
"Darling, would you be your wife? Living with Abang knitting love together" said Bang Rendra earnestly and expectantly, his eyes looked at me with lips smiling, very sweet.
A few seconds of silence. I finally nodded slowly. I smile back at Bang Rendra. How handsome.
"Thank you, baby, I promise to be a good husband. My brother promised to be with Adek. Wherever you go, Adek will always take you. Brother promised to be a good father to Adek's children like his own biological father" continued Bang Rendra full of confidence and passion.
I smiled at Haru. I looked at my son Reyhan and Rafael who were enjoying the food with a voraciously and a henchman. We were at a restaurant in a mall. Bang Rendra took us for a walk.
My son, will have a new father. Bang Rendra's. Excellent mature man, handsome and well established.
"Next week the family came to Adek house dear. Implement the proposal and next month we get married, baby" continued Bang Rendra softly.
"Thank you Brother, already willing to accept Adek as it is. Hopefully Adek can be a good wife for Brother" I replied subtly.
"Yes must be a darling" she replied.
Then I heard my son's voice calling me
"Mother.. Mommy.. Adek wants to drink. thirsty Mother"
I woke up from my sleep. With heavy eyes I got up and saw Rafael looking at me asking for a drink. Then I went to the kitchen to get a drink.
Tonight we sleep in a new house, given Ririn. The children I sleep with because the first new fear they still feel strange sleeping in a new room.
Finished giving the drink, Rafael went straight to sleep.
I couldn't close my eyes, I said wall clock, 01:00. I just had another weird dream. May only flowers sleep.
I remember my dream a few months ago. About Mas Randi and Ririn's affair that gave me a house, a car and 100 million dollars, plus 200 million dollars.
How strange. My dream is almost real. Was my dream that time as a hunch or a coincidence? I don't know.
Why am I going through in my household right now, is very similar to my dream at that time.
and Bang Rendra? Why did I dream of it tonight?
I got up and walked to the bathroom. Taking wudhu. I will pray tahajud. Then continue praying istikharah.
I want to ask God for guidance about my home. Whether they are divorced or divorced. I am still confused about making a choice. I was so afraid of taking the wrong step. Especially about the future.
One side I still love Mas Randi, my husband who has been with me for 8 years. Mas Randi framed Ririn.
"For God's sake Deck. He's not cheating. I don't love Ririn. Mas framed Deck. Ririn chased after Mas. I just love Adek. Adek believes in Mas" said Mas Randi some time ago.
I saw there was seriousness in his eyes.
On the other hand, I was very hurt to imagine my husband with another woman. Can I still accept it? Will everything be like before?
All the questions ran through my mind.
After the Istikharah prayer I continued my sleep. The body was quite tired after this afternoon moving house, we did not have many items to move. Just 1 small open tub car is enough to carry our stuff. It turns out that in this new house Ririn has filled the furniture of the house with complete, from small to large. All are neatly arranged in their respective places.
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This morning I prepared myself and my heart to make a decision. I have cleaned the house before. Ririn's gifting house is huge in my opinion. With an area of 400 meters, which I read in the certificate. Consists of 4 rooms. All the rooms are spacious, the courtyard is spacious. Whether I should be grateful or not I finally have a house like this.
After the Istikharah prayer last night my mind has started to open. I will continue my household with Mas Randi and Ririn I have the blessing of being married officially by Mas Randi as a form of responsibility and avoid from criminal acts threatened by Ririn. But with some conditions that I've thought about carefully.
I'll try to continue with this household. If I'm not strong then I'll ask for a divorce.
At breakfast. I'm at the dinner table with Mas Randi. Kids have breakfast in the television room. Mas Randi asked me to talk.
"Sir, later the decision about how to Deck ririn? I didn't ask for a divorce from Mas, did I?" Said Mas Randi while looking at me inside.
"If for example Adek asked for a divorce how Mas?" I asked back while feeding rice into my mouth.
"Oh Allah. Don't Deck. Mas is more likely to be imprisoned than to divorce Adek and marry Ririn" said Mas Randi firmly.
"Ooh that" I answered briefly.
"Don't ask for a divorce, baby. Poor kids. Whatever the decision Adek Mas pray that our family remains intact" said Mas Randi again.
*****
We all sat in a large living room. Sandy did not go to work.
I made a drink for a guest. Guests must be well served. Even though I had to endure the faith and patience while making Ririn's tea, I was afraid that I would put rat poison into her drink. I kept remembering God so I wouldn't do that.
"Mbak Rika, what are the conditions that Mbak put forward so that Mas Randi can officially marry me" he asked impatiently.
I breathe out slowly. I prepared the words. Mas Randi looked at me full of anxiety. Bang Rendra looked at me pity. Ririn looked at me impatiently. I finally started talking.
"I'm letting you get married officially. I'm not gonna ask for a divorce."
"Alhamdulillah" cut Mas Randi.
"But there are some conditions. The first if you are married, Mas Randi will be 3 days at my house and 3 days at Ririn's house. So the next day." My speech.
"Yes Ma'am. I'm willing" replied Ririn quickly with a fluffy smile. Duh very much spirit he.
"The second I asked Ririn to give me the same big store that Ririn had now. I don't want Mas Randi to be with Ririn every day. I asked the store to also have 3 days of Mas Randi in my shop and 3 days in Ririn's shop, so that's fair. The name polygamy must be fair in every way" I continued.
"Yes can mba. Ririn has 2 big stores that have my own" said Ririn no less quickly.
"Third do not show affection in public. Especially in front of me and in front of the kids. To avoid jealousy, Ririn and I did not know each other. Rather than complicated and problematic" I said firmly.
"Yes ready my beautiful Ma'am" replied Ririn in spirit. Fucking wooer.
"The fourth one I asked Ririn to buy me a small car for me in the same red brand as Ririn yesterday, in my name. So that I can take the kids for a walk so as not to get bored at home when Mas Randi was at Ririn's house. Note yes! I'm not a matre but I have to be fair. Ririn has a car, and I don't. The name is not fair then. Oh yeah and this house I'm asking for my name back. Ririn has a house, I have a house too. Just fair name" I said at length. Mas Randi said, Ririn already has his own house. I remember my dream a few months ago. I'm a little inspired.
"OKo Mbak. Later Ririn buy the latest car and Ririn behind the name of this house." His words are full of steadiness.
"Fifth one. About financial living. I want to be fair. Please set. Don't be unfair. If I'd known. I immediately filed for divorce" I said again.
"Ririn's shop earnings are both a draw. So it must be fair" Ririn replied.
"Sixth one. The last. Ririn can't get pregnant. You can't have children. If I violate it I immediately ask for a divorce" I said steadily.
"Well, that's Mba! I want to have a child. Time cannot be" said Ririn memelas.
"Whatever. That was my condition. If I wanted to, I would have allowed me to marry again. If I don't want to, I won't let you." Reply lightly.
I saw the look on Ririn's face as if she didn't like my last condition. But whatever. I've all thought carefully.
There are some materials I have submitted. I am not materialistic. I just want to play around with Ririn who has already ravaged my heart. If you can play beautiful, why not.
Ririn finally agreed.
"Yes Ma'am. I'm ready to take all the conditions." Her speech.
"OKAY. If the conditions are ready. Please bring it here. All the marriage letters. Let me sign it" I explained.
"Ready Ma'am" replied Ririn.
I looked at Mas Randi his face full of worry.
"I'm sorry for my behavior. If you have a hard desire to be blocked. So stubborn. Papa and Mama have given up advising Ririn. Ririn is all grown up and independent so Papa and Mama can't do anything." Suddenly Bang Rendra opened his voice.
"iii Abang. Don't say that" replied Ririn with a pouty face while pinching the small thigh of Bang Rendra. Seeing the look on Ririn's face wanted it to feel like I kicked her down. But calm. My patient stock is replenished daily.
"We'll go home first, ma'am." Ririn said as she stood up.
I just smiled wryly as I looked at those who were walking out of the house. Mas Randi clasped my hand with reddened eyes. Finally shed tears Mas Randi.
"Already Mas. No need to cry. I'm still here with the kids" I said.
"Thank you, Dek. Adek is so strong and wise to face our complicated household" he said.
I'm standing. Coming my kids. Kiss and hug them. It was they who strengthened me in the face of this storm.