MY POOR HUSBAND WAS SEIZED BY THE PERJOR TAJIR

CHAPTER 31

Pov Randi's.

The polygamy I was living with, started from a bad thing, which in the end ended up not good too.

I married Ririn by force, married by threat. As time went on, I haven't been able to love her for months. I admit I'm not fair. When deciding to be polygamous, a husband must be fair. It's not just about time, it's about taste. But it's very difficult for me. It turns out that polygamy is not as easy as reversing a baby's palm.

My love remains intact for Rika. The best wife who has accompanied me for eight more years, my love never lessened.

I've been trying to love Ririn because Ririn is also my wife who I have to love, but nil! love cannot be forced, nor can it be shared.

Polygamy is not as beautiful as imagined. You have to divide the time very complicated. The body feels tired and crumpled dim must go back and forth to the house of the first wife and second wife. The mind must also be divided here and there.

Moreover, Ririn often makes me come home late. Rika who was initially patient, long ago became often angry. Maybe his patience is over. I can't bear to see her often angry, especially in a pregnant condition. Rika had never been angry with me before.

Ririn had broken many of the agreements Rika had made when Ririn would marry me first. Rika is so patient, can understand the violations that Ririn committed. Rika's patience is amazing.

I want to step back from this polygamy, I want to live a quiet and peaceful life with one small family. I want to divorce Ririn, but Ririn is pregnant. I can't be that bad, divorce in pregnancy.

Until Rika gave birth, I really want to continue to accompany Rika, Mother who after giving birth really needs assistance, especially Rika gave birth by caesarean. But Ririn must be accompanied, Ririn is pregnant. Confused you!

I want to try to be fair, but it's hard. I always lean more towards Rika, my favorite wife, the wife of Sholehah, the mother of my three children. A wife whose position in my heart cannot be replaced by anyone.

Until I finally avoided Ririn, I was traumatized to her house, because of the 6 days I could not go home. Rika asked me to divorce Ririn. I agreed to it but waited after Ririn gave birth. Rica agreed.

I accidentally didn't buy a new smartphone, so Ririn couldn't bother me. Then Ririn caught up with me at Rika's house. It was an event that I never expected, an event that made Rika finally Babyblues Syndrome and trauma. After childbirth, mothers are prone to depression. I didn't expect Rika to experience this.

I finally decided to divorce Ririn in front of her parents and brother. Ririn refused loudly and cried hysterically. But whatever! I'm so tired of living in a household like this.

Rania, not even taken care of. Often not in her mouth even though she has been crying for a long time. Rania who is not used to drinking formula using a pacifier often refuses until crying continuously. His weight also dropped dramatically. Luckily, Rania was always given health.

Rika has never been like that before, Rika has always loved and cared for my children very well. I feel guilty for what happened to Rika, all my fault.

I fought to cure him, I took him to a psychologist and to a psychiatrist. For consultation, purchase of drugs and therapy.

I never got tired of being with him until he recovered, almost twenty-four hours I was always with him. After struggling for about two months Rika gradually recovered. Thankful, everything is back to how it was.

Ririn will soon give birth, I still diligently visit her at Mr. Indra's house once a week. I am not officially divorced by law. I also have to be responsible for the baby.

The doctor said Ririn had to have a caesarean section. I accompanied Ririn with her family to the hospital.

After recovering, Rika told me to return all the treasures Ririn had given her. I agreed. I obey all Rika's will, the important thing is that Rika is happy, I'm so afraid Rika is having Babyblues again.

On the eve of the C-section I offered my apologies and thanks from Rika. Also the message of Rika who wants to return all the treasures given by Ririn. Ririn refused. Ririn said it was all Ririn's fault.

Ririn asked me not to divorce her, Ririn promised to turn into a good wife. But my resolve is round. I still want to get divorced from him. I want to live quietly with Rika, but be bullied by any third person. I can't afford polygamy anymore.

May Ririn be given smoothness in giving birth to our baby, mother and baby healthy and safe all.

Ririn, soon to be my ex-wife. I'm sorry that I can't be fair in undergoing this polygamy, I'm sorry to step back from this triangular household.

I'm sorry I couldn't love you. Love cannot be forced. No matter how hard people try, love always knows the way home.

I miss my old happy home. Before Ririn was present.