
[Sir, I'm not coming home tonight. Hana had to be hospitalized.] Enter a message from Mas Randi in my green application when I finish praying isya.
I didn't reply. After that I went straight to the children's room. The kids have all slept. I went straight into my room, ready to go to sleep. Sleep alone again. My heart is steady. Tomorrow morning I will file for divorce with Mas Randi.
When dawn woke up, my head was a little dizzy and the body like a cold. But it's okay. I stick to my intentions last night. I don't want the wounds that ring in my heart today getting wider and more painful because it is always doused in salt water. I want to close the wound slowly.
At eight o'clock in the morning I left the house with a brown map containing files to file for divorce, which I had prepared about a week ago. I put it in the passenger seat of my car.
I drove my car out of the garage. First I'll head to Mom's house first. I'll say goodbye to Mom and Dad, if I'm going to sue Mas Randi for divorce.
"If you've decided to divorce, it's okay, son. You know what's best for your future. That combination is definitely not good. If you must have backed out from the beginning." said Mother when I expressed my intention to divorce from Mas Randi.
After my mother's house I went straight to the Religious Court Office. I opened my smartphone. I opened the directions app. Then I type in the search of the religious court office in my city. After that I click start. I started running my car following directions in the app. Travel about five kilometers.
About thirty minutes, I had arrived in front of the building that read The Office of the State Religious Court. I stopped my vehicle in the parking lot.
I immediately got out of my car, carrying a map with files. I stood up for a moment. Overlooking building.
I never thought I'd be standing in front of this building.
Bismillah.
I smiled wryly as I took my foot toward the door of the building. The distance between the parking lot and the door is quite far. I'm stepping for sure. No more hesitation.
When I was about to step onto the terrace of the building. It looked like someone was running behind me. A second later I was almost strangled in shock that someone was hugging me from behind, but I knew immediately who was hugging me from behind due to the familiar smell of perfume on my nose. Mas Randi's. I looked back with my heart feeling like it was coming out.
"Astaghfiullah! Mas Randi, just ngagetin." I said.
Mas Randi breathed a little whimper like running race, while releasing his embrace. Then walked in front of me and looked at me with a sad look.
"Daddy, why are you here? Adek, don't be reckless, honey. Don't you remember our kids? I will not divorce Adek. Let's go home, Deck!" said Mas Randi pulling my hand. I brushed. Then I kept walking towards the door. Mas Randi hugged me again from behind.
"Dek, help! Mas please! Don't enter! Let's go home, Deck. Please, Deck. Don't mess about divorce, Dek." said Mas Randi in a clear voice.
I didn't answer. I tried to let go of her hand wrapped around my body. Yet failed. His hands are locked.
"Mas, loose! Shame to see people." I said still trying to let go of his embrace, after previously I saw several pairs of eyes looking at me.
"Mas, will not let go if Adek does not go home with Mas" he said.
Huuh. Mas Randi is troublesome only.
"Deliver, Mas! I'm not going home before filing for divorce with Mas." I said.
Minutes later Mas Randi turned me over, Mas Randi prostrated himself at my feet.
"Dek, please! Don't divorce Mas! I don't want to get divorced from Adek! Poor our three children. Mas do not want to separate from Adek." said Mas Randi memiba.
"Mas didn't expect Adek to be here. Yesterday I thought Adek was just bluffing. It turns out Adek was serious. Please, my dear. I'm we're home!" continued.
"Wake, Mas. Shame on seeing people." then I walked to the chair on the porch of the building. I sit. Mas Randi quickly caught up with me and sat down beside me.
"Sorry, Deck! Mas has not been able to divorce Ririn" he said.
"I've been sorry for a year" I replied.
"So what do you want now?" said Mas Randi holding my hand.
"This one pretends to forget or what? Was it unclear what I said yesterday? I'm in this building I thought I'd go shopping?" flat say.
"Sorry Mas, Deck. So Adek wants to divorce Mas?" says slowly.
"No other choice, Deck?" ask again.
"Astaghfirullah. patience. Yesterday I gave you a choice. Is it not clear? Would I divorce Ririn or would I divorce Mas? I'll choose number two, right?" I said with great emphasis.
"So, I don't choose that one. I never said it." he said.
"What is this, Mom?" I opened a gallery on my smartphone, and then I showed two photos of Bang Rendra's shipment.
Mas Randi looked surprised to see the photo.
"Mas is dating Ririn or has he been referring to Ririn? How come there are no limits? he said he was religiously divorced." I said flatly.
"Jawab, Mommy!"
Mas Randi silent a thousand languages.
"If one lie is followed by another lie. Sorry, Mas. I don't want a hypocritical husband. Sorry, I have to go in now." I said as I stood up.
Mas Randi pulled my hand. Now her tears had escaped flowing down both of her cheeks.
"Oh God, Deck. Mas sorry. Mas, just confused what to do. I have already met with Ririn. For Hana's sake, Dek!" he said with a hoarse voice.
"By tricking me?" quickly answer.
"Mas doesn't intend to cheat, Adek. Just confused how? I can't choose" he said.
"Already, Mas. I don't want to beat around the bush. Let me go inside. Maybe our soul mate just got here." I was about to stand up again. But Mas Randi pulled my hand and my body into his embrace.
"Adek, Mas can not separate from, Adek. Don't do it, Deck!" said memelas.
I just quietly enjoyed his embrace, comfortable once hugged the man who married me almost nine years. But I didn't waver to let go. For my future.
We were silent for a moment. Drifting with each other.
"Dek, accompany Mas yes, Mas wants to register a divorce lawsuit to Ririn. Adek always accompany me. Let's go get the files. Come on, baby. Let's take a car to Ririn's house." said Mas Randi suddenly by pulling my hand lead towards the parking lot Mas Randi. Mas Randi's face looked stiff.
"Mas, Seriously?" I was surprised, because Mas Randi as soon as I changed his mind.
Mas Randi nodded with a smile towards me and then grabbed my shoulder, walking towards Mas Randi's car.