
"Mom, please stop treating me like this, I don't want to be your milk cow anymore" Raina said.
"What's? you're getting brave for me?" Ineke's mother was angry, she pulled Raina's long hair, like an animal.
"Mother's pain .. pain," complained Raina.
Ineke's mother doesn't care, she keeps pulling Raina's hair, takes her to the toilet. Raina's head was put in the bathtub. Raina had difficulty breathing, her face was submerged in the water.
Seeing that Raina had gone limp, Ineke's mother raised Raina's head. He went back to scolding her.
"Look, you gotta work like you used to, give me the money!" mother Ineke's orders.
Raina could only nod. Her stepmother was cruel and sadistic. Since childhood she was raised by him, Raina was forced to work hard to meet the needs of her stepmother and Talita.
Raina walked out of her father's house. He wanted to meet his father but his father was not home. He met his stepmother. Raina recalled the incident one year ago.
Flash Back's
Geck!poke!poke!
The sound of the apartment door being knocked on with Raina's right hand.
“Assalamualaikum,from laundry."
The door of the apartment opened, a handsome and dashing adult man suddenly pulled Raina's arm into the apartment room.
The man took Raina to his room and dropped me on the bed, one hand clutching her arm. And the other hand tore his clothes apart from the body.
Raina was frightened and shouted with all her might.
“Please .. help ... please ..."
But because the apartment room was soundproofed, Raina screamed for free, she tried to fight the man but her strength was so strong, Raina could not fight even she controlled her body.
Raina cried and begged him.
“Let go of me please, don't do this to me, let go of you hik .. hik ..”
The man did not listen to Raina's words, he continued to do his wishes and desires to her.
“Stop ..., release me hik .. hik ..”
Raina's body was weak because from earlier screaming and fighting, the man continued and continued from one stage to another, from one part to another, no matter Raina's crying continued to flow. To a deeper level he finally took away his honor. Raina could only scream in pain because she was so rude and so hunting while doing that to him.
Raina was in pain but she didn't care to even do it until she was exhausted and fell asleep next to her. As she fell asleep, Raina immediately put on the clothes that were in the room because her clothes had already been torn off by the man. Although it still hurts, even to walk it hurts more, but Raina must leave the place immediately, she is afraid that men will hurt me again.
Raina exits the apartment, walking slowly withstanding the pain, towards the parking lot of the apartment where she parked her bike. At first Raina only wanted to take clothes from the laundry where she worked, but instead Raina got a disaster like this, raped by the man, he did not even say a word while doing it to him.
Raina pedals her bike to her workplace, until at LAUNDY CIKA, Raina goes inside, the owner of the laundry place is Ms. Cika. Raina has been working for her for a year. He looked at Raina's face with his sharp gaze and scolded her.
“Where are you from, Just bring clothes to the apartment deket that was a long time ago, the intention of work is not really?"
“Sorry mom, my bike was in trouble."
Raina was forced to lie to Cika's mother, there was no way she could have told her that she had just been raped by the man in the apartment.
“Yaudah, you anterin again the shirt, already on a pile, the owner was on the call."
“Bu sorry, can I not let you go home? my body is not healthy."
“Where does the work just briefly ask permission, where the work stacked again."
“Sorry yes ma'am."
“Tomorrow if you permit mulu, I mending find someone else who is more diligent than you."
“Iya ma'am."
Though this is the first time Raina permission, but how else, so subordinates are always wrong and wrong.
Raina pedaled her bicycle back to her father's house, just put my bike in the yard, Ineke's mother had already scolded Raina.
“Jam has come home so far, has dapet duit?”
“Not yet Ma, the payday is still tomorrow."
“Iya Ma'am, Raina is looking for additional work tomorrow."
“Although if tomorrow you do not bring any more money, do not expect to go home and eat at home!"
“Yes Ma'am."
After scolding Raina, Ineke's mother just left me.
Raina lives with her biological father, stepmother and step-sister. Since her mother died when Raina was 7 years old, her father married her mother's sister. Ineke's mother was actually his aunt but she was always arbitrary to Raina, even in front of her father she dared to hurt Raina. He was used to being the subject of insults and insults. As well as her half-brother, there was no end to her hurting Raina, at home or at school.
Raina went into the room and immediately closed the door, she fell on the bed and cried. I don't know what dream last night was until his honor was taken for granted by someone I didn't know.
“Yes Allah why all this happened to me hik .. hik .. pardon me if I complain with this test of yours Yes Allah hik .. hik ... the weight of this test is for me to strengthen my heart to sincerely live it O Allah hik .. hik ..”
Raina cried herself to sleep in bed. In a dream she was in a large field filled with flowers so beautiful, Raina saw a man leading a small child to her from afar. The little boy called her Mama.
“Mama ... Mama ..”
And a man smiled at Raina but her face was not clear, as soon as Raina woke up from her sleep due to the cold and wetness in her body.
“Aaa .. cold ..”
“From yesterday did not wake up, watered just wake up, already know afternoon, cook there me and mom hungry,” Talita said while bringing a dipper.
“After the completion of the prayer I will cook."
“Buruan do not be long, do not make me and mother wait late."
“Yes."
Talita comes out of the room, Raina goes straight to the toilet to take a shower. He looked at his entire body that the man had touched, even leaving a mark that made him recall the painful event. Raina came back crying while cleansing the body of the man's remains.
After bathing Raina immediately ablaze and returned to the room, she prayed and prayed to Allah SWT to be given fortitude and patience in facing this test.
***
Raina cooks in the kitchen to eat one family, coincidentally her father has just returned from out of town. Mr. Santoso only returns home once every 2-3 months. Raina lives with her mother and stepbrother. Sometimes Raina likes to miss her mother, since her mother died her life was full of tears. Ineke and Talita's mother always tortured and hurt him. It felt like crying, screaming, and going far away but what about his father. Raina loves her father very much, he is the only member of her family.
Raina prepared all the food at the dinner table. After that Raina returned to the room. Ineke's mother forbids him to eat with them, Raina is only allowed to eat after they finish eating. Ineke's mother Talita and father ate in the dining room.
“Bu where is Raina, why not eat with us?” ask Mr. Santoso.
“Other habits are now children, most of all playing with music or thinking of his girlfriend, rich dad never young," replied Ineke Mother.
“Oh that, but Raina has a boyfriend?”
“Pak, Raina was at a mulu dating school, every day flanked by her boyfriend to the house, when there was a father he was sok alim," Talita said.
“Then let father nasihatin Raina not to date mulu."
“The child is also very lazy if asked to help mom with homework," added Ibu Ineke.
“Sorry Mom, if Raina bothers you, if not you who can take care of Raina, said Mr. Santoso.
“Relax sir do not need to think, let later the mother who nasehatin Raina," said Ibu Ineke.
After they ate then Raina came out to eat, at the dinner table the side dish was all gone, there was rice and vegetable sauce, this kind of thing was common for her, just a word of gratitude that I always say.
“Alhamdulillah, thank you for the fortune you gave me today."
Raina ate the rice and vegetable sauce. He believed God would not test his servants beyond his means. The patience and trust that I have always done to this day.
One Month Later
Raina is preparing for school, just want to wear socks her stomach feels very nauseous. I don't know why I'm not feeling well. Rania ran straight to the toilet, didn't wait until I got into the toilet, I threw up on the doorstep.
“Hooooeekk .. hoooeeekk .. hooooeekk ...." Raina keeps vomiting.
"Don't get pregnant" Raina said.
Raina was pregnant from then on. He must keep his disgrace alone. Her pregnancy was deliberately hidden from her family only when her stomach grew bigger, they finally knew. Raina was scolded even insulted, as if she was a cheap girl. Not just his family but his schoolmates and neighbors. He was almost expelled from his family. Fortunately Axel who only knew him wanted responsibility even though he was not the man who had raped Raina. Axel brings Raina home to his house, asking for the blessing of his parents. It was strongly opposed, but Axel did not tremble. He keeps fighting for Raina. Until Axel leaves the house to take Raina, that's why Axel's parents finally agreed, and married Axel and Raina after Raina gave birth.