
December has arrived. Soon the big day of Christmas will come. Alexa Sandro's extended family has prepared everything carefully. Moreover, her mami Sandro, has been excited to prepare some dry bread of some kind. It feels less steady if the dry bread is not made alone. Although later also many purchased to be sent to many large families, parcel business colleagues greetings new year and Christmas.
Sandro as CEO at a well-known company also handed over to the personnel section for allowances and Christmas and new year gifts.
Like the current frenzy that happened in the kitchen of the house. Where her mom Sandro and her housekeeping assistant and Alexa make dry cakes. Sandro who had just arrived from the office smelled his scented baked bread.
"Mommy!" said Sandro while hugging the mother Natalia who was busy making cookies. Mami Natali is super friendly and motherly kissing her son's cheeks.
"Sandro, baby! You have to try a pastry made by mami," said mami Natalia while taking one cookie and put it in Sandro's mouth. Sandro began to enjoy every piece of that pastry. It feels so good on his tongue.
"Mommy, this is really delicious! I want ten jars no?" said Sandro. Mami Natalia laughed crisply. Likewise Alexa along with the household assistant in the house.
"Yeah boy, baby? But unfortunately the stock today is up. It has been divided into our near and far brothers" said Mami Natalia.
"Tomorrow not to do it again? I ordered, mi! I'll pay you!" said Sandro. Mami Natalia glared at his eyes.
"This mother's child seems to have a lot of money. Who the hell is it for, son? You can buy it in our bakery cake. There are lots of pastry stocks and different types as well. There are snow cakes, nastar cakes, and much more. You just have to pick it up, baby," said Natalia's mom.
"Just ten jars, mommy! Bikini why? The feast day is still one week away. Mami's cake is very good, "said Sandro praised.
"Yes already, tomorrow mami shopping for premium ingredients the same mbak uthe and Mbak Sri," said mami Natalia finally.
"Tomorrow, I cannot help you! I have a job," said Alexa.
"It's okay! Mommy with her mother can handle her own really," said mami Natalia.
"Thank you very much, my dear and most beautiful mother," Sandro said back to his mami cheeks.
"Have a shower! You smell bad" said Natalia, pushing Sandro's body towards Sandro's room.
"Where might I stink, mami! This expensive perfume that I wear," said Sandro as he climbed the stairs to his room.
Sandro's room is upstairs. Sandro likes to sit on the balcony of his room at night when the stars are scattered with black clouds. It feels so close to nature when sitting alone there.
*****
At night, the stars are scattered. I'm alone without friends. Lonely is my best friend tonight. Could it be driven by disappointment? Oh no! Even this step is still beginning. And the shadow is still here disturbing. For whatever it is, it feels very difficult to take. Reaching out to you is like catching a shadow that follows me. Every time I move, he doesn't stay quiet. Only then will we speak, will we be able to unite the despair.
"I think I should be honest with Zian. All this time I secretly liked him. But is this too soon? How about Zian shun me when he finds out I'm after him because he adores him so much. What if Zian becomes resentful of me? After I express my feelings to her?" sandro Mumbles.
Sandro smiled to himself when he could walk with Zian. It feels so sweet and beautiful.
"While I don't reveal all my feelings to Zian. After all, Zian himself does not know that between us there are different beliefs. The proof at that time Zian always reminded me of five prayers and also Friday prayers. Ah, this is so sweet. This kind of attention is what I like about Zian," Sandro murmured.
Incoming message notification reads. Sandro opened his phone. After getting to know Zian and getting his WA number, Sandro did not want to go far with his cellphone. Of course, he waited for a reply to a chat message from Zian if Sandro asked Zian for news like he had eaten a ballom, what, and so on.
"Zian! Why do your shadows always dance in the eye? Am I really in love? But is all this allowed? I'm afraid if you don't love me. I'm afraid that this love is all I feel" Sandro murmured as he watched the stars strewn across the sky.
"Don't forget the Isyak prayer, brother Sandro! Oh yes, later in the third night, I wake up brother yah to pray tahajud," message chat from Zian.
"God, Zian! It's so nice that you always remind me" replied a chat message from Sandro.
"Yes God! Am I wrong for lying to that woman? I have to how God! Give me your guidance! Are you not the guide?" muttered Sandro again looked at the night sky with stars glittering far away there.
*****
That morning, Sandro sat in the dining room. There is already his mami papi and his sister Alexa who is enjoying breakfast. Alexa noticed her brother's blackened eye bags. Looks like Sandro was sleep deprived last night. Alexa so want to prank her sister to be wrong in front of her mami papi.
"Something seems to be in love, huh! So no appetite, sleep becomes not good" Alexa quipped. Sandro narrowed his eyes to hear the insinuations of his sister.
Mami papi Sandro looked at each other and smiled at Sandro.
"Is that Sandro? Meet us dong! Don't just be quiet and play secret with mami papi," said mami Natalia.
"Yes, Sandro! Mumpung soon good days and Christmas celebrations, you later do not forget to introduce women who make you fall in love, difficulty sleeping, difficulty eating, hehehe," said papi Alexander.
"Yes God! This is because of Alexa. Mami Papi thought that I already had a boyfriend" said Sandro.
"Maybe not yet a lover but his name already meets the heart of the heart of the heart of the heart, uhuyyy," said Alexa teasing her brother. Sandro ruffled Alexa's hair.
"Alexa! Don't like jailing with your sister" said Natalia's mom.
"Here you go, papi mami!" pamit Sandro's.
"Be careful on the road, baby!" sahut papi mami Sandro while splashing between them.
"I also went to the office first, mommy!" pamit papi Alexander while kissing mami Natalia's cheeks.
"Huum, be careful on the papi road!" mami Natalia.
"Mommy, don't forget the pastry well!" said Sandro.
"Yes, mami after this will leave with a baby here," said mami Natalia.
Sandro and Papi Alexander left for the office. They drive each car because the company that both leads is different.