
Santi Pov
I got to know the man in a hospital when I just finished checking because my head suddenly hurt while driving a car.
After I finished checking, I was about to go home but my head was a little dizzy so I sat for a while in front of the children's room. And it turns out that guy was sitting next to me.
We finally got into a conversation. From our conversation, I felt that this man who turned out to be named Anto was a good man.
I stood up to go home, but only a few steps of my head suddenly dizzy again and knew I was unconscious. When I realized I was already in the IGD room and it turned out that guy was taking me.
I don't know why I wanted to know her any further so I asked the nurse to call her. Turns out that guy wanted to see me. I tried to ask for help to be sent home.
I knew I shouldn't have just trusted him because we just knew him. But I asked him for help and wanted to know more about him, whether he really was a good man.
If not, of course he will harm me while on the way but it turns out that even at home, he did not do anything to harm me. It makes me even more sure he's a really good guy.
He rushed home because he was looking for a job. I gave her my card so she could call me if she still needed a job.
And I didn't think tomorrow he'd call me. He still needs a job and wants to work at my minimarket. Ever since he worked at my minimarket, day after day I have been amazed. He works at the minimarket diligently and is very responsible with the position I give him.
Every time we got close, I felt my heart always pounding. Am I really in love with him. Ever since my husband died, I've never felt the thrill of being close to a man.
When Anto and I were helping in the barn, suddenly my head hurt again and I finally fainted. I can't be tired but I can't stay at home while my minimarket has to take care of it. I can't just entrust my minimarket to employees.
Anto took me to the office. After I realized, I asked to be taken to the hospital. I want to see my personal doctor. When I met my personal doctor, how shocked I was when I heard the explanation from the doctor.
It turns out my cancer is getting worse which was originally only stage one now has stage three. I'm honestly very scared. I have no descendants yet. I don't want my family's bloodline to stop after my death. I also need an heir who will continue my family business even though my minimarket business is not too big.
I then ventured to tell my problem to Anto mas. I don't know what has entered my mind so unhappily I ask him to be the father of my son.
"Can I ask for help?" I asked Mas Anto.
"Seek what please, bud?" anto asked back.
"My disease is getting worse. I would love to have a descendant, mama!" lirih.
Mas Anto was silent for a moment, "If you may know what pain?" ask Anto.
"I have brain cancer. The doctor said it was stage three!" I was clearly with a look of despair.
"Didn't you try to go abroad?" tanyakanya.
"It used to be a lot when I had my husband. But since my husband died, I've been no longer eager to go abroad!"
"So that means that Santi wants to get married again in order to have children?" ask Anto.
I nodded slowly then turned towards the window unwilling to stare at him, "Yes!" my answer.
I then shook my head weakly," I don't have a candidate!" my answer.
Without feeling the tears that I have been holding since I finally escaped as well.
"Do you want to be the father of my child?" I asked with a trembling voice while holding her hand. I don't know why I can't be so shameless.
I saw him shut up, I became more and more embarrassed. If only I could disappear at that moment.
"Pardon me. Forget about this conversation!" I said then turned my face out the window.
And it turns out he didn't reject me. He said he was not a good man. He's afraid I regret marrying him like his ex-wife used to. I assured him that now the treasure was no longer important to me. I just want to have a bloodline from my family.
She said she would ask her two children if they would allow her to remarry. If his two sons agree, he will marry me. I understand his position. I will wait until their children agree to marry me.
On Sunday, Anto took his two children to my house. They were sweet kids, although at first the eldest son Anto looked cold but after we started playing and joking together, his attitude started to warm up. I was so happy with my kids, Anto. I feel
being with them is like a family.
I took them to the back garden and the side of the house. My husband used to grow crops. In addition to rambutan fruit, there are also mangoes, avocado, banana, water guava. All my husband planted it.
Andre and Alya are very happy. Andre eagerly took the rambutan fruit directly up to his branch without fear. A lot of fruit they took and I stuck it in a plastic bag so they could take it home.
Alya, the youngest daughter of Anto quickly got along with me. Honestly, it made me so happy. I want that little girl to be my daughter. I promise I'll be a good connecting mother to both of Anto's children. I will look at them like my own children.
They respect me as a host. Not as bad as kids their age. It seems like mas Anto educated them very well it makes me sure to make Mas Anto my life companion. A man who deserves to be the father of my son.
I'm sure if one day it's time for me to leave, I can go quietly because someone is looking after my son and continuing my family's business. I believe Anto will surely be able to do justice to all his children.
Today Anto will take Alya and Andre to my house again. I'm really shrewd. I hope they like me and won't refuse if I become a mother.
Well, that's where they came. Mas Anto is getting handsome. It is only natural that her two children are beautiful and handsome. If I could have a child with her, how happy I am. . .
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