Oh My Love's

Misjudgement

My heart was pounding when I was in a terrible position. The male toilet is more horror than the haunted house in the game rides! What if someone knocks and asks if this toilet is occupied? Then, what do I have to answer in a voice that clearly reflects as a girl?

My tension grew when I heard the sound of the main toilet door opening and the sink draining water. Gawat, where is Sasha supposed to take care of me?

"Where is Lia?"

JLB!

It was like being stabbed suddenly as a result of being surprised by the sound. Really dangerous, why does it have to be a coincidence that Kaivan's sister is here?

The sound of the main door opening a second time and the atmosphere became silent for a moment.

GECK! GECK! GECK!

My hair bristled when the WC door in front of me was knocked. How do I tell if there's someone in here?

"Here are the pants."

THANK GOODNESS IT WAS SASHA!

By opening the door, I took out my hand and immediately received a crease of pants.

As soon as possible, I put on these black pants, then whispered, "Can I get out?"

There was no answer, and I immediately sat on the WC lid resignedly. How long do I have to be in this musty place?

"The toilet is empty. Come on, come out" whispered Sasha, who made me happy not to play and can breathe.

"So, Kaivan's brother is here, isn't he?" I asked, but became misfocused after seeing Sasha wearing gray uniform pants. "It looks like the costume I'm wearing should be repatriated tomorrow so that no one is suspicious."

"Yes, you better" he answered without commenting on my first question.

We parted when we came out of one corridor and along the way I did not find Hana's whereabouts at all. In fact, Kaivan's brother also does not see the trunk of his nose.

So long I went around the booths, and finally found Kaivan Brother who was talking with Karin. Looking at this scene, it made me recall the incident yesterday in which Brother Kaivan rejected me on classical grounds.

At that time, I did not believe what he said and tried to make sure my ears were okay.

"Sister, do you think I'm joking?" tanyaku.

He scratched the back of the shampoo ambassador-style hair awkwardly, then stroked my hair. "I really mean it."

The one thing that pushed me to take the opportunity I had been waiting for so long, was Sasha. Hana and she are in the process of dating and I have to follow her too. In short, I was just following her in the self-examining freedom in our marriage.

"Even though I have broken up with Karin, it does not mean that I am closing my heart" Kaivan said softly. "Do you see how difficult it is for us to be in a relationship? Fighting, difficult to understand, various problems faced with selfishness. Everything ends and loses contact.

I was pensive and understood her true feelings of not wanting to separate from me by reluctantly ruining relationships like dating.

"But ... we don't know in the future, do we?" he continued, and I looked up as if I had hope. "Lia, my dear sister. Don't put on such a gloomy look because of my words. Let's smile."

I felt like I had been hung up by her. Even so, I am a little embarrassed because expressing love ends up rejected even though it is well.

Now, I let go of my daydreams when Kak Karin realized I was standing staring at them in the distance. Then, he left with a heavy step like being jolted in the use of heels. At first, I thought Kaivan was after him, but instead he approached me.

His treatment alone has brought me feelings.

"Gosh, Lia. From anywhere? I've been looking all over the school" Kaivan said with tired facial tears.

"sorry. I was watching a couple costume contest." My index finger scratched the temple due to feeling keki. To eliminate this awkward situation, I tried to pull another conversation. "What if we go around the classroom booths, brother?"

I shouldn't have said this, because my heart still rages in inferiority after being rejected.

"Good idea. Come on."

I dismissed the disturbing thoughts and refocused on Kak Kaivan's invitation to the drama booth, the Japanese restaurant booth, the shops in the field, playing the same game just like a playground in the middle of the city with a different atmosphere.

"Sister Kaivan, what was he talking about with Kak Karin? Are you guys back together?" I asked as we sat together on the swings under the tree that some kids had just made.

Before getting a response, I saw Hana attack wrap her hands in Sasha's arms and walk away entering the building. However, Sasha let go of Hana, then walked away as if uncomfortable.

"Yes, how do you know?" reply Brother Kaivan.

He said that deep relationships would end in separation. However, he went back to his past. Wouldn't he be with me?

"You know, I don't feel like I can live without it." A breath sounded from him. "He is too. But ..."

"But what?"

"He asked me to break up with you."

My mouth was tightly locked, not knowing what to answer as a defense. Obviously Kaivan's sister said that she loved her lover so much. Automatically, preferring the spectacular girl's decision over mine.

Heads down. "It's okay." I was silent for a moment. "If you may know, why did Karin ask us like that?"

"Because he overheard our conversation yesterday, Lia."

JLB!

My heart really felt smashed by the rocks. Shame, remorse and guilt, mixed into one. Supposedly, I wasn't careless in expressing feelings until it ended badly like this! My eyes were hot and my hands clasped the swing rope hard.

"Relax, even so, I'll keep trying to keep our relationship from being severed."  Brother Kaivan got up and faced towards me while giving elusan in the head. "Don't cry anymore even if I'm not around. Ah yes, Karin is waiting for me out there because it's time to go home. He gave me a chance to say goodbye to you."

How can I smile in this situation?

"Well, this is our last meeting. Maybe, I'll have a hard time meeting you, my dear sister. Therefore, your brother is saying goodbye."

The words that made my heart ache, body froze and eyes stared fiercely at the man who was turning around, then left. I was really stupid and could not read the situation.

In a split second, I only realized if I lost Kak kaivan's whereabouts. Soon, I got up and ran into the building to look for him. On the way, I remembered that he had gone outside. I quickly turned around when I stepped on the second floor who had wanted to go to Kak Kaivan's class on this floor.

I haven't even said a farewell sentence or a special gift as our memento. Why am I so careless in letting her go just like that?

Many times my mind chanted prayers in order to meet and hug Kaivan even for the last time.

Instead of meeting Kaivan, I met Hana and Sasha in front of the balcony of one of the classes. Whether what magic was approaching, I became sculpted and was so clear in hearing their chatter.

"Since childhood, you've always cared about me. Protecting me, sharing together and playing cheerfully. Don't you remember that?" hana asked who was holding Sasha's hand above the balcony barrier. "Lantas, why did you change, Sasha?"

The cold man did not answer.

"You see no, Lia's with the head of the OSIS? They are so harmonious" continued Hana who switched the conversation in saying my name. "I know that costume of yours you gave her."

"While the costume you're wearing is his." Sasha made Hana silenced with her answer.

"Then, what's the deal with you? Do you like Lia, Sasha? Come on, tell me!"

This is not the Hana I know. Not a forcible, a disappointed maker, even talking about me smelling a little negative spice. What's wrong with her? Does his love blind our friendship?

"It's none of your business" replied Sasha. "For the whole time, Hana. Stop asking me to be my lover. Until any time, I won't."

Surprised and sad, that's what Hana felt until her eyes look like they were inundated. I who was watching the two of them could not give any reaction.

When the two of them flipped over simultaneously and Sasha was about to leave Hana, they widened and fell silent in looking at me. They know for sure if I heard the chat earlier. So, should I be angry or just the opposite?

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