Oh My Love's

Embarrassment

After facing such a tense trial, my eyes felt dry from being unable to express themselves anymore. Our parents could only stare passively and sigh many times.

"This is the consequence" said the father who was kneading his forehead.

We who were in the corridor of the school office began to feel a moment of silence.

"That's it, everything just goes by. We, as parents, weren't too excited at the beginning either." Mother connected and from her face water described disappointment. "We're going home. You continue school until the principal's decision is in."

Whether wanting to feel astonished or grateful, the two elderly people left without leaving angry words to me and Sasha. Perhaps, they felt guilty for daring to agree to our marriage despite having less than compelling reasons. They have no blood relation or look close to my grandmother, but the reason for the tightness of their relationship is still a mystery to me. I've never met Sasha's family or seen Grandma with them. This question is often stifled and I lack courage in throwing it.

"I'm wrong" Sasha said suddenly and made me look up in shock. "Sorry."

"It's not your fault" I replied as I threw my face away and turned around to go to class. "We'd better get back to class."

The hours of gym class together with the break would have been over, and we had to go back to class.

On the other hand, I also do not want to be blamed blatantly despite knowing that the point of the problem is on me. It's selfish and I admit it's bad. If it were, it should be, supposing, and all the words for regret in the past would be completely useless to expel. This is our decision and the dependents who have been present must be greeted with a chest of air.

I can't blame Grandma's request or Sasha's parents' approval for marrying me to her son. If I was really selfish and thought about my education realistically, maybe this wouldn't have happened. It could be that I suffer more with a poor life that is just one, to have to meet the cost of living such as school and other basic needs.

This is the life choice I make. There are all the plus and minus.

Sasha started walking and I followed her. When we got to class, the whole room looked at us, and then buzzed around. Hana looked at us heavily, then looked back down to focus on the textbook. This whole thing is really disturbing, I really have to endure the embarrassment.

"Hurry in, the lesson has already begun," commanded Master Ma'am who was standing in front of the blackboard.

Simultaneously, Sasha and I nodded and went to sit on their respective benches.

At the same time, the teacher in front of the class pulled out a cell phone and stared at him for a moment. Then, he said, "Kids, the teachers will be close for a while. You can summarize the second chapter and take the important points. The meeting ahead will be randomly assigned to read the results."

Which is usually immediately so noisy after the teacher leaves the classroom, this time being silent for a moment. Some of the girls started to stand up from the sliding bench and made a loud noise. They came up to me and squatted around this bench with curious faces.

"Lia, what we heard earlier was .. right?" noa asked, the girl behind me.

"Sasha must've forced you, right? Quietly, he washed away, "the other one that made me clench one hand because Sasha was spoken of negatively.

"Hey, it must be heavy for you. Lia is an exemplary child, and unfortunately it has to be this way."

They give a lot of words to comfort, but to me it is very disturbing.

"Don't talk about this, I'm a little uncomfortable" I replied to them listlessly. "We have a job, right? Do it first."

For a few moments, a buzz from the class speaker signifies an announcement.

"For all students, it is expected to go to the main field right now. Again, for all students, it is expected to go to the main field right now."

Heavy breathing sounds were heard from many children who did not like the announcement. One by one, they all went outside the classroom and it was seen that the corridor was filled by children who were walking lazily in obeying orders.

When I was about to get up, my hand was held by Hana who was smiling thinly. I replied with a smile as well, then we went to the field.

Automatically, all the disciples formed rows under the scorching sun. Some mouths make complaints and curse. In fact, the one who gave the announcement was not present until it made us all wait for so long.

"Okay, pay attention to all of you."

There was a loud voice that made silence. The full principal will be able to walk forward. My heart was racing and hunching at things that were jutting towards me with Sasha.

"Thank you for your present ability for now. As a principal, I want to convey a very important message to all of us" he said before sighing and circulating his gaze. "Free association is one of the big problems faced by teenagers today. Free association may be fun at the beginning, but in the end they will only have a negative impact on our lives.

As educated students, you should know that free association not only damages your future, but also negatively affects your family ..."

Apparently speaking with a loud insinuation about the problem. In this way, it was certain that the hot topic of the school was exploding and humiliating me so much. I wanted to disappear from the earth in the blink of an eye.

A few minutes passed until the feet began to ache. I who was in the back row started squatting along with the other children. The time spent actually exceeded the time of the flag ceremony.

"Last, I would like to thank you all the disciples who have listened to my message and fought for the future ..."

Finally, his speech ended.

"It must have been about the XII_A class sister who said she was pregnant, huh?"

"The head of the school must soon be calling them forward to be humiliated."

"It's funny. I can't wait to see who the real headmaster is this time around."

The whispering words have entered my ear. I was terrified of what they expected. Prayers silently so that all their hopes are not fulfilled.

"Alright, you can all go back to your respective classes" continued the Headmaster.

THANK GOODNESS!

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