Oh My Love's

Lia's Frustration

Walk quickly and try to hold back emotions because no one can be the target of an impingement. I know it's not study time, but I don't care.

For now, I can't apologize for grabbing Lia's hand so tightly and dragging her out of the school. If not, he can run away and go to the fucker I knocked unconscious.

"Former, please! Release!" lia moans while holding my hand using her other hand. "What the fuck are you?"

Because he was constantly nagging, I immediately pulled his hand until we were faced with the distance between the faces so close. His breath was breathless from fear, while I was caused by turbulent anger.

"Why, Lia? Are you afraid of being threatened if you don't help her?" snapping wrath. "I'm by your side! I can help you and don't think I'm useless!"

"What are you talking about?" His head shook with worry.

Both of my hands held onto Lia's shoulder and replied, "Tell me. You were forced to marry that son of a bitch, right? Because what? It's debt? Or forced for some reason? Honestly, Lia!"

"Nobody is forced here!" He jerked the body to try to escape, but in vain. "This is my problem, don't interfere!"

"Don't interfere?!"

I dragged her hand back firmly until we left the minimalist school. Once I got to the car that was waiting in front of the open gate, I immediately entered Lia forcibly without the security guards that had been guarded by my driver.

"What the hell is this, Tantan?!" Lia was confused and was about to break away from me.

Before I closed the door, Sasha staggered after us in the schoolyard. I gave her a slanted smile of victory marks and immediately closed the door loudly.

"Sir, hurry up and run the car!" my orders and the driver were immediately gas.

The button to raise the barrier between the driver and the rear passengers has been pressed so that the privacy between me and Lia is maintained. Thus, I directly held onto both of Lia's shoulders and pushed her until we overlapped.

"What are you doing, Tantan? Get away, we shouldn't be like this." His two hands tried to push me in vain. "Former, let me go!"

"Tell me the truth, Lia! You must've been forced by that fucker, right? I can take his snare off you. So be honest with me!"

Lia shook her head which made me feel hotter.

"Tell me, Lia. Say it! Don't force yourself like that."

Again his head shook with the pure water. Damn, what magic spell did that bastard use on Lia until it was like this on me?

"Listen, you're just mine, Lia. Only mine. How many times have I told you I always loved you! Whatever you want, I'll give you! Treasure, compassion, care, whatever it is!" meguy megu-gebu. "What am I lacking to choose that jerk? Tell Lia! Say it!"

Again his mouth was silenced, but his hand still tried to want me to let go.

"This can't be allowed! You're only mine, Lia!"

With a growl, I kissed her lips a little rough. However, Lia started to push and turned her face away with a teary-eyed fertilizer. Instantly my consciousness became fully intact and made me turn great in watching Lia's sobbing cry.

"I .. I don't want to be done like this anymore" he whined as he covered his face with both hands. "I'm .. I'm tired .. I'm tired of taking sedatives. I'm tired of hurting myself, getting treated, then hurting again and keep it that way ..."

Shit, I can't see the girl who always displays this cheerfulness start to cry out howling. What the hell is he talking about? Does Lia have unstable emotions so she needs a sedative?

"Enough, Tantan ...." His crying broke, which made me get up and he sat down with his face buried in one arm. "Don't make me go through a traumatic time for the second time."

My forehead shrinks. "Lia, what do you mean the second time? That jerk used to harass you?"

Good, apparently my actions provoked Lia to be honest!

"Sway! Stay away!" it's hardship that makes me hesitate to touch it. The issue grew louder and began to sit with a sharp look at me. "Bad! Are all men the same? Equally satisfying his lust at the wrong target? I want to live quietly too! I don't want to go crazy like this!"

For the first time, I saw Lia's real anger. Not like ordinary anger, but this was a mental breakdown that was reflected from his frustrated face.

Both of his hands banged against the glass of the door window violently. "Take me off! I'm leaving this second villain! Sasha, help me, quickly take me home! Let me go, open the door, open it, open it! Quickly open!"

Second villain? So, who would've done something like me if it wasn't Sasha the bitch?

"Sasha! Please, help me this time too!"

This time too? Has the man ever helped Lia from something like this before?

Goddamn bum! I became wondering, like a fool who knows nothing about the girl I like myself!

He continued to rebel for so long, until he finally gave up by staring deathly.

"I got married at a young age just because of my grandmother's late will" said Lia who surprised me and suddenly released her from my hands. "I don't want to live like this either. I don't want to, who would want to ruin an important education life just to get married carelessly?"

It seems, increasingly speechless when just knowing that the grandmother who always took care of him since childhood is gone. But, when and how can it be? Why do I always miss information?

Her hand grabbed the hair and I immediately prevented it.

"Sasha appreciates my discomfort by being indifferent. We kept our distance even under one roof" he continued with a loud cry. "But, he started to act caring because my tempramental was almost permanently destroyed."

Lia jerked my hand and looked at me full of anger. Nope, no! I don't want to be stared at like that, don't let him hate me!

"You have awakened my trauma which I have tried to bury in various ways!" he snapped while retreating until leaning against the door. "Disease, I'm disgusted with myself."

Her lower cheeks were scratched to the point of bleeding and I immediately held her hand which was visible as her nails were still in a short state, but capable of clawing.

"First Ricky, committed an act of abuse against me. Then, you, Tantan! You want to do that to me, again?!" Lia was getting rebellious and screaming to get away from me. "Let me go! I want to live quietly! Anyone help me! Hana, help me again, please! Sasha, help me!"

Who's Ricky? Wasn't that the man they had talked about in the principal's room earlier discussing the topic of demands? All right, I'm starting to understand the arrangement of this puzzle.

First, the marriage between Lia and Sasha was only a will and not based on coercion, love or anything else that made me have to act. At times, they must have parted with childish attitudes and Lia must have realized that her marriage must be based on important things, not just a will. Second one. Lia is harassed by the headmaster's son Ricky and she is difficult to get punished for her parents' power. Third, I misunderstood everything.

"It's not fair," lia's moaning began to calm down. "Why should I be tormented and burdened with these kinds of things? Am I destined to receive a little bit of happiness and continue to be burdened with big problems?"

"Lia .. I'm sorry ...."

"I just want to live quietly. However, my life has always been given various sorrows that I cannot bear ...." Lia lowered her head and continued, "I thought you were the best friend I had."

"Lia ...."

"Kukira ... By not making you worry about my life's problems, it will make you calmer in being friends with me."

"Lia ..."

"Do I have to be corrupted, both physically and mentally?"

"Lia!" Without my control, I shed tears in shouting his name. "I was wrong, Lia! I'm wrong! I'm sorry, I was stupid for treating you like this!"

I put my head on her shoulder and held back this difficult cry. "If you were to open up to me, this would not happen naturally."

Momentary silence. Isakkan Lia over and was left with the glass of my mind.

"I feel inferior to that bastard because it must have had your life completely."

"Don't call Sasha that." Lia rebuked me and made me laugh.

"Look. Even just because of this, I am jealous. Don't you understand how I feel, Lia?"

"And don't you understand how I feel about you, Tantan?" reply with a clean. "You know whenever, we are friends. Stay a friend."

My head was raised and we stared at each other softly. "Even though I try to prove it by all means? Do you keep saying that, Lia?"

"Yes" he answered briefly, densely and clearly.

I looked away and said, "I'm sorry. All this time, I've been forcing my feelings on you too much, Lia." For a while, I looked back at Lia. "But, I still don't want to give up for the sake of you accepting my feelings."

Lia was speechless with a puffy face and I couldn't stand this feeling of guilt.

"I'm sorry if I made you like this, Lia. Then because of that, I'll help solve your problem later."

"You mean?"

I smiled bitterly. "Look at it later."

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