Oh My Love's

Awkwardness

Due to high fever, too soy sauce, and the body a little sore all, I was with Sasha banned from participating in the study tour activities which he said the new activities would be more fun. Because it was not worthwhile if languishing in the inn alone and guarded by one teacher, we decided to go home first with a false excuse, namely checking the condition of the body to the hospital.

However, thank goodness we were not accompanied because I refused to be escorted with the teachers.

On the way home using a taxi that is classified as quite expensive, Sasha and I just kept quiet without any topic of conversation. Every time I tried to speak, he always responded without a sound, such as nodding or doing body movements and facial cues that were not clear of meaning.

We are like strangers who meet each other.

TLING'S!

My phone rang and displayed a notification containing a message that made me ask the taxi driver to approach the nearest mini market.

Inbox || Tristan Alexander: Lia! I was looking for you, and apparently you've gone home first, don't go away like that again! I want to catch up with you, but these recess teachers forbid me. Ah yes, coincidentally today is the world chocolate day (although in this country it is not celebrated either, hehe) I have asked my housemaid to send you chocolates!

Your dearest - Tristan~

Fill in a funny message.

When I got to the mini market, I got out of the car and was followed by Sasha. I'll also buy him a piece of chocolate, and who knows he's happy to act like he always is. Although it should be a surprise, maybe when it arrives later will not take the time to shop.

"This is for you" I said as I thrust a bar of almond chocolate at Sasha after leaving the cashier.

"Isn't there a lot of chocolate in the apartment we can eat?" His hand pushed my hand with a sign of rejection. "Eat."

"Hey, it's world chocolate day. I have to give this to you, too, you know?"

"In that case, shouldn't I give you?"

True too, it should be the men who give. However, I denied, "Indeed, I shouldn't have given you this?"

A heavy breath, massaging my forehead and looking up at the sky, all of that was the response shown to me. Was my act wrong?

"You don't have to behave like this" he said as he walked out of the mini market by opening the door for me. "I was wrong yesterday, and you shouldn't have to behave like a partner with me. Be free, I don't want you to be restrained just because of me."

She thought, I was forcing myself to be senormally a wife. In fact, I was so happy that she expressed her feelings and I did not want to lose her presence like before.

"I am not burdened with our marital status" I replied, pulling out his right hand, and putting the chocolate down. "You like me, don't you? Tell me, since when?"

His face looked misbehaved and did not dare to look at me. "What we did in that hut, was just my involuntary puberty spontaneity. Don't take it seriously."

My lips put on a smile, slightly stepped back, and stared at him passively. I know he's ashamed, even if something that spontaneity must be really his harbored wish. How could he possibly utter a lying sentence in a semi-conscious state.

"So, it's just a soulless spontaneity, huh?" I lowered my tone of speech. "Means ... is the same if I've been in ..."

"Not .. not so," Sasha's sergeant who began to be confused in explaining. "I mean ..."

"You mean, you accidentally vent your wishes?"

"No!"

"Lantas, what? Speak the truth, Sasha."

Seeing him who always put up a look jutek and cold, now looks funny when the red goes out and confusion in answering like being cornered.

Apparently, he thinks that his attitude is not much different from Ricky and I deserve to scold him.

I shrug my head. "Not really."

"But, why?"

"Try to remember what I said at the time" I said, then walked away to the taxi in the parking lot. "Conclude yourself and do not need to feel guilty if you understand the situation we both have. I don't have to because of you either."

As soon as my hand was grabbed by Sasha and when I turned to her, she said, "Really?"

"What?" Both my eyebrows were raised from not understanding.

"Your words back then, for real?"

I responded again with a faint smile. Did he really not believe that I was starting to like him?

"Didn't you hate me a little?" ask again.

Actually, I wanted to agree to that question because in the past the discomfort was always present because of it. However, I prefer another answer so that he does not ask again.

"Do you know, if a girl can be crushed because it's just an act of service? Like accompanying me in my downturn, taking care of me, acting like a real partner." My eyes glanced to the left from a little embarrassment in talking about this. "Girls like me are no different than your fans. But believe me, I've been really carried away lately with your attitude."

Sasha was silent, as if she was digesting my words.

"So .. you mean ..."

Ah, he must have thrown the question again. It's really hard to understand me.

"You're!" I started to get upset and looked at him with a sigh. "It shouldn't be like this ..."

"Like this how? Lia, what's wrong with you?" Sasha's reaction began to worry about the change in my mood.

"The thing is, I don't blame you. There is no coercion, coercion or rebellion. Jado, no need to feel guilty anymore. If you keep acting like this, it's me who will feel guilty for making you constantly misbehave this." I took his hand off of me, then walked back away and continued, "Let's go back, our taxi driver is really waiting."

"Lia ...."

My head turned towards Sasha who was wagging the front of her hair back and looked at me with a small laugh. I laughed and left and entered the taxi. Good, he must understand what I said.

When the two of us had entered the taxi, suddenly the middle-aged old man who as a driver protested, "Wah, wow, wow. Did you guys take the time to date? You're a compatible couple."

Shame began to hit and when I wanted to deny it, the driver immediately continued, "Children of today. Love is very blatant, not like you used to have to hide with the woman you married."

Ah yes, actually we both are also hiding in the conduct of marriage.

"I wonder, is your marriage happy?" I asked because of curiosity.

The car began to run and the sound of laughter was heard from him. "of course. Marrying a loved one is one of happiness, son."

If so, don't I include getting one of happiness too?

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