Not Ready to Get Married (Bad Boy VS Good Girl)

The New Generation Part 110

"Hik..hik...hik...thanks for all the beautiful memories you gave me, I will always remember it hik...hik.." said Azkia.

"........."Raka just silently lowered her head.

"Goodbye Raka" Azkia said, standing up and leaving Raka in the room.

Azkia came out of the house, she was crying as she walked away from the house. Then he stopped under the tree crying.

"Azkiah" said Zhafira approaching Azkiah who was crying under a tree.

"Zhafira"lake Azkia.

"Can we talk?"ask Zhafira.

"Can" said Azkia.

Zhafira and Azkiah were sitting under a tree.

"Azkia, I know between you there is a special relationship until you have a nickname dear. Although Raka expressed her feelings for me but there is one place in her heart for you, and only you can fill it" Zhafira said.

"Zhafira, I want Raka to be happy, and I think you're the only one who deserves her side. I'm just a samurai girl who only understands a sword without knowing the meaning of love and life" Azkia said.

"Raka loves you for who you are no matter whether you're a samurai girl or a perfect girl without flaws" Zhafira said.

"No, he loves you. You're a suitable couple. I'm going to go where I came from. I'm taking Raka, hik.hik.." said Azkia.

"We are in a confusing love dilemma. One side is happy and the other side is hurt" Zhafira said.

"Let me be on the injured side. I'm used to being alone and lonely" Azkia said.

"No, you should be happy too" Zhafira said.

"I will be happy for you" Azkia said.

"Didn't you want to be with Raka?"ask Zhafira.

"Want to, but I don't want to complicate things. This love dilemma must end, and let me go" Azkia said.

"Why should you? why not just me?" zhafira.

"Because you're the kindest girl who deserves to be by Raka's side" Azkia said.

"........."Zhafira.

"I go first Zhafira, goodbye" Azkia said.

Azkiah walked away from Zhafira in the seat under the tree. He was already convinced and steadied his heart to leave Raka. You won't be happy if you're in a complicated love dilemma.

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Two years later

Raka sat in the garden near the campus. He sat alone under a tree and looked gloomy. Zhafira approached Raka who was sitting alone. He sat next to Raka.

"Then are you thinking about Azkia?"ask Zhafira.

"Yes, it's been two years since he left, until now there's no word from him" Raka said.

"Have you called or texted him?"ask Zhafira.

"Already, but never answered or lifted" Raka said.

"Then why don't you follow him there" Zhafira said.

"..............."Raka fell silent.

"Azkia must miss you too and would love to see you Raka" Zhafira said.

Raka stood up and walked away from Zhafira. He continued walking between the corridors of his campus. He remembered Azkia and Zhafira. Raka went to the mushola and dhuhur prayers there. He complained to Allah SWT.

"O Allah forgive me for all**** and the greed of the servant. Your little and weak servant is in doubt. I don't know who to choose and who to go with. One side of the servant needs Zhafira but on the other hand the servant is happy when with Azkiah. Something was missing when Azkia wasn't there for me. Am I selfish and greedy, O God. You are the Owner of the Heart, I leave everything to you, amen" Raka said.

Raka did not know whether to choose Azkia or Zhafira. He was in a dilemma that made him unable to choose one.

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One Year Later

Love accompanied Aksa who was playing ball with Andra in the yard of his house. Now that Aksa is 4 years old, she is good at talking and running around. Aksa also has a diplay group school.

"Om Andra let's run after Aksa" Aksa said.

"Om really tired, Aksa won" Andra said.

"If Om loses Aksa asks for a lot of candy" said Aksa.

"For example, Om lost" Andra said.

Andra relented to please Aksa. He pretended to have trouble keeping up with Aksa's ball game.

"Come on Om" said Aksa.

"Yes Om lost this" Andra said.

"Master........Aksa won" said Aksa.

Andra held Aksa on her shoulder after she won.

"Hore...won.

"Great action, congratulations" Andra said.

"Thank you Om" said Aksa.

Andra takes Aksa to the terrace. They approach the Love that is waiting for them to be enlightened. Aksa came down from Andra's shoulder and approached Love.

"Where is the orange ice?"ask Aksa.

"The favorite orange ice Aksa"cap Cinta gives Aksa orange juice for her.

"Sister Andra this iced orange for Big Brother"cap Love gives orange juice to Andra.

"Thank you Love" Andra said receiving the orange juice.

"Sama-sama"take Love.

"Ma, Aksa wants to go to the toilet first" Aksa said.

"Yes dear" said Love.

Aksa goes to the toilet leaving Love and Andra in.

"Love graduation tomorrow, are you going back to Country A after graduation?"ask Andra.

"Yes, I miss my hometown. I miss my husband too. For a long time no pilgrimage in his grave" said Love.

"Good then, don't forget to stop by my house. My mother always wanted to see you" Andra said.

"God willing" said Love.

"What love until now you still can't forget your husband?"ask Andra.

"Until anytime I will still love him and continue to wait until we meet at the end" said Love.

"Surely he's a great man, so you can love him so much even if he's gone" Andra said.

"Sister Rehan was a good husband, full of love and tenderness. He's a guy who always makes me happy and comfortable at his side, me. I so miss him every time I talk about it hik...hik.." said Love then cry every time I remember Rehan.

"I'm sorry Love, made you remember Rehan again" Andra said.

"It's okay" said Love.

"I'll wait until you accept me, I'll always be there for you, you don't have to feel alone" Andra said.

"Sister Andra, I don't want to give you hope because my heart can't fill anyone else but Brother Rehan" said Love.

"You don't have to force yourself, I just want you to know, I don't want you to be forced to repay my love. I'll keep waiting" Andra said.

Andra has loved love for a long time. But Love has not opened her heart to anyone. He saw that there was only Rehan never changed or changed.

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Raka and Love finally graduate. They won their S1 title. Leo, Zara, Marwa, Kirana, Mr. Theo, Ibu Kartika, Zhafira and Andra attended them at graduation. They take pictures together and congratulate Raka and Cinta.

Upon completion they return to the house occupied during college. Raka approached Kirana who was in the terrace. He wanted to ask Azkia about it.

"How is Azkia?"ask Raka.

"Sister Kia is fine, last week she also graduated" Kirana said.

"Will Azkia return to Country A?"ask Raka.

"I heard from Papa, he said Kak Kia opened a place to practice swords there. It is likely that Kak Kia will not return to Country A, he will only occasionally visit" Kirana said.

"That's how it is, when I miss meeting him" Raka said.

"It's been three years that Kak Raka has not met Kak Kia" Kirana said.

"Yes, he didn't pick up my phone or return messages from me either" Raka said.

"If you're sure how you feel about going there, Kia's sister will miss you too" Kirana said.

"............"Raka just fell silent.

The conversation was overheard by Zhafira. He felt that there was something to be resolved between him, Raka and Azkia. There is a feeling of mutual love, longing and not yet finding its bright spot.

After all, back to Country A. Zhafira decided to go to the country of the rising sun to meet Azkia. He meets Azkia at his sword practice place called Surudoi Ken. There Azkia became the owner of the place to practice the sword. He only became a watchdog and observer of every practice because he had a partner who trained his students. Azkia usually becomes a test teacher during the exam.

He sat down on the spot where he was practicing the sword, and a servant approached him.

"Teacher there is a woman wants to meet you (Sensei anata ni aitaihito ga imasu)" said the waiter.

"What's his name?( Why onamae wa?)"Azkia.

"Zhafira" said the waiter.

"Well, I'll meet him (Wakarimashita, watashi wa kare ni aimasu)" Azkia said.

Azkiah met Zhafira in a gazebo at the place of practicing the sword.

"Zhafira"lake Azkia.

"Azkia" said Zhafira.

"For a long time no see" Azkia said.

"Yes" said Zhafira.

Zhafira and Azkiah sat down together.

"I came here to talk about something" Zhafira said.

"About what?"ask Azkia.