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Zian cried bitterly hearing the mockery that her husband had thrown at her. During Genta's time, Zian had not once heard Genta speak to him. But now? What Zian heard caused shock and heartache. I don't know what problems make Genta become depressed until Zian becomes the target of his rage.
"Based on useless wife! Because of you I always have bad luck and no luck. Your disbelieving family made me drag my steps. I am truly sorry to have married you who have no religion and never believed in God. Now what? By marrying you, even though you have embraced religion like me, but you make a burden with me. My business affairs have always suffered continuous losses and even we have not had children for several years" said Zian's husband, Genta, who made Zian sobbing.
Zian's heart ached when Genta had to bring up and re-attach all the problems of his household life with Zian's parents who had no religion.
"Don't cry! You are if you say it can only cry, cry and cry! Now, make me coffee! Dizziness me with the company's messed up problem" orders Genta. Zian immediately stood up to make the coffee requested by Genta. Zian did not want Genta to scold him again.
A cup of black coffee was made by Zian, accompanied by a plate of fried bananas this morning which of course was cold on the plate because it was already afternoon. Zian walked over to Genta, her husband.
"This is the coffee, mas! And there was a fried banana this morning" Zian said as he placed a cup of coffee and a plate of fried bananas on the table. Genta hurriedly sipped his while between his fingers was already tucked away a cigarette that had lit up.
"What is this coffee? So bitter! How long have you been my wife, huh? Making coffee to my taste still can't, huh? Bittersweet, bitter as your life is what makes your husband difficult" said Genta mercilessly.
"Bang Genta! Sorry, the sugar in the kitchen is gone. So, the coffee hasn't been sugar, yet" Zian began to dare to express it to her husband. The clapper glared sharply towards Zian.
"Well, you should buy dong! Use your own money from your savings. Do not rely on money from your husband. Your husband is currently unemployed. And you know, your husband's bankruptcy was because of you. You're the wife of the unlucky bearer, Zian!" genta.
Genta with his anger immediately slammed his cup of coffee onto the floor. Until the sound of the broken glass cup shocked Zian. Of course, Zian again cried hysterically and was frightened by her husband's rude behavior.
"What you! It was just crying, crying! Example of the Dara! It's pretty good at making money again. It was fortunate that her husband had a wife like Dara. While you? Huh, stop!" genta began to compare other women who were his ex-girlfriend.
"Bang Genta! Where's bang going?" ask Zian while holding Genta's legs together so as not to leave the house at night.
"Bang Genta! Wasn't it bang Genta who banned me from working and becoming a career woman? But why now, bang Genta wants me to work and make money?" sahut Zian's.
"That first! When I was successful and I had a lot of money. Now then? My business went bankrupt and it was because of you, the unlucky lady!" genta again insulted Zain.
"Bang Genta! You can really blame all that on me" Zian said sobbing.
"It's like that! Nevermind! Watch out move! Let go of your hands! I'm gonna go get some fresh air out there!" genta said as he released Zian's hand which was holding both of his legs. Zian was of course devastated.
"Bang Genta!!! Don't leave!! Hiks. hiks.. hiks. "said Zian with tears flowing.
"Bang Genta! Why did you change like that?" muttered Zian with a sobbing cry.
Zian did not want to be drawn into grief and lament his unfortunate fate. Immediately Zian got up and stepped towards the bathroom and looked for a faucet to fetch the ablution water. Zian began to intend to cleanse himself of his little hadith from washing hands, gargling, washing the face, cleaning both hands, until the end of his cleaning both feet up the calves. After her Zian looked for her mucena and began to close her aura.
Zian began to practice the worship of prayer. This was better than her having to cry out for sadness and remember the words that hurt her heart from her husband's mouth. In addition, Zian wants to pray for the best for her husband so that he can be more patient in dealing with his economic problems.
It may be true, if Genta is currently so stressed facing the barbarity of his business that has been lived. So that the current household economy began to fall apart. Plus, Genta has not allowed Zian to work outside the home. So that Zian really became an obedient wife waiting for her husband to return from work outside. Zian really feels lonely plus almost a few years of this he also has not got a son from his marriage with Genta. But Zian remained patient because all her is a deposit from God for her if she is pregnant and pregnant.
"O Allah, forgive me all my sins, whether I am intentionally or unintentionally forgotten. Give us guidance on the path that You are on. And give us patience in dealing with all the trials of life and the problems of life. Make me a makmum who always obeys his priests. Aamiin," Zian's short prayer.
Zian took the holy book of the Quran. These few years Zian has been reading more smoothly. Every day Zian recited the holy verses of the Quran even though only half a juz of it was daily. After that Zian also needed to read the meaning of everything he had read. Perhaps compared to Mariah or Fauzi, Zian still has a religious knowledge that has not been deep and much like his two friends.
But after a few years married to Genta, Zian has very rarely met Mariah. But occasionally still can meet with Fauzi because Fauzi is the younger brother of Genta. Fauzi occasionally visited her sister just to deliver food made by her mother. The rest of Fauzi also did not want to interfere in the household affairs of his older brother Genta.