NOT THE USUAL CINDERELLA (Season 2)
FEEL WASTED
Alvero's body gasped in shock at what Deanda was doing, coupled with Deanda's crying voice that to her sounded so pitiful, something she had never seen Deanda behave like that.
“Sweety... Are you okay? Is your body hurting? Why crying?” Alvero whispered softly as his hand stroked the back of Deanda's head to make her feel comfortable and calmer.
“Yang Mulia...” Deanda again called Alvero, before her cries grew louder, making Alvero's clothes wetter in the chest by Deanda's tears.
“Sweety…. What's up?” With a gentle gesture, Alvero tried to keep Deanda's face away from his chest, so that he could look at his wife's face and provide comfort, but Deanda's embrace was getting tighter.
And Deanda's cry grew louder, making Alvero immediately give a signal to Ernest so that he and the team of doctors temporarily left the room, so that Deanda can freely convey whatever is on her mind to him without feeling awkward.
“Your Majesty, why is he so cruel to me? Deliberately letting me think that I had lost a father, the one who actually left me no matter how I lived here with the others. Was he too embarrassed to think of me as a child? Did I do anything bad and embarrassing, so she chose to leave me without saying anything to me?” Deanda said with a slight breath of gasp from her cries, as well as withstanding the pain and tightness that hit her chest considering how during these dozen years she had to fight alone, she said, without knowing that his father was actually still alive, and instead chose to live with others rather than himself, in a long period of time.
Daddy's? Was the man who was with Alaya the father of Alexis? Does something like that happen? Does that mean that papa Alexis's been alive? Pretending to be dead? What is his purpose in doing all this? Something too unfair for Deanda as her biological daughter.
Alvero said inwardly as he scrunched his forehead, trying to second-guess the direction of Deanda's conversation. Who exactly is Deanda talking about right now, which seems to be enough to make Deanda sad and depressed.
“Sweety... Tell me, what are you talking about? Tell me slowly. You need to calm down. If you emotions like this will not be good for yourself.” Alvero softly said as she tried to move Deanda's body back away from her.
Initially, once Deanda awakens from her stupor, Alvero wants to tell Deanda about the happy news of her pregnancy. But looking at Deanda's current condition, Alvero deliberately postponed his plans for a while, until Deanda looked calmer.
“I... i...” Deanda who eventually distanced herself from Alvero tried to say what she was feeling to her husband, but her tongue felt twisted, with her tears still flowing profusely, making Deanda's breath look so stingy, Alvero immediately reached out his hand to wipe away the tears on Deanda's cheek.
With a slow motion Deanda tried to get up from her lying down. And Alvero immediately moved quickly to help his wife who was so sitting directly leaned on the bed rest.
“My sweetheart, calm yourself.” Alvero said softly as he kissed Deanda's forehead, hoping his wife could control his emotions.
“My Al... My mood today... really bad.” Deanda said slowly.
“Tell me sweety, I will try to help you as much as possible.” Alvero said as he got up from his seat on the chair, switching to sitting on the edge of the bed, right next to Deanda.
“The man who was with Alaya…. He is my papa. Alexis.. Federer.” Although when hearing the words of Deanda after waking up earlier showed that the man who was with Alaya was Alexis.
But once Alvero heard from Deanda's own lips that the man was Alexis, it still made Alvero feel so shocked.
“Ah...” A short and slow sigh rang out from Alvero's lips as soon as Deanda told the truth.
It's worth it Deanda looked really shaken earlier. Until a woman as strong as him fell unconscious. Surely this truth will not be easy for Deanda to accept. Moreover, the condition of Deanda who is pregnant, causes her emotions to become unstable due to the influence of hormones due to her pregnancy. Hah, I should really be able to be a good mediator in order to avoid misunderstandings between the two of them when they meet again later. Because it seems like this is not a simple thing, and most likely what Papa Alexis did is closely related to the existence of Alaya. And if it's true that he's my younger brother, this matter is bound to get more complicated.
Alvero said inwardly as she looked gently at her empress who seemed to have calmed down. The tears on her cheeks also seem to have begun to stop flowing even though her eyes look still red and swollen.
“Sweety.. we both can definitely solve all these problems. I'll have a conversation with Alaya and Papa Alexis. In addition to ensuring about Alaya's status. I will also find out the cause of Papa Alexis by steadfastly leaving you for a dozen years without news and letting everyone think that he is dead. Although for whatever reason I also can not support how a father leaves his child without a message when previously there was no problem in your family. But as leaders, we must learn to hear any problem from two sides. We cannot be ignorant and assume our thoughts are the most correct.” Alvero said as he grabbed Deanda by the shoulder, and brought her closer towards her body.
With a slow motion Alvero moved his hand towards Deanda's head, and let his beloved wife's head rest on her shoulder, making Deanda's heart feel even more serene.
“Are you feeling better now?” After a while passed and seeing Deanda's breathing begin to sound regular, Alvero asked as he turned to Deanda's face, trying to make sure that Deanda was better now.
“My Al.. am I selfish if I feel hurt and disappointed by what my father has done to me? If I have such feelings, can I be called an ungodly child?” Deanda said in a soft voice, making Alvero's heart feel trenchant to hear the words of his wife who felt not considered and discarded.
From his sad face, Alvero knows that Deanda is currently feeling a feeling of rejection and not being loved by people who have a close relationship with him. And it must have been really painful.
