My Yakuza Boyfriend's

Chapter 11 - Change

I don't know this guy. Is he perhaps Tora's long-awaited friend from earlier? But I don't agree with her saying that Tora is handsome. Tora is not handsome. If Tora's handsome, then I won't like it.

"Tora-kun, why don't you just answer the girl?" ask her to Tora while embracing her shoulders.

"Be quiet, Kei," said Tora.

The host switched to me. "I'm Kei. What's your name, beautiful lady?" He stretched out his hand to shake.

I know his name is not his real name. Most hosts have nicknames that are catchy and easy to remember. They do not want to be forgotten by their guests. "Ayase Tomomi," I welcomed her hand.

"You're sweating!" he yelled, then brought his face closer to mine. "You're not sick, are you?"

The smell of alcohol came from his mouth. This guy is drunk. It's worth the annoying behavior. "No" I answered. "I think you're the one who's sick."

Kei laughed right in front of my nose. "Have you ever seen Tora-kun drunk?"

I nodded while holding my breath.

"Tora-kun is very attractive when drunk," Kei smiled seductively.

"Yes, yes, I'm interesting," Tora looked a little upset. He pulled Kei's shoulder away from me. "Tomomi, you better go home. Ah, thank you," he said as he showed me my gift box. They both just left.

"Eh? What'sthis?" askau alone.

Tora left me without further ado. Yes, he is not a person who likes to talk. The arrival of Kei, the host, disables everything. My declaration of love was in vain. Tora didn't answer me or promise me an answer at all. Does that mean he doesn't like me? If he likes me, he will answer me even if there are other people, right? But if you don't like me, I want him to say it right then and there. I don't want to wait.

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Koizumi called me shortly after I arrived at my apartment. I told you everything. He sounded annoyed and blamed Kei. It was funny when Koizumi exclaimed, "I curse you, Kei!" But then, he said, "Is it possible that he doesn't feel the same way as you, Ayase-chan? I mean, maybe he doesn't want you to be hurt if he rejects you. So he just shut up."

"Yes, maybe. Moreover, he even told me to go home, not Kei. That means I'm not important, right?"

"Alright, Ayase-chan! Don't grieve! I'll introduce you to someone else. I promise!" Koizumi amused me a lot.

I chuckle. "I'm okay. You don't have to worry" I said, then stopped our calls. It felt like my heart was running out of strength to hit my chest hard, so I could sleep peacefully.

The next day, there were no messages or calls from Tora. Same with tomorrow and tomorrow again. I think I really rejected it. But Tora doesn't have to ignore me like this. I will take whatever the answer is from him. In fact, if he says that he likes Makoto. Ah, Makoto... Maybe that woman also gave something to Tora, something I couldn't afford. As a woman, she knows better what men need.

Many times I sighed unintentionally until some of my friends wondered what had happened to me. "It seems like my hope is up" I told Koizumi during a rooftop lunch.

"Don't be pessimistic! I think you should ask her again, Ayase-chan," Koizumi ate her luggage. Koizumi's appetite rose 2-fold until it made her gain weight. But it was good for him, and his son.

"What should I ask?"

"Hmmm... For example 'have you thought about it' or 'I want to know your answer'."

"No way!" teruku desperate. "I'll be ashamed!"

"But if it wasn't, it wouldn't be obvious whether he liked you or not."

"You're right... I'm sorry, I made you think about it, too" I patted Koizumi on the shoulder who had eaten all the food. "Let's go down," I asked.

"You're not eating?" ask Koizumi. He saw that I still had a lot left. "Can I eat it?"

I poured the contents of my lunchbox into Koizumi's box. The girl ate it well. His stomach is getting bigger, but disguised by the sweater he wears. In this school, few people knew that she was pregnant. The reason he was going to resign from school was the move of his parents out of town, so Koizumi had to come with them.

We both returned to class 5 minutes before the bell rang. Just putting one foot on the classroom floor, we were immediately shocked by the female students who saw something outside from the window. They were cheering with excitement like crazy. Koizumi and I looked at each other in confusion.

"Koizumi, Ayase, look at that! There's a handsome guy in front of the gate!" shouted one of them as soon as he saw us.

"Where?" Koizumi was immediately excited and turned to the window. "Well! That's so handsome! Come, Ayase-chan! You should see it!"

"Big wow? I'm not interested" I refused, then walked to my desk.

"ah! You're this... You're going to lose! Who is she waiting for?"

It was so strange that they could judge a person's antics within a distance of 50 meters. I remember the first time Tora was waiting for me at the school gate. They say he's creepy with whispers. But it turns out that if the handsome people who stand there, they become excited like this. The handsome guy is superior. Or are they tacky?

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After Koizumi got into her car, I just walked out the gate. The guy who was said to be handsome was still there. She really caught the attention of all the female students, except me. His body was as tall as Tora's and he wore a long coat. I saw him because I was not interested.

"Girl!" said the guy, making me flinch. "Hey, girl!" reworked.

It sounds like Tora's voice. Uh! It must be an illusion. I think about Tora too much to hallucinate this.

"The girl who came to the host club to give me the chocolate cake!"

"Huh?" I turned towards the guy, watching him from head to toe. The back of her black hair was short with slanted bangs that were long past her eyes and combed to the right side. His eyes were sharp, his nose was sharp, his lips thin. The shape of his face is oval with a firm jaw. His face is clean from pimples or spots. In his left ear hangs a short earring. The long coat is black, the length is above the knee. "Tora-san?" many confused.

"Finally you recognize me" said Tora, laughing. "Your expression is funny. Hey, no need to glare at me like that. I just shaved off my mustache and beard. How do I look now?" tanyakanya.

I am incapable of words. My head was empty at a loss to see Tora's new appearance... Never mind, I can't comment. "Why did you shave it?"

"It's okay. This is more neat, right?" Tora smiled shyly.

This guy cheated!

"You why?" tanyakanya.

I looked around. There are still a lot of people here because Tora is too flashy. Did he want to humiliate me by coming here, waiting for me, and just acting normal, after a few days ago to kick me out? Moreover, now he turned into this kind of man.

"Tomomi?" Tora looks confused.

"Wait!" Tora pulled my arm from behind until my steps came to a halt. "You why?" ask again.

I turned around and looked at her face that looked different from her previous face. But the look in his eyes was still the same. Highlight Tora's hopeful eyes. "I'm okay" I replied.

"Are you sick?"

"No."

"Is there any important business?"

"No."

"Pissing kebelet?"

"No!"

"PMS?"

"No! Oh my goodness, Tora-san!"

Tora laughed crisply. "So what's wrong with you? Hurry away so."

I just shut up. Being in public with this new Tora makes me claustrophobic. I think something's stuck in my chest. "Why did you come in here with a makeup like that?" my many.

"Why... Yeah, I think you're tired of seeing me just like that. You took off your glasses yourself," Tora shrugged. His expression was plain.

"It's not because of boredom!" I cried, then shocked myself because I realized my voice was too big.

"You want to go somewhere else?"

"How you!"

"But I don't have a car."

"Well, let's walk!" I immediately left while wondering if Tora would follow me. I'm such a fool.

"Oi, why are you so angry all the time?"

We walked for 20 minutes. I was in front, but Tora soon caught up with me with her long legs. He turned to the right, so now I have to follow him. Judging from behind, Tora's appearance was like a celebrity. Both of his hands were inserted into his long coat pocket, his footsteps firm and straight as if he was walking on the catwalk. It felt really claustrophobic, almost the same as when he saw Tora dancing with Makoto. This time it made me nervous.

Tora increased her speed. His long legs are steady on the asphalt, while my feet must try to keep our distance so as not to miss. That guy is really upsetting. He must want to prank me. The longer we are, the longer we are. As long as I can see it, I will follow it. However, Tora crossed the street just before the traffic light turned green. He arrived on the other side safely, leaving me who had not crossed.

It seemed like Tora had not noticed the traffic lights, so when the vehicle started to drive, she turned around to look for me. The passing vehicle kept us quiet and waiting. I don't know if he's still there now, because passing vehicles cover my view.

For a moment, I was confused as to why I was angry with him. Tora was wrong. I was too stupid to express my feelings at the wrong time. I was supposed to go home that night after she said she was waiting for her friend. I should have anticipated the situation until it was completely safe. This time I regretted my own actions.

But, still. Such expulsion is painful, as if my declaration of love is not considered important. Being angry is free, so all I do now is frown. This is what it feels like to be rejected by a guy.

"Tomomi!" exclaimed Tora who I saw crossing the road to where I was standing.

My eyes are blurred because my eyes are watering. Unknowingly, I was crying. I hurriedly wiped my tears, but the ones that came out were even more swift until I sobbed. My throat hurts from trying to hold back the emotion that I want to get out of.

"Tomomi?" Tora looked at me confused. "Why are you crying?" tanyanya slow.

"Tora-san." The vow! My voice is so ugly. "Do you hate me that much?"

"Eh?"

"That night, you kicked me out. I was waiting for you to call me, but there was never a message or a phone call from you. Then, suddenly you appear with a different appearance of one hundred and eighty degrees. You're..." I try to catch my breath because I talk too fast and long. "You're confusing me!" I nodded while pointing at his nose.

"What are you thinking? I'm still the Tora you know."

"That's it. I want you to forget what I said just now, and what happened that night. Let's just say there's never been anything. Think chocolate never existed."

"What's? Why?"

I managed to suppress my crying. I decided to reveal everything. "You're not going to return my feelings, are you? You don't have the same feelings as me. So then... You don't have to bother to reject me, because I already know."

"Listen to me first."

"I'm wrong, it's made you hard. I hope you don't think about this anymore. I'll forget it too."

"Eh? Tomomi..."

"We're still friends, right?" I asked to cut because there was no point in hearing the explanation anymore. He would definitely just spit out comforting words to subtly reject me.

Tora was silent for a while, then smiled while nodding. I just realized he had dimples that had been covered by his thick beard. So sweet.

"Then I go home first, yes" I said.

"Let me take it."

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**connect to chapter 12!

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