Preferred Woman

First Week on Campus

At that moment, Zian had a dream.

That night Zian was very tired because of a busy day of college activities and also on his campus. Upon arriving at home, Zian immediately went into the room and then slept. In his sleep, Zian had a strange dream. When he woke up with an irregular heart and cold sweat coming out of his forehead, Zian thought back to his dream. Strange dream according to Zian.

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Get up and don't sleep! Create all those dreams so that not only your imagination and imagination. Your success and all your efforts will yield results. Yes, the results, even someday. God will appreciate all your efforts and prayers.

This is a dream. But I don't want this to be an empty wishful thinking without realisation. I will pursue it until I achieve the result. Failing once doesn't mean I'll fail tomorrow. At least I've started to make this dream come true. At least I can tell you about failure or success in the future.

It starts with a dream, and it all has to start again. To be sure with all these efforts. Rest assured! Believe in your own potential. It's just a matter of time. Our success is in our own hands. One day, I will thank you for this spirit. The spirit to achieve that dream.

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Zian in his dreams.

Zian started to get confused suddenly being in that place. On his right and left the people were being tormented by a huge tall figure. His face looked terrible, ferocious and full of cruelty mercilessly torturing one by one of the inhabitants there. I don't know what they've done so those people have to accept such horrible punishment and torture. Zian himself never imagined the scene that made his heart cry even more hysterically when he heard those heartbreaking and heartbreaking cries.

Zian felt like he wanted to help them, but he was unable to help them. Until Zian saw a woman who had shouted for help to him because of the torture that made him pain and pain.

That woman was once his friend. When he recognized her, the woman liked to change partners and do her freedom like modern life that does not prioritize the norms of Susila. Only give priority to lust and worldly freedom.

Zian walked as if some energy was pulling him towards the end of that road. Every time Zian walked, he had to see right and left people experiencing torture that made him unable to stare at him. Hysterical cries for help were heard everywhere. It makes the sad and sad Zian.

Zian finally walked back towards the exit to leave the place. It felt like Zian really wanted to leave immediately and leave that horrible place. A wrenching place, a sad place, a place that anyone when he sees it will feel pain and the heat will sting, the pain of that heart-wrenching torture.

Zian quickly ran out towards the main door until he unconsciously slipped his foot into the abyss of burning fire. Zian fell off the road he was on which was actually a long bridge. Zian actually fell into that hot abyss. The flames started burning his body. The heat was so tormenting his body. Until Zian could not stand it and shouted for help.

" Help!!!" zian shouted until the cold sweat on his body came out all.

Suddenly his eyes opened. He woke up from his sleep. Apparently Zian had a dream. The dream he felt was very real. Zian to feel how hot, painful, slashed, chipped all his body because it was burning. Zian's cold sweat was still coming out as his heartbeat still roared violently. Zian quickly grabbed the nearby mineral water. Until the drinking water was gone as if his throat had been in thirst for a long time.

In Zian's heart was so grateful, all he had just experienced was a dream. But even though this dream for him was so real he experienced.

Zian started walking towards the place to purify himself. Zian began to take water to wash his face and all of his limbs for cleansing. Afterwards, Zian began wearing a mukena to perform his evening prayers.

Zian stood up and faced the qibla. Exposed the prayer rug then began to intend, resigned, submit before Him.

" Oh my God! I am a weak and despicable human being. Forgive all the wrongs, the sins I committed, whether intentionally or unintentionally, and forgotten. I surrender, obedient to Your power, O Lord. Set me in faith in my religious beliefs. Aamiin." said Zian.

Zian had that dream. The dream that Zian had before deciding to embrace and embrace the religion that is currently believed. Back the dream comes like giving confidence to Zian to be more confident with all his decisions.

Whatever obstacles and obstacles Zian will face, Zian will be ready to face everything.

In the main room Mr. Leo and his wife Juan were talking seriously about his only daughter. On top of that bed they thought of the changes that had happened to Zian. Indeed Zian was more calm and quiet than before. Plus Zian's attitude turned more polite and respectful to mami's cheeks. It's a better attitude. But what they wonder is that Zian is seen closing himself up and often in his room after eating together with his papi mami. Previously Zian more invite discussion or tell stories about various things such as stories while on campus with a myriad of stories both about his lecturer, his campus friends and student activities followed by Zian.

"According to papi, is Zian still secretly working on the worship movement of one of the religions in the country, pi? Did Zian embrace and believe it? Then if mami's conjecture is correct, what will we do papi? Papi knows for himself, doesn't he? Zian was no less stubborn as mami was also papi. If our Zian is strictly forbidden and we act with even harsher measures, mami is sure Zian will rebel and run away from this house. While we only have Zian, our children one-on-one pi," said Mami Juan at length. Mr. Leo took a deep breath and tried to calm down and be wise in addressing the issue.

"Zian is mature enough to make his choice, mommy! Papi thinks our actions yesterday were very wrong. Papi thought it over there was no point in banning Zian in his decision. All of that is his belief and also his belief that suddenly present in Zian without anyone's coercion. If indeed Zian decided that religion as his chosen religion which he thought was good and right. We as parents still support him, Mom. Zian is an adult. Zian will probably be joining her husband in a matter of years as Zian's life choice. We are only Zian's parents who were tricked into raising him and educating him alone," said Mr. Leo finally. Juan's mother scrunched her forehead.

"But are you sure of this decision? So we're not trying to ban Zian, pi?" sahut Bu Juan's. Back, Mr. Leo took a deep breath.

"Bapi wanted to know what the reason was until Zian chose the religion. Whether there was a man or Zian's lover who embraced the religion then Zian finally followed the invitation of his lover Zian," said Mr. Leo.

"Know mami, Zian has not told me about a girlfriend or lover, Pi! So like his Zian has not had a girlfriend or lover like the alleged papi," said Bu Juan.

"This is just a presumption papi, mami! Papi wanted to know from Zian's mouth about why he chose that religion and belief" said Papi Leo.

"Mommy wants to know that, too. But what if we secretly investigate in advance pi, whether Zian has now embraced the religion and belief. And also secretly doing that worship in his room? If you remember Zian often entered the room and now his room is often locked by Zian," explained Juan's mother.

"It seems we no longer need to investigate, mi! We better talk heart to heart with Zian tomorrow morning before Zian goes to campus and papi goes to the office. We as parents should be wise, mi! If Zian had embraced that religion and belief, we would not have had to ban Zian. And we have to support Zian. Aunt Retno also embraced religion like Zian right? Later, Retno's aunt can also guide and teach Zian to learn religious knowledge that Zian has chosen," said Mr. Leo. Juan finally accepted the decision from her husband.

"I did not expect, if my little daughter had grown into a mature and independent girl." muttered Bu Juan finally closed her eyes as well as Mr. Leo.

The couple, even though they do not adhere to one of the religions in this country, does not mean they do not believe in goodness and truth. One day they may both be guided as Zian seeks the truth and his Lord. It was Love and Light that showed Zian to keep His commandments and stay away from His prohibition.