Oh My Love's

Dating (?)

Again an awkward mood! Geez, how else do I have to get Sasha to understand what I want? I feel frustrated squared. My brain is a lot hotter at thinking this shitty thing than it is at working on physics.

We both got out of the taxi and stuff from the trunk like suitcases along with bags were helped by the lobby staff who of course had to be tipped by Sasha. After that, we took the elevator with our mouths closed.

I can't, I'm reluctant to stay silent!

"It's not like this!" I said in a high tone that made Sasha gasp in shock.

Since then, I've been holding back and will be eregsi right now.

My body turned to Sasha and said, "Our feelings for each other have become very unpleasant." Both of my hands clenched tightly and continued, "What if we're real?"

"What?" Sasha was grumbling in response to my stupid words frontally.

My face became stiff from the great embarrassment of getting this kind of reaction from her. It should, it's not like this!

"From us lying to each other's feelings, wouldn't we rather be real?" connect me with Keki and try to put on a confident smile. "Submitting marriage, pretending to be dating and up to this stage, and .. isn't my proposal good?"

"No way."

JLB!

My heart was like being pierced by thousands of arrows from the sky, struck by lightning and wanted to bury itself deeply. Shit, shameful once I'm rejected one day.

"I don't want to accept a statement from a girl."

Suddenly, Sasha approached towards me and I retreated slowly because of it. My back and hands clung to the elevator wall and made my heart beat very tight. Our faces were staring at each other, making me look away.

"Don't shoot a man. My pride can go down, Lia," Sasha said softly. "Let me tell you, what if we're together?"

Strange, there is no such thing as a girl inviting men and making self-esteem go down. Sasha is really weird, but luckily I like her.

"Jadian .. 'cause you like me?" I asked by looking at him.

"Yes." Yeah."

"Since when?"

"Not since when," he replied with a glance to the right and continued, "But right now."

I was silent as a sign of not understanding his words in this situation.

"I mean .. what I want to say, now I like you, too" Sasha said with gagu. "And now we are being."

Oh, so it seems. It seemed, he was too nervous to even keki like this. Because he was looking away, I immediately gave a quick kiss until he stepped back in surprise.

The elevator door opened and fortunately we were both in a position to keep the distance because there were some people waiting in front. In a hurry I stepped outside together with Sasha, while our belongings had already arrived by the staff at the door of our apartment unit.

"Lia ..."

"I want to change clothes first!" as Sasha spoke and I immediately shot into the room, closed the door and leaned back with a high-speed heart rhythm.

So this is what Sasha felt just now, so awkward and super embarrassing! I was like itching to say sorry for talking about being soan which actually did not hurt a little bit. Ah, there's just this mixed feeling of mine!

Okay, I have to hold my breath, then exhale. Back to holding your breath, then ....

BRUK!

"I'm sorry!"

Just wanted to exhale to calm down, suddenly the door opened and made me bounce forward. The perpetrator was none other than Sasha who started to help me get up.

"I'm sorry, I'm in a hurry to say something" she replied by holding the back of the neck. "So ... said you when in the mini market, I have to behave as usual?"

I sat on the floor and he came with me.

"I mean, behave like yourself. I don't like the awkward air around us just because your attitude is cold, it's getting colder," said I who must be easily understood by Sasha. "So, act like you normally would. Do what you like."

"What do I like?"

I think I mispronounced. Sasha started to look at me with my glare, and my heart became racing as she smiled. Then, he got up and was about to go out of this room.

Why did he suddenly leave? I asked, "What do you want?"

Head turned. "What else? Doing what I like, like normal activities."

It is possible to clean or cook, the two things are activities that can be called his talent. When cleaning, even the floor is so shiny that ants can slip. Cooking is also delicious. He's still not fully recovered and I have to help him who seems to be uncomfortable with the dust in the apartment and the dining table is empty.

"I want to be with you too" I said solemnly.

"really?" Sasha didn't seem to believe my reaction.

"Yes!"

I followed him and he entered the room for a while, then went outside with a stack of textbooks. Apparently, this is an activity called fun for him. Do I have to suddenly feign stomach pain to avoid this boring activity?

Sasha sat on the sofa, then patted gently next to the empty sitting section. "Come here, we study together after two days of being at the top without reading a book in the least."

"All right," I replied.

However, before that I took tea from the refrigerator and biscuits to accompany the study that would overdossis in my brain. Since I still wanted to relax, I picked up a novel called 'Blaze II' which was tucked between practice books on the subject.

While reading this slightly boring fantasy book, my eyes became heavy and finally drowsy until my eyes closed. Just wanted to sleep on the back of the sofa, suddenly Sasha's hand pulled slowly on my head so that it stuck to her shoulder.

For a few moments I enjoyed a dreamless sleep, and finally woke up to what I expected, falling on Sasha's thigh as a cushion. This isn't the first thing, so my embarrassment can be subtracted.

"You want to sleep in the room?" Sasha asked after closing the book.

He must have had a hard time answering when I was in a position like this.

"What time is it?" I asked because I couldn't see the clock on the other side of Sasha. If my head looks up, it must hurt a lot because after waking up.

"Hour seven."

"I slept for a long time apparently." I got up and saw the snacks at the table had run out since this afternoon. "I go to the room first."

"I'm with you."

His behavior was a little excessive, but I only wanted to go to a room that was five steps away. But this is his attempt to show concern.

When we got to my room, Sasha asked, "No dinner yet?"

"My drowsiness beats my stomach" I replied as I lay on the bed.

Sasha stepped outside, along with my mouth that was yawning and said, "Janga .. n.. leave .. pin ... tuku ter .. bu. ka."

Finally, I fell asleep again before hearing the sound of approaching steps that I did not care about at all.

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