Oh My Love's

Bitter Lips

On the way home, my head was constantly staring at the face of Tristan who last looked at me. Pseudo and unlike his original habits. I admitted that his attitude was caused by me, but still I was reluctant to admit that our quarrel was my fault.

"His mind?" Sasha spoke with my daydreams.

"Yes" I answered and realized that we both had reached the apartment. "Loving friendships, it feels this sad."

"sad? I thought you were angry to the point of saying something rude like that."

Shame approached because it remembered how disrespectful this mouth hurled a harsh word. I must have sinned a lot because of the frontal reflex. Of course Tristan was so hurt by my words and would not forgive. It's so exaggerated, but the fact that my emotions are mixed up and can't be controlled these days.

We took the elevator to the second floor, then arrived at the apartment unit. When I was halfway to my private room, I suddenly slipped and screamed in shock. Sasha who was taking off her shoes was about to help me, but she actually fell down because she was still wearing socks and got the effect of floor slipperiness. I also just realized if I still wear socks which of course due to not focusing.

Fortunately, I fell to the side, to a long sofa. Automatic Sasha hit me, but both hands were so agile in supporting the body that I was not overwhelmed by it. Our eyes looked at each other and suddenly I was pounding, hoping that he wouldn't hear the sound. I hope my face does not turn red in this situation!

Sasha looked away, then snorted and said, "To be honest, I don't like you thinking of that man to such a daze."

I was stunned for a moment. It seems, I really lacked focus until it fell like this.

"Ah yes, forgive me if so," I replied as I tried to get up and hold Sasha's chest to let her out. However, he actually thrust towards me as a result of his legs slipping again and we completely overlapped.

Situations like this .. are not the first time. But it still feels awkward!

"Sucks," he murmured which surprised me. "No matter, I can't stand it!"

My eyes were round and again surprised instead of playing. Without warning, Sasha patted her lips on mine with a slight roughness. My whole body refused to move, my mind suddenly blank and no longer knew what to react to. My heart that was pounding, now began to slowly calm down and seemed filled with coolness.

Finally, I was able to breathe a sigh of relief as she slipped away from me. His face was flushed and I was confused by it. Then, he buried his face on my shoulder.

"I'm ... I'm really jealous because I think of someone other than me" she said in a sad tone. "It doesn't feel good to hold this thing."

My lips smiled and lifted his head until we looked at him. "I don't know if you're jealous."

"And now I show you that trait" he replied, holding my hand.

I chuckled, then smiled and pulled her face closer, giving her a kiss that was completely unexpected if it was less than this comfortable. Instead of being sweet and pleasant, a bitter taste spread across my lips. I even wanted to grieve many times to remove this bitterness.

After Sasha let go of her kiss from me, she collapsed onto the back side of the sofa. At first, I thought he fainted until I put my index finger under his nose. There was still breathing and apparently just falling asleep. He must have woken up too early to prepare the over-formed stock.

I remember that these lips once felt the same bitterness. After I tried to think for a long time, I finally found out if this taste came from Sasha's candy. Surprisingly, he must have consumed the little ball and did not think long in kissing me.

Wait a minute, if this taste is the same as before, doesn't that mean he ever kissed me? But he didn't admit it at the time.

"Get up, Sasha." I'm poking her cheeks. "Change your uniform first."

Instead of opening her eyes, her hands hugged me and held me tight. The instant the smell of soap smelled from him, made me a little comfortable and almost forgot the fate of my lips. As a result of being carried away, I fell asleep with him during the day.

After a long time that felt like a while, I woke up and immediately looked towards the wall clock indicating the afternoon. The smell of delicious cooking was smelled and I immediately woke up to see Sasha who was already wearing casual clothes with long sleeves rolled around my side.

"I don't feel good waking you up, sorry," he said as he placed a plate. "Let's eat, because we haven't eaten this afternoon."

I stood up and looked at the table containing rice and various tempting side dishes.

"It would seem impolite if I ate under these circumstances" I said as I looked at the uniform I had taken. "I'll take a shower first."

"What the fuck are you? Are you studying teleportation?" I glared at him while stroking his chest. Looking at her bright face, I also understood her meaning. "Don't tease me. I don't want to stain my lips anymore because of you."

Sasha's reaction was disappointed in hearing my words. "I'm not actually asking you to kiss me. But .. Yes, that's it."

Apparently I'm overconfident and this is quite embarrassing. It felt, wanting to disappear from before him in the blink of an eye.

"Why do you feel tainted?" Both of his eyebrows shot up with a high meaning of curiosity.

"That's because of your bitter candy!" I pointed at her lips in annoyance and nauseous tactics. "Don't kiss me after eating that candy. It's so bitter."

He thought for a moment, then nodded. "So unhappy with those hopjes?"

"Don't like it," I replied while putting on a sour look. "Didn't I throw it in the trash?"

"I picked it up."

Immediately I massaged my forehead and wanted to say that it was a slovenly thing. Isn't he super love of cleanliness?

"Again, protected the steamboat. Our trash is organic, so there's no need to worry about getting dirty." Sasha quibbled as she took out the intended grain from the pouch, then devoured it into her mouth.

My tongue reflex stuck out because of the bitter taste.

"Again, it's not the first time I've kissed you after eating this." He wiggled the candy wrapper and smiled obliquely.

My brain worked hard to remember when we kissed without feeling bitter on my lips.

"When?" I asked with my head empty.

"Just like before, before you fall asleep."

My eyebrows fused together. "When I fell asleep after watching that TV?!"

Her lips added a smile and I felt like I was going to get angry.

Before she continued back into the kitchen, I continued, "But, you said if you accidentally touched my lips?"

"What do you think of when I say that?" Sasha sat down on the chair, then pulled my hand until I sat next to her.

Ah yes, I can only imagine if his hand touched my lips by accident. Means ... My estimate at the time was correct!

"Sucks." My hand hit his arm in shame in remembering that.

Sasha gave a small laugh, then picked up one nugget and opened her mouth. "Don't do it, stop it. Let's open your mouth and eat this."

"You only. Your mouth needs that more" I replied in annoyance and continued to beat his arm full of muscles.

If only he had been honest, our relationship would have been early.

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