Preferred Woman

Confusedly decided

The virtual phone vibrated because a message entered through whatsapp, he opened and was surprised if the message was from an unknown number claiming to be Rendra.

"Hi maya, I miss you and want to meet you. Rendra" Write the short message.

Maya who read the short message and knew it Rendra began to feel mixed feelings. He feels the heartache of the memory of Rendra's betrayal that happened in the past, but also feels the longing that still exists in his heart. After a moment of thought, Maya decides to give herself a chance to overcome this complicated feeling.

With a slightly thumping heart, Maya responds to Rendra's message wisely. He revealed that there are still some things that need to be resolved in his current life and he feels it is important to give the time and space necessary for his recovery process and personal growth. Maya also conveys that she values their past together, but needs to prioritize her emotional health.

Maya suggests giving the two time to overcome their feelings and look ahead with a clear head. He said that if there is a chance to meet later, they can talk about things openly and honestly. Maya wanted to make sure that every decision she made was made with a calm heart and a clear mind.

After sending the message, Maya feels a little relieved to have expressed her feelings clearly and wisely. He realizes that the process of recovery and growth is his top priority at the moment, and he needs to maintain a balance between his emotions and the decisions taken. Maya promises to continue to focus on her present life journey and gives herself the chance to find true happiness and success.

In deep silence, Maya is committed to moving forward and finding deeper meaning in her life. He realized that his heart could still be sore and longing, but he also knew that he had the strength to get past these obstacles and build a better future.

Rendra pondered in her mind about her last meeting with Maya on fundraising night. He felt very sorry for not being able to concentrate in these past few days. His intention was to speak directly to Maya and apologize for his mistake.

On the night of the fundraising, Rendra feels the presence of Maya and James which makes her feel burdened by feelings of guilt and regret. However, an unlikely situation and improper circumstances prevent Rendra from expressing her apology. Since then, his mind has been constantly haunted by the desire to meet Maya and correct his mistakes.

Rendra realizes that her actions have hurt Maya's heart and destroyed their relationship. He felt guilty and wanted to correct the mistake. However, Rendra is also worried that Maya will not want to meet him or accept his apology.

In the past few days, Rendra had felt trapped in anxiety and uncertainty. He spends time thinking about the best way to approach Maya and mend their relationship. Rendra feels that meeting Maya in person is the best way to sincerely convey her regrets and open up space to restore their relationship.

Although his mind is filled with regret and a desire to apologize, Rendra also understands that the final decision is in Maya's hands. He only hoped that Maya would give him a chance to meet and listen to his explanation. Rendra promises herself to get better and learn from her mistakes, not only for Maya, but also for herself.

In the darkness of the silent night, Rendra kowtowed and prayed. She hopes that Maya can see her change and give her a chance to mend their relationship. Rendra promised to remain patient and ready to face whatever happened. He hopes that their kindness and loyalty can be re-established, even though he is also aware that this process will not be easy.

Rendra is increasingly frustrated because Maya continues to buy time to meet him. Whenever he sends a message or tries to arrange a meeting, Maya always gives an excuse or answers briefly. This makes Rendra more agitated and feel ignored.

Sometimes, Rendra feels like giving up and abandoning efforts to repair her relationship with Maya. However, right then and there, he felt sad and missed Maya. This mixed feeling made him even more depressed and unsettled.

Rendra tries to figure out what might make Maya hesitant or reluctant to meet him. Whether it was due to the deep wounds from his previous betrayal or for some other reason he was not aware of. He hopes to find a way to overcome these obstacles and restore their relationship.

In his desperation, Rendra kept thinking about what he could do to change this situation. He realizes that he must give Maya space and time to heal and decides if she is ready to give their relationship a second chance.

Rendra also realizes that he needs to respect Maya's decision. If Maya does not want to meet or continue the relationship, Rendra must learn to accept it and find a way to continue her life.

Rendra realizes that repairing a broken relationship takes time, good communication, and understanding from both parties. She hopes that one day, Maya will open her heart and give her a chance to explain her regrets firsthand.

Meanwhile, Rendra decided to focus on himself and get busy with his activities maybe it can help forget. He uses this time to grow and become a better person. He continues to work hard in his career and pursues his hobbies and interests. Rendra hopes that by becoming a better person, she can show Maya that she is completely changed and ready to improve their relationship.

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Maya sits in the living room of Rani's apartment, her face looking worried. Rani who was sitting next to him, watched him attentively.

"Rani, I'm really confused by this whole thing. Rendra kept asking to meet but I hesitated. I still feel hurt by what happened before, but I miss it too." Maya

"Eh close the fan angina sit ngapain men jerk like him,” answered rani mosquito

“I can understand what you feel. But just so you did, that night when James drove you home, I saw how he treated you with care and kindness. I can't deny that there's something between you guys."

"Hey, I never thought of James as more than a boss or a mentor. It's just a coincidence that he drove home that night. I'm still trying to mend ties with Rendra."

"What do you feel about James? If there is mutual interest, can it not be a new opportunity for you? Forget that Rendra doesn't do that you guys are no longer a good fit for you."

"I'm not sure. But I still love Rendra, even though there are wounds that have not healed. But with James, I just feel there's a special bond as a superior and a subordinate."

"Duh, you're plain or bego anyway, obviously James likes you. Where there's a young executive CEO just wants to nganter a girl to the doorstep. But yes, I can't decide what to do. All these decisions are in your hands. But you have to think carefully about how you feel about James. Don't let the past with Rendra keep you from finding new happiness."

Maya was silent for a moment, pondering Rani's words. He understands that Rani is just trying to give her the best advice, even though it is difficult to accept that thought.

"Issshh is confused about you, but thank you. I'll think about it seriously. Maybe it's time for me to take a new step in my life. But I need time to reflect and understand my own feelings."

"Of course it must be but do not rendra who in mind you know. Take the time you need and listen to your heart. I'll always support you, no matter what you decide."

Maya smiles at Rani, relieved to have a friend like her who is always by her side. Although the decision was difficult, she knew that she had genuine support and friendship.

After the discussion that night, Maya felt even more uneasy. He knew that he had to give time to himself and respect his feelings. Whatever he chooses, he must be confident and ready to face the consequences.