MY POOR HUSBAND WAS SEIZED BY THE PERJOR TAJIR

CHAPTER 14

"Daddy. talk baby. Talk to Mas yes. Don't shut up, Dek. Mas's scared of the Deck!" mas Randi said with a trembling voice, his hands holding both of my shoulders and his eyes looking at me expectantly.

"Sir.. Please, for the sake of the children, for the sake of our future baby. Adek do not ask for divorce from Mas ya dear" continued Mas Randi with a clear voice.

I took a deep breath, then exhaled slowly. I look at the television that I don't know now. My mind drifted around unclear, not necessarily directional.

"Mas.." I said briefly as I looked at him.

"Yes dear. What dear?" mas Randi replied with hopeful eyes.

"This means breaking the covenant of that time." My words were flat as my eyes stared intently at Mas Randi.

"Dek, sorry. All unintentional Deck. Really not intentionally. I didn't think Ririn would get pregnant. I never expected Ririn to get pregnant. Ririn is completely forgetful about taking the Pill" said Mas Randi quickly with confidence.

I was quiet for a while. Set my heart. Actually, circumstances like this I have prepared from far away. Soon such a situation will happen. His name is a marriage who does not want to have children, children, hearts. Is not the purpose of a married one of them is to print a generation, the successor of both parents, produce offspring.

I'm not really that surprised. I've prepared myself if this happens. But I still have to organize my heart so I don't take any wrong steps.

At that time I did not want Ririn to have a child from Mas Randi, because I was afraid that Mas Randi would have less affection for my children. Yes, it's so short my mind. I thought it was a way so that the children would not lack the affection of their father. I as a wife can share a husband, but the affection of my father to my children does not want to be divided. Kids are everything to me.

"Daddy, by the way, honey. Do not make Mas afraid" said Mas Randi woke me from my daydream earlier.

I didn't answer. I elus-elus my stomach that has begun to feel there are small movements of my baby. Yeah, my baby's been blown soul into her body. Mas Randi took my hand. Put it on his chest. The heartbeat of Mas Randi.

"Sir.. Mas Confused. If Adek is silent like this" said Mas Randi with a trembling voice. His eyes were wet with his own tears.

"Mother.. Nakalin Adek's sister. Mommy.. Mother." said Rafael my second child from the living room with a cry.

"Before Mas, I went to where the children used to be" I said as I got up from the chair. Mas Randi nodded.

I broke up my son fighting over toys. Funny kids are still innocent. Always adorable. Entertainment for me in the days.

I'm holding Rafael who's still a little sobbing. Amused him. Her brother apologized.

I contemplated while smirking my son's cheeks and forehead.

Why does everything feel bad. It felt like being on the edge of a deep ravine and in the direction of land there was a tiger. Yes, going forward is wrong, retreating is wrong too.

Why is it so hard to be in this position.

O God, Lord, give me your guidance.

Raphael then fell asleep in my lap. Mas Randi took it and put it to bed in the room.

I stood up, walked into the kitchen. I'm hungry to eat. My current pregnancy has always been hungry from the early days of pregnancy. People say her name is pregnant.

I have no business despite having a lot of thoughts. Eat still eat. For baby.

I took a plate and a spoon. Then pour rice and side dishes.

"Was not eating?" I asked to look at him.

"Mas isn't hungry yet Deck" he answered subtly.

I eat in silence. Mas Randi kept looking at me. Up to a few minutes.

"Mas, tomorrow I'll give you the answer. Adek wants to pray istikharah first" I said while putting the last rice into my mouth.

"Yes darling. Eat a lot of yes let our baby fat and healthy" said Mas Randi who walked to take me to drink water.

Then make me pregnant milk, and put it in front of me.

"This is the milk, baby, drink until it runs out, let our baby have a lot of nutrition" he said again.

Mas Randi was always attentive and loved me very much while being with me.

*****

At three o'clock in the morning I woke up to perform the tahajud prayer, then continued to perform the Istikharah prayer.

I pray to God for the best guidance. Was my decision in agreement that I would ask for a divorce or would I still be Mas Randi's wife? Two choices that cannot be ignored.

At half-five in the morning I woke Mas Randi to perform dawn prayers. I saw Mas Randi get up and walk towards the bathroom, having previously kissed my forehead and kissed my stomach.

I walked to the children's room. I kiss Reyhan's forehead and cheeks. Then continued Rafael. I'm holding Rafael's forehead. It feels so hot in my palm. Rafael fever.

At six in the morning I took Mas Randi to go to the hospital immediately. Reyhan I'm going to my house assistant who just arrived at six o'clock. My housekeeper came by at six and came home at twelve in the afternoon.

Mas Randi drove his sports car at medium speed. Mas Randi took Ririn's car yesterday to my house.

Fifteen minutes the car finally drove to the hospital.

Arriving at the hospital. Rafael is checked in the ER.

The doctor said Rafael must be hospitalized, because the heat is very high, reaching 40 degrees Celsius. Her lips look dry.

Mas Randi takes care of everything, the cost and the room for hospitalization. I clenched my son Rafael tightly with worry. I kissed her forehead. It was so hot that I was sweating. It's so sorry my son.

At seven o'clock this should be Mas Randi has left for Ririn's house because the schedule at my house is up.

"Dek, I'm not going to Ririn's house. I want to wait for Rafael here to heal. Mas is worried about Rafael's condition" said Mas Randi as he slowly put Rafael to sleep in a hospital bed. We are currently in the hospital room.

"Yes" I replied briefly.

I agreed, there's no way I'd wait for Rafael alone in a hospital with a pregnant condition like this. Let Mas Randi here wait for his sick son to recover. Ririn's business hopefully she can understand that Mas Randi can't go there.

"Later on Ririn Dek's phone, if Mas can't get there. Hopefully Ririn can understand" said Mas Randi while sitting next to me and embracing my shoulder.