MY POOR HUSBAND WAS SEIZED BY THE PERJOR TAJIR

CHAPTER 30

Pov Ririn's.

Everyone wants a happy marriage. So too, I. Even as a second wife, there is no harm in me expecting a happy marriage right!

But hope is only hope. My love is always passionate to Mas Randi, it turns out my love is unrequited. As time went on, Mas Randi still could not love me. Love hurts the most when love claps one hand. As I feel right now.

I realized, Mas Randi married me out of necessity, not out of love. Mas Randi's love is only for Mbak Rika who has never been timeless and circumstances.

I got pregnant on purpose even though I broke Rika's agreement. I wish Mas Randi could love me with me pregnant with his son. But it is precisely the anger that I get from Mas Randi and the threat of divorcing me if until Mbak Rika is angry.

But lucky! Mbak Rika is not angry, Mbak Rika understood him, his name married people would all want to have children. I'm grateful, having a Honey Sister like Madam Rika, Madam Rika is very kind and patient. If I had honey other than Ms. Rika, maybe I had already been grabbed, scratched or tortured and even humiliated in public. But Rika didn't do that at all.

With my pregnancy I became very spoiled to Mas Randi so that I could meet him often. I know, Mas Randi was not willing so must obey all my will.

The more days my womb gets bigger. Rika's mom is pregnant. Mas Randi at my house always worried about Rika and her children. I'm so envious. I never worried about him.

I'd love to have Mas Randi completely. I want Mas Randi in my house every day. But that hope never came true. In fact Mas Randi had two wives who had to be divided half the time.

I once put sleeping pills in the coffee drink Mas Randi in the morning Mas Randi ready to go home to Mbak Rika's house. I just wish Mas Randi was longer at my house. I still want to be with him.

Mas Randi once said that Mbak Rika wanted a second-floor house that had a swimming pool, because it was cravings. I was asked to buy it. I said if my money is not enough, who knows Mas Randi and Mbak Rika can understand. But the next day, Rika came to my house and threatened me so that Mas Randi would divorce me if I did not want to obey his will. I'm afraid Mas Randi divorced me, Mas Randi always obeyed Rika's wishes. I finally agreed next month I bought it. My savings are many, it is not difficult for me to buy the house of Rika's desire.

One day I took Mas Randi on vacation to Bali when Mas Randi was scheduled to visit my house. I said three days vacation. But I wasn't satisfied with Mas Randi, so I added one more day. Let it! Madam Rika will definitely not be angry.

A few days later, when Mama Rika had just given birth. Mas Randi said Rika has not been shopping for baby needs. The baby has no clothes. I took the initiative to buy all his needs and put it in the new house that Mbak Rika asked for, I have got a new house in white color as expected by Mbak Rika, said Mas Randi. I hope Mas Randi can love me and Ma'am Rika can always accept me.

After Rika gave birth, Mas Randi for twenty days never stayed at my house. Mas Randi is accompanying Mbak Rika. I-i understand. But during the day Mas Randi often visited me.

Mas Randi suddenly said he would divorce me because Rika's mother did not want to be combined. I cried, I threatened suicide if Mas Randi divorced me. Finally, Mas Randi finally did not divorce me and told me to always take care of my baby and not have a lot of thoughts.

After twenty days Ma'am Rika gave birth, Mas Randi ended up staying at my house, after I seduced her desperately.

It's been three days Mas Randi here, when Mas Randi will be getting ready to go home, I make Mas Randi's favorite avocado juice. I put in a stimulant drug whose reaction lasts up to three days. I kept seducing Mas Randi, I told him that Mas Rica was in puerperium, so it was just the same for me. Mas Randi according to because he was filled with desire from stimulant drugs. I deliberately hid the smartphone so that Mbak Rika could not contact Mas Randi.

The sixth day suddenly Mbak Rika came as Mas Randi was preparing to go home to the house of Mbak Rika. Let it! I have been satisfied six days with Mas Randi even though my heart feels not willing to go home Mas Randi.

A few days later I went to Rika's house, because Mas Randi had not come home for five days and had no news. But Rika's mother chuckled at me instead, and went back into the room shutting the door. I followed him and I banged on his bedroom door.

About a week later I went to Rika's house again, to take Mas Randi home. It turned out that there was a security guard, I was not allowed to enter, he said he was not receiving guests. I came home empty-handed. I finally went to Papa's house.

In the afternoon, Mas Randi came to me at Papa's house. Mas Randi divorced me. I cried and refused. But Mas Randi said Rika's mother was depressed and traumatized by my actions a week ago. Mas Randi threatened me to report to the police for making death threats. Papa, Mama and Bang Rendra were furious. They defended Mas Randi. Papa and Mama finally seduced me into accepting Mas Randi's decision, rather than being thrown in jail.

I finally comply. Every day I cry for my fate. Heart's broken. My desire to have Mas Randi completely gone. Even to have a part of it is all over.

I live in Papa's house now. My mother always cheered me up and comforted me. Bang Rendra has always been encouraging me. I'm grateful my family still loves me, even though I'm a son of a dissident.

As time went on, I finally began to accept my destiny. If Mas Randi wasn't mine anymore, I wouldn't be able to have Mas Randi at any time.

I have reached nine months, I can't wait to cradle my baby said my baby doctor.

Mas Randi until now still responsible to me, once a week Mas Randi came to my shop or to Papa's house to ask me news and give me a living born.

My baby doctor said breech and I had a history of high blood, so I had to give birth by caesarean section. The date of operation has been determined.

The long-awaited date arrives. I contacted Mas Randi to accompany me to the hospital. Also Papa, Mama and Bang Rendra will also accompany me.

Mas Randi is coming. We're heading to the hospital. My hope after my baby was born Mas Randi did not divorce me, I always pray like that every day and I pray Madam Rika soon recover.

A few minutes before the operation, I thought of Mama Rika, so many sins that I committed to Mbak Rika, so much pain that I incited in the heart of Mbak Rika, because my love for Mas Randi is so great that I have the heart to hurt Ms. Rika. I felt guilty when Mas Randi said Rika's mother was depressed and traumatized because of me. I'd like to apologize to Rika. Ma'am Rika doesn't have anything wrong but I always hurt her. I'm sorry, Rika. May Rika open her heart to forgive me.

"Dek Rin, Sister Rika sends her apologies and thanks. Ma'am Rika wants to give back all the gifts, Dek Rin." said Mas Randi as I was lulled in daydreams.

"Mbak Rika is not wrong. It is precisely Ririn who has a lot of wrongs, Ririn has hurt Rika's heart. Ririn wants to apologize to Rika's mother, Mas. For all that Ririn has given to Mbak Rika please do not return it as a form of apology from Ririn. The pain that Ririn toreh in Rika's heart will not be comparable even though Ririn has given all of Ririn's possessions. Say a deep apology from Ririn yes, Mas." I said.

"Yes, Deck. Later Mas convey." reply Mas Randi.

"Mas, Ririn apologized yes, if during being Mas's wife, Ririn had a lot wrong. Ririn still hopes Mas will not divorce Ririn. Ririn will get better. Ririn promised, Mas." I said.

"Sorry, Deck. You can't already. I just love Rika. Rika's mother can't share. Sorry yes, Deck. Now, Dek Rin, just focus on the birth, hopefully everyone is safe." replied Mas Randi.

Seconds later I felt my head heavy, getting heavier and heavier. Mas Randi called my name and called the doctor. Moments later my eyes blurred and everything seemed dark.