
Maintaining the integrity of the household that is on the edge of the horn is not easy. Must be really strong mentally and strong faith.
If the household is destroyed the child is the victim, the child who has no wrong that still needs a whole parent. So I decided to keep this household.
Mas Randi is very kind, responsible and loves us, his wife and children. So I still have a reason to continue this household.
Today I want to make a cake. I haven't made a cake in a long time. So kangeen. After a storm hit my household some time ago I closed the order ordering cake for a while until my heart stabilized again.
I'm worried, going to Bang Rendra's bakery or some other bakery. I'm not happy when I meet Bang Rendra, often bother him. But I need a cake that's only in Bang Rendra's shop. I finally decided to shop there even though my heart was doubtful.
After I get to pick up the things I need quickly. Be grateful Bang Rendra is not seen here. Until I paid at the cashier there was no Bang Rendra.
I'm getting ready to go home. When I was about to get on my motorcycle it seemed that Bang Rendra was getting off his car. I was about to run my vehicle quickly so that Bang Rendra wouldn't see me. But late. Bang Rendra has been hunting to see me.
"Mbak Rica. Shopping here?" He walked over to me with a friendly face.
"Yes Bang" I replied kindly as well.
"You're going straight home, huh?" Ask again.
"Yes Bang" I replied briefly.
"Mbak has eaten yet? Eat first yuk next door." take him.
I'm worried. Either accept his invitation or reject him. Ah soon we will be brothers, there is no harm in me accepting the invitation to eat with him, in the restaurant where the crowd is right.
Finally I decided to accept Bang Rendra's invitation.
"Yes, may Bang" I replied.
We walked into the restaurant next to the shop. We sat in the front seat.
"You want to order a menu of what you are" he asked me.
"Just bang fried rice" I replied. I don't like weird food.
"What did you drink?" Ask again.
"Es an orange" I replied briefly.
Bang Rendra ordered the same menu as me.
Then Bang Rendra spoke to me
"Patient boy about Ririn. Ririn is outrageous" said Bang Rendra slowly.
"Yes. I have forgiven him Bang. His name is fate, what else?" reply lirih.
"Thank you, Ma'am. I have forgiven Ririn. If only time could be repeated. No. I let Ririn get close to people's husbands. If it becomes like this" he said again.
"Yes no papa Bang. Already been. The name rice has become porridge." Saying again.
We are more silent. Until the order comes. We took it in silence.
"Mr. The strong yes.. If there's anything you can contact me. Don't bother" he said again.
"Yes Bang. Thank you" I replied again.
"There is no candidate yet. Wait for a candidate" he replied with a smile.
"Ooh, hopefully soon there will be a candidate, Bang" I replied.
"Aamiin O Allah.. Thank you Ma'am for your prayers" answered assured.
The fried rice on our plate is gone.
I came home after saying thank you to Bang Rendra.
We walked to the parking lot. I want to go straight home. I can't wait to execute a new model cake.
Bang Rendra looked at me intently as I was about to run my bike. Strange look.
*****
A week passed. When I, Mas Randi and the kids were playing in our yard. Ririn suddenly came to my house. With Bang Rendra. Bring the terms I proposed. It's fast, Ririn.
Red car Honda Jazz vehicle plate is still white with the letters printed on my name parked beautifully in my spacious yard. Home certificate letters in my name and store ownership papers that are also in my name.
Rich people so take care of nothing yes definitely quick and easy.
Ririn handed everything to me with vigor. I accepted it with lethargy and lack of spirit.
With a little force I forced and with a slightly stiff hand, I finally signed the approval letter Mas Randi remarried to Ririn.
"Thank you, my mother, for allowing Mas Randi to marry me. Ririn was delighted. Tomorrow night will be held a proposal event at Ririn's house and another 2 weeks of wedding ceremony and reception at the hotel." Ririn said enthusiastically.
I took a breath, then exhaled slowly.
Oh right Ririn wants to get married officially, Ririn wants a big party.
"OKAY. Hopefully smoothly. If there is no need anymore, please go home. I want to continue to accompany the kids to play" I shooed the finer than I'm sick of seeing him linger here. Afraid I'm khilaf keeps me grabbing her hair or scratching my face. Longer the business.
When Ririn and Bang Rendra had gone home. Mas Randi hugged me as usual her tears shed on both of her cheeks.
"It is already Mas. Don't cry constantly. It's all fate. How are you gonna do it again?" my spoken.
Randi did not answer. Mas Randi tightened his embrace. Then for a while I let go slowly.
I walked towards the courtyard. I looked at my favorite red car. I'm musing. All my wishes were achieved but why in such a painful way.
"Horee. We have car 2. Horee.. horee.." The children jumped up in excitement while running around the car.
*****
This afternoon Mas Randi is getting ready to leave for Ririn's application event. All of Ririn had prepared so we didn't have to bother preparing any more. I decided not to come.
I can't imagine my husband asking another woman in front of my eyes. So I chose to stay home with the kids.
Mas Randi pamit with a sad face. He kissed me and the kids many times.
I look at the departure of Mas Randi who will ride his SUV car with a heart that is not ripe. Said Mas Randi, will pick up his family first new to Ririn's house. Mas Randi's family deliberately by Mas Randi no one is allowed to come to my house. Afraid something might make me sad.
Mas Randi came home late at night. I greeted him with a heart that I knew what it was like. I didn't intentionally ask about her application. I don't want to know and Mas Randi didn't tell me maybe Mas Randi was afraid to make me sad. Mas Randi immediately fell asleep while hugging me until morning.