MY POOR HUSBAND WAS SEIZED BY THE PERJOR TAJIR

CHAPTER 36

Sandy has been home for two days. Usually leave in the morning and go home at night. Now every day his face looks confused. I deliberately didn't ask because I already knew what his heart was. He must be confused to choose between me or Ririn. The time I gave was only three days.

I've prepared the files that I'm going to bring to the religious court. Two-color wedding book, a photocopy of my resident's signature card and Mas Randi, as well as the family card. I had put it in a large envelope, so that when the time came I would not bother to prepare it.

I deliberately prepared from now on because I'm not sure Mas Randi will divorce Ririn, especially now there is Hana, a sickly little innocent baby, the children of Mas Randi and Ririn.

Mas Randi daily seduced me, to be patient and patient. To wait and wait. However, my throat is round. I must immediately escape from this household that brought much harm to my heart.

*****

Today Mas Randi did not want to eat. I noticed yesterday-yesterday Mas Randi like no appetite. I cooked her favorite food.

Mas Randi was still in his room until noon. After dawn Mas Randi wanted to sleep again.

I went to the room. Invite him to eat. Mas Randi looked asleep. I touched her forehead very hot. Mas Randi fever. I rushed to the back, took a small towel and warm water with the basin.

I compressed Mas Randi's forehead. Mas Randi woke up with red eyes.

"Mas, Sick? The body is so hot." I asked.

"Yes, Deck. Mas's head is dizzy, Mas's body shivers." said Mas Randi in a weak voice.

"We're going to the doctor, Mom! But eat first. I haven't eaten in the morning. Adek get me some food first, will you?" I said as I walked towards the kitchen.

I feed Mas Randi a meal. Sandy just wanted to eat a little.

I took Mas Randi to the doctor, but Mas Randi refused.

I got Bude Household Assistant to buy him a dehumidifying drug at the pharmacy for Mas Randi.

Mas Randi took his medicine. Then rest back.

Up to three hot days Mas Randi hasn't come down yet. Then I took Mas Randi to the hospital.

After examination and blood tests. It turned out that Mas Randi was exposed to typhoid, had to be hospitalized. I waited for Mas Randi with my Father and Mr. Mother Mas Randi.

The second day Mas Randi was treated, Ririn continuously called to Mas Randi's smartphone and sent many messages on the green application Mas Randi.

Mas Randi sleeps on. My smartphone is razor. So that it is not noisy. I purposely didn't pick it up. Let it! I'll take care of Mas Randi myself. I don't want to be disturbed by anyone.

When I opened up Mas Randi's smartphone. I was curious to open a message from Ririn. Many chat from Ririn, asking Mas Randi when to visit him. Why did Mas Randi not contact him.

Then the last message made me worry.

[Mas, Hana's fussing all the time, her body's hot. When are you here? Maybe Hana misses her Pap. Poor Hana, Mas.]

Then I type in a reply.

[Sorry, Mas Randi is sick, typhoid sick. Now being treated in hospital. Mas Randi's condition has started to improve. Hope Hana gets well soon. Aamiin.] I immediately sent a reply to Ririn's phone number.

[Mbak Rica? Is Randi sick? Treated where, Ma'am?] reply quickly.

I didn't reply. Let it! The important thing is that I have informed Mas Randi. Pity also if for days there is no news, must be very worried. Let me take care of Mas Randi myself.

Mas Randi now looks a little thin. I take care of him sincerely, however He is still my husband.

Arriving at home. I told him to rest. I have not discussed the issue of divorce when yesterday was the deadline that I had set. Surely I can't bear to discuss it with the condition of Mas Randi who is sick.

I've been moving here since the beginning to tell Mas Randi, that Ririn should not be told the address of this house. I'm ashamed of my neighbor when Ririn comes here.

*****

Next day. Mas Randi was about to see baby Ririn because of her poor condition. Plan to be taken to the hospital.

Oh God, why am I worried. Am I also like Mas Randi who can't bear it?

It seems I have to pray istiharah, to make a decision.

Nah! I remember Ustadzah Rizkia. I will ask him, Ustadzah Rizkia can definitely help me overcome this concern of mine.

The next night I prayed istiharah and the next morning I went to study. I would like to consult with Ustadzah Rizkia at the council.

Ustadzah Rizkia told me to follow my heart, especially if I have been praying istiharah. Throw doubt in the heart. There must be a tendency in the heart. Between letting go or continuing.

Alhamdulillah, my heart opened slightly after hearing the speech of Ustadzah Rizkia.

*****

In the afternoon when I was resting while playing my smartphone. There's an incoming chat in my green app. From the new number.

[Assalamualaikum, Ma'am. Sorry distracting.].

I tried to open her profile picture of a baby girl. With the account name RENDRA HARTAWAN. Oh. I don't keep Bang Rendra's number.

[Waalaikum salam. Yes, Bang. What's there to do?] my reply.

[Mbak, sorry. Did Mas Randi divorce Ririn?] tanyakanya.

[I don't know, Bang. What's wrong?]

[A few months ago, Mas Randi said he was going to divorce Ririn after Ririn's birth, but I saw her at Papa's house, Mas Randi and Ririn's house like there was no limit. I asked Mama, she said they've been referring, for their baby's sake. Sorry, ma'am, I didn't interfere. How I see it like a strange and plan plin.] he explained again.

I read Bang Rendra's message over and over again. I was afraid of misreading. After being convinced of what I read, my heart felt pierced by a spear. So hurt. Pain but not bleeding.

[Is there any evidence for what you said just now?] i repay. I want proof like a photo or something.

[I'm sorry, ma'am, I didn't interfere. Marriage is like a toy. His words can change.]

Seconds later two photos. The first photo of Mas Randi and Ririn sitting on the sofa, Ririn's hand embracing the friendly shoulder of Mas Randi, Mas Randi was holding Hana. The second photo appears Mas Randi massaging Ririn's back on the Carpet in front of the television, Ririn is holding Hana.

Astarghfirullahal. I have seen that photo many times. My heart feels like it has stopped beating. It also felt like I had stopped breathing. I can't see this picture.

O Allah.. Is this the answer to my prayer last night? Is this fast you give me an answer?

I didn't reply to Bang Rendra's last message. I immediately turned off my smartphone. I hurried back to get some water, then I read the Qur'an. I need peace now.