My Neighbor's Young Police

waiting

If pent-up longing will only hurt the heart, then, for what else must be stored. The wound you feel may not be able to disappear in just one happy memory.

Heavy rain on the outskirts of the capital, making the night air increasingly cold, as well as since the return of Aska and Queen from Aska's hometown.

The man who had accompanied her for several months, was able to overturn the sense that Queen was experiencing.

The queen was still standing in front of the window, observing the descent of every drop of water from above the sky. But little did Queen understand, the sound of rain like this could at least provide calmness in her heart, over longing for the lover.

Ever since they came home a few days ago, Aska had become busier than the day before. Yes, that is the duty of the state servant, not knowing the time. All they know is that they are ready on the absolute orders of their superiors.

"Mas, it's raining. isn't it raining?" One message was sent via an app for Aska.

It took up to fifteen minutes until Queen got a reply.

"rain." Answer's short.

Yes, even though it's been almost a week without seeing, at least Queen knows, they are still under the same sky.

***

In the morning, Queen's time to go to college. Queen was still looking at the door next to her room. The door was closed for a few days when he saw it.

Queen wastes her breath heavily. What makes her man so busy? Christmas Eve and the turn of the new year left the time drained almost entirely. The staff is always busy outside. Only the online ojek never absent deliver dinner for Queen. Of course the sender is on behalf of Aska Prayoga.

Queen is done with her class, this time Rindi is not one class with her, but either the course schedule, then they meet in the cafeteria.

"Queen, tomorrow night is new year. Where do you want to go?" Rindi sipped her sweet iced tea drink. Sit opposite the Queen.

"No idea of caves. Still gray" replied the lazy Queen.

"Why? Usually you're a big hobby every big day?" One sentence said before Rindi ate her meatballs.

"Not understanding it. No girlfriend is not fun"

"Just Queen. Bang Is said that they will not be able to hang out with us. Just be patient, though.." Rindi glanced at the Queen's hand that was stirring lazy meatballs in front of her.

"I thought, after. ntar gua sayin mas Aska you know if you do not eat"

"Sabar.ntar also cave eating"

"Queen.. what if we take Agung to maen with us?" Rindi asked enthusiastically, to advance her face closer to Queen.

But Queen answered him with a spoonful shake over Rindi's head.

"Don't you freak out. Ntar cave sayin brother Is" Suluk Queen annoyed.

"The cool cave girl, no problem" Queen whose emotions had been provoked earlier, more eager to curse her friend.

"Well, your girlfriend is not dear, eat her just relax you in the gebet with each other. Same with cogan's cave." Queen defended herself.

"Fear of loss? No one knows how to trust each other"

Hearing Rindi's relaxed sentence, Queen became speechless, observing every word her best friend said.

"Go home yuk!" Take Rindi who also disperse the Queen's reverie.

***

Later that night Queen was still thinking about her short chat with Rindi. Aska who rarely gives news for him, especially they do not also meet, even though the house is one wall.

"Ah.. mas Aska will not come back tonight?" Queen took a slow breath. His phone never escaped the attention of Queen, maaih waiting for news from the girlfriend.

The sound of knocking on the door, made Queen wake up from her bed, albeit with a lazy movement. He actually knows who's behind the door.

"Mba food order, on behalf of Aska Prayoga sir for mba Queen?" Aska's online ojek has been absent, bringing food to Queen.

"Oh yes, I haven't paid yet?" Ask Queen politely.

"Udah mba." Queen received her food after saying thank you then closed the door again.

"Mulu's food. The person when the datengnya" although with an uncertain heart between happy and upset, Queen still eat the food that Aska has given.

After finishing eating, Queen who had been considering Rindi's words earlier, finally he dared to ask Aska.

"Mas.. New Year's Eve, if you're busy, Rindi wants to invite you to gather together." One message Queen sent.

His stomach was filled, making his eyes heavier to wake up.

Queen had seen the phone screen twice, but there was no reply from her lover.

ten minutes, ten minutes,

fifteen minutes, though,

half an hour later, the reply did not come. Only two blue ticks indicate the message has been read.

And now, the Queen's eyes get heavier to wake up, until finally Queen's consciousness picks up.

Queen regained consciousness, she was surprised to find herself falling asleep, immediately she checked the phone next to her since. Apparently there is still no answer. Queen glanced at the clock in her phone screen. It was two in the morning, and the man still had not returned the message.

Queen's heart was getting more and more bitter. Why does the man feel distant and difficult to contact. Queen slammed her mobile phone rough on the mattress, she also stomped her hand on the mattress hard, hitting the surface of the pillow that now covers her face.

Queen Maaih's heart was upset, as she recalled that Aska's number was online. Then why didn't he reply to his short message, even if it was just a word or two.

The Queen is still on her stomach with her face hidden in a pillow. His hands were also still strong to hit the surface of the mattress. Her tears began to wet the pillow wrapping cloth. The queen was growing sobbing in her cries.

Why is everything like this. In the past with Arya, it will not be difficult for him, if only to get news, especially if there is a celebration day like this. Arya will ask him, a few days before H day, and prepare everything. He just sat back and waited for that day to come.

Is it this hard to get in touch with a cop. Or this is karma for him for having wasted Arya first. Queen couldn't stand the tightness in her chest.

"The Aska evil!!" Umpatnya. It's just that the voice blocked by the pillow will not be heard clearly.

Likewise with Aska who does not understand the words of Queen.

"What the hell is Ra?" The voice that Queen had longed for, felt faint in her ears. The Queen was silent, still with a hidden face, only that her crying had subsided. He did not believe what he heard, until he thought it was just his hallucination.

Queen's cry broke again, the pain felt again, recalling what she had heard in her unconsciousness.

"Well, what is Ra, crying malem-malem?" This time he also felt someone sitting next to him, rubbing his back hair.

Queen got up, sat down quickly. He rubbed his wet cheek.

"Why Ra? Hm?"

Highlight the eyes that slalu Queen waiting for his presence, now seen in front of him.

"Mas Aska?" Queen can't believe it.

"What's? You why?" Ask gently Aska, her one hand tidied the messy Queen sign.

Queen who could not stand the feeling of longing, immediately hugged the body of a man in front of her.

Aska surprised.

"Why the hell Ra? so if you want to sleep, read do'a first" said Aska.

Queen let go of her embrace, Aska just followed every move made by her girl.

Their eyes looked at each other, but were different from the beautiful and moist Queen's eyes.

"I don't know you, you rarely have news. Where the hell is it?" Queen's voice was spoiled and whining, making the smile on Aska's lips expand.

His two hands tightly clasped Queen's hands.

"Oh. kangen. Same with me too." With ease the man replied.

"Ih. you're tuh." Whining Queen, he re-embraced the body figure he had recently missed. By inhaling the scent of Aska's neck essence, Queen let out all the restrained flavors in her heart.

But unfortunately, Aska pushed her body slowly, releasing the embrace that Queen had already craved.

"Don't gini Ra, it's malem. Out of the rain" Queen did not understand the purpose of Aska's words.

"What the hell are you."

"No pa-pa." Aska smiled meaningfully. He refused the hug Queen wanted. Makes Queen clueless and wondering. What's with this guy? Not as warm as the day before..

**sorry, I'm not clear**

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