." Dilan whines to me who is still emotional to ask for company to the WC.
"Have there. You go alone. Nothing should be accompanied by mama." I'm emotionally stirred. I vent my anger at Dilan
"Hiks... Hicks..." She started crying.
"Are you crying. Go alone." I opened his pants violently and I hit his butt with my hand.
I saw her little legs running away leaving me full of fear.
Dilan ran while crying.
My heart felt so hard to see it that way.
Why with. What's wrong with Dilan who just asked me to accompany him to the WC.
I didn't realize I was being rude to my son.
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"Mas Ardan's... Awake first. Take care of Dion." I said ketus.
"Emm." He just muttered and tried to open his eyes.
I left them both. Me and Dilan shower immediately. After the shower, I washed my clothes. I tried to wash slowly for fear that my hands would become swollen.
I haven't finished washing clothes yet, I've heard Dion's cry.
Her crying was so loud that she could be heard in the bathroom.
"Of course Mas Ardan didn't wake up" I said, continuing to wash my clothes.
"Mas Ardan's... Ardan Mas." There was no answer from him, while Dion's cries grew louder.
Soon I left the bathroom and saw Dion.
"Astagfirullahhalazim." I said my dhikr while shaking my head which was astonished by Mas Ardan's attitude.
"Mas Wake. You slept what mat*." I screamed loudly while shaking Mas Ardan's body.
"Emm." He's trying to get up.
"The loud cry from earlier times is not heard."
"Crying what. That's him quiet." While glancing at Dion who I was breastfeeding.
"Yes. Now shut up because I am. Just try me staying you guys go far away. I don't know who's gonna see Dion." I said who was still angry.
"You're his mother." He passed away leaving me.
Ardan has no feelings.
What had affected him, so that his attitude changed to his family.
