Not Ready to Get Married (Bad Boy VS Good Girl)

Season 4 Part 39

"Raina," said.

"Aara" said Raina.

I approached Raina with a smile like always.

"You're here too?" my many.

"Dear, yesterday I found Raina passed out on the street so I brought her home" replied Albern. He didn't want me to be suspicious, explain the real events to avoid misunderstanding.

"True, yesterday I passed out," Raina said.

"Oh, don't you get sick?" my many.

"No, I'm fine" Raina replied.

I'm nodding.

We went upstairs leaving Albern, stepping into my room. Inside I lay Bobo. Raina was enthusiastic, she invited Bobo to play.

"Aara, Bobo looks like Bobo pup," Raina said.

"I'm ready for diapers instead" I said.

"Let me replace him, will I?" ask Raina.

I nod my head for approval. Everything I need to change my Bobo diaper is ready. Raina painstakingly cleans Bobo's pup and wears a diaper.

"Bwc ... Bobo...," Raina said to Bobo who was babbling.

I smile. Raina seems to like Bobo a lot. Seen from what he did for Bobo, Raina looks happy when with him.

I changed clothes and walked over to Raina, sitting together on the bed. I'd love to ask him something. I ventured to ask, all this for the sake of my relationship with Albern.

"Raina, may I have a private conversation with you?" my many. I have to make sure Raina wants to talk to me. Don't let him be offended by the little things I say.

Raina nodded.

"Raina, I already know what Albern did to you, he was wrong, asshole, must have made your life suffer" I said.

Raina fell silent. Her tears flowed down her cheeks. Maybe he remembered the painful event he had experienced first. Honestly, I feel sorry for him. Maybe if I was in his position, my heart would hurt, how not the crocodile would have ruined my future.

"I am your life, your future must be ruined by what he did, you must be angry and hate him" I said.

Raina was still crying. I feel sorry, why a woman as good as her should get a bad fate but all that is destiny. As human beings we can only be sincere, patient and confident.

"I'm sorry Albern, yes" I said.

"I need time to forgive him" Raina said.

"All right, I get it" I replied.

We went back to playing with Bobo and ended the conversation. Bobo's getting thirsty, he's fussy as ever.

"Aara, can I breastfeed Bobo?" ask Raina.

"Can" I replied.

Raina holds Bobo, feeds him. She's like Bobo's mother. I wonder why Raina was able to breastfeed, if she was indeed pregnant and gave birth to her son Albern. Should I ask? Is the moment right?

After breastfeeding Bobo, Raina put him back in bed. Bobo looked up again, smiling moving his hand.

"Aara, Bobo's not your son?" ask Raina.

"No" I answered.

"Is he your brother's son?" ask Raina.

"No, Bobo's the baby I found in the garbage dump" I replied.

"So Bobo's an outcast?" ask Raina.

I'm nodding. That is a fact. Even when I found Bobo sick from cold and hunger. Luckily, I was passing through a dumpster selling chips after school.

"Bobo's love, how much his parents threw him away" Raina said.

"Yes, that's why I took care of him. Although to live alone I was difficult, not to mention I was still in school, I had trouble keeping Bobo while at school," I said.

Raina was silent for a moment looking at me.

"Yes, various insults came to me at the beginning I brought Bobo to school, but now it's not, because they also like Bobo who is funny and adorable," I said.

"You're great, kind, I salute you" Raina said.

I just returned with a smile, because everything I did was sincere and I didn't want an innocent baby Bobo to be the victim.

"Raina, are you pregnant with Albern's child?" my many.

Raina immediately looked at me in shock at my sudden personal and spontaneous question.

"I know it's personal but I it's all revealed and well resolved" I said.

"Yes, I am indeed pregnant with her son Albern" Raina replied.

I'm speechless. I guessed this answer before. I have to be ready and accept everything.

"Where is your son now?" my many.

"My son is dead" replied Raina.

"Died?" many surprised.

Raina nodded.

"Died why?" my many.

Raina fell silent. He remembered his dead son.

"My son's name is Arkan Baskara. At the age of one month, he had hepatitis B. Shortly after being convicted, Arkan died" Raina said in tears.

I'm feeling sad. My tears were dripping without me noticing. I could feel what Raina felt as a mother who lost her child.

"I miss Arkan, but he's gone, sometimes seeing Bobo I remember my son" Raina said.

I hugged Raina, sharing her sadness. Maybe with my embrace it can ease a little bit of her sadness.

"Cry, let your heart be more relieved" I said.

Raina nodded. She was crying so much. I never thought this was how a mother would feel if she lost her child, fortunately I could be with Bobo.

After a few minutes, Raina had improved. He smiled back as usual.

"Aara, why are you at Albern's house?" ask Raina.

I'm dumbfounded. Questions that make my hair stand up.

"I ... I .." I hesitated.

"What's your husband's Albern?" ask Raina.

"What?" i'm surprised.

"In this house many photos of you are displayed on the wall. Albern also seems to be paying attention to you. How to look at you full of love. And I saw that for you too" Raina said.

"Yes, I and Albern are married, all because of the impromptu marriage we were forced to do" I said.

"Congratulations, may you be happy with her" Raina said.

"You're not angry or ...? my many.

"What's angry for?" ask Raina back.

"Not that Albern should have married you, he's made you like this" I said.

Raina smiled.

"I'm married to Aara" said Raina.

Whahuh? I'm appalled. Raina is married, but with whom? My heart kept wondering.

"You're married?" I repeat, confirm the truth.

Raina nodded.

"Who is married to?" my many.