
This morning, Sandy came home. I greeted him, Mas Randi hugged me and kissed me many times. I miss him so much, even if I don't see him one night. Usually during these few months Mas Randi never left for long.
Mas Randi asked me and the kids. Then tell me about Ririn.
"Ririn, you've given birth, Dek. But the baby's heart suddenly weak at birth. Now the baby is being treated intensively, even though the time to check the womb first the condition of the baby is always good. Ririn was also unconscious ahead of the operation. But Alhamdulillah is now aware and his condition has stabilized" said Mas Randi.
"Yes, hopefully both of them will soon be healthy, recover and quickly go home, Mas." I replied.
"Later in the afternoon I'll be there again, Dek. But not staying. Poor Adek if Mas stay again." said Mas Randi.
"OK, Mum. Hasn't breakfast been?" my many.
"Not yet, dear."
"Come on, we'll have breakfast, Mas!" I took Mas Randi to the dining table. We had breakfast together.
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In the afternoon Mas Randi told me through the green application that tonight he could not go home, wanted to stay at the hospital. Because the baby is in critical condition.
'Oh God, what a pity, it does not feel like to imagine that still a newborn baby has been critical. O Allah, give salvation to the baby Ririn and Mas Randi. May the miracle be healed back to normal.. Aamin.'s..'
The next day Mas Randi came home.
"Dec, after the bath and breakfast, Mas to the hospital again huh. The baby is critical. His breath looks heavy. Disposable breathing apparatus, Deck. I am very sad to see it." said Mas Randi with sad eyes.
"Mas just pray yes hopefully soon lifted his disease. Can recover soon and normal, Mas." said I calm him.
"Yes, Honey. Mas shower first." said Mas Randi while walking to get a towel.
After eating, Mas Randi rushed off again to the hospital.
Until two days Mas Randi has not come home, but Mas Randi always informs me via smartphone. As usual, I felt something was missing when Mas Randi was not around. So quiet.
I intend to go home to Mother's house, so I'm not lonely. I try not to daydream. Especially if my condition has just recovered. I don't want to think about things I shouldn't have to think about. Poor kids.
[Mas, I'm going to Mom's house, okay? It's saturated at home there is no Mas.] I sent a green application message to Mas Randi's phone number.
Minutes later, reply.
[Yes, honey. Be able. Be careful on the road. Adek, when will he come home? Let Mas pick you up,] get back.
[Oh. means tomorrow afternoon, I'll pick you up, honey. Ririn will be home tomorrow. Mas pick up, Adek, after Mas drove Ririn home yes.]
[Okay, Mas.] I reply.
Uh! Why did this chest feel hot when Mas Randi called Ririn's name on. When did Mas Randi get rid of Ririn? I feel like I am lazy to hear his name. It feels like this heart already has a lot of shreds that have been very sick.
[Mas, when did Ririn officially divorce?] I sent a message to Mas Randi again, it felt like something was stuck in my heart.
[Wait for Ririn and the baby to recover, baby. I can't bear to divorce her now. Moreover, the baby is still unstable.] reply Mas Randi.
[If the baby is unstable, will Mas not divorce Ririn?]
[Not that, honey. Find the right time to start taking care of it. Adek, who is patient, dear. Later Ririn must be divorced. Kan Mas has promised Adek.]
I didn't reply to Mas Randi's last message. I was tired of hearing Mas Randi's promises. Huuh!
Mas Randi's feelings were like stalling for time. Is it just my feeling, right? I don't know!
Uh! Try me wait, will Mas Randi prove his promise?
I took my housekeeper and baby sitter with me, I drove my car to Mom's house.
Mom and Dad welcomed me by hugging and kissing me. Then hold my kids and talk to them. It was so warm at my mother's house.
"Son, Randi's not coming?" ask Mom when we're sitting in the middle.
"Again in the hospital, wait for Ririn's birth, ma'am." I replied. You already know that Mas Randi married again. If you know, yes, you know too.
"Oh that." replied mom briefly. Maybe I don't want to talk about it any further.
"Mom, I want to buy a house. The house I will return to Ririn, Mas Randi will soon divorce Ririn. Around here there is a house that will be sold, no, Mom? I want to live near Mom's house." I asked.
"Not yet to know, son. Tomorrow try to ask questions first to the surrounding residents yes, there are homes that want to be sold or not." replied Mother.
Then we ate together, forgetting a moment of heartbreak.
I don't know when, my wish was achieved. I want no third person to disturb the happiness of our home. Honestly, I doubt Mas Randi. Mas Randi, the kind of person who is unrelenting and loving. Will Mas Randi really prove his promise?
I also have to learn to prepare myself, for example experiencing the reality of being sewn in my household. I don't want to be like this forever, living a complicated household.