
Never half-hearted, I love you I have you
as sincerely as a soul, I leave everything to you
I never intended to hurt you
or leave you
I regret it if it was accidentally,
I made you cry
Have loved you my love..
I will never make myself regret
my death, my life will always be
need you
having loved drimu my love
it won't make me regret
my death, my life will always be
need you...
***
The relationship between Queen and Aska this morning can be said to be better than yesterday. Queen was willing to wake up early and return to prepare all the needs not gas her husband. Of course it is welcomed by the man who is in his regret.
If the last few days Aska who woke up early and prepared his own needs, even Aska who prepared breakfast and helped Queen finish her household work. Now the Queen has been kind and gave up all rights that have happened.
"For Ira.." Sapa Aska's. When going to the bathroom and meet Queen is washing dishes.
"The body is a mas" he answered. Although he did not look at Aska, but the man knew that his heart had melted.
"Oh dawn.I think it's morning. The sun is so bright." Aska's smile expanded, staring at Queen from beside her.
Queen was silent for a moment, then turned her head, facing her husband who still kept looking at her with a smile.
"Mas Aska again incompetent?"
"I.yeah, that kind of thing. Why why?" Confused answer.
"I swear, that's the crunchiest thing I've ever heard.."
The Queen was throbbing, like she was thinking about something. He then folded his hands in front of his chest.
"Oh.. How many fights have you ever heard?" Face seriously.
"Huh? em. yeah, quite often. But that's since I haven't been married."
"Keep married?"
"You have married at least brother Rendi same brother Fiki aja who is still loyal to me.." Queen smiled proudly at herself, while returning to continue her dishwashing.
"Well, I will learn from them, so that only I can compete with you."
"Eh no!" Queen quickly interrupted her husband's words. "Not to do it."
"Emang why?"
"Yes, you are crisp still a lot of people who tegodain, especially if you are rich duo crocodiles, haduh.want to be what our household will be."
"Haha.You think it's a distance away Ra. You're the only one who's going to hear it, the other one I don't want."
"That can be so, by the way. It's a shower, it's bad luck." Queen encourages Aska's body to quickly enter the bathroom.
"Yes, yes, I took a shower."
Who would have thought, a short chat without benefits in the morning could melt the atmosphere that was too frozen yesterday. Their relationship seems to be warming up again. Queen may have closed the wound tight.
After their respective activities, now they are also faced again. Sit down together and eat a dish made specifically by Queen this morning.
"Bec.." Aska opened her voice, looking at her cooking in a dish that Queen served.
"What?"
"Em... How long haven't you been cooking?"
"Why?"
"I miss your cooking."
"Gombal."
"Take Ra." Aska's face looked at him again seriously. "Don't ever get angry again, Ra is like me. I think my life was like.What is Ra.." Aska thinks, trying to find the right sentence, which can describe his feelings. "Maybe I could say, I was standing at the end of a cliff. Who can fall to the edge of the abyss with a single touch from you." Aska grimaced, recalling every incident and remark from Queen a few days ago. "Never Ra. Never again.." He shook slowly in his bow. Trying to throw out all the painful memories that keep spinning in his memory.
"Bag.." Queen cuba. Looking at Aska who looked extremely injured, the man even nearly cried, with a wet sparkling bead of eyes.
"I will not be reckless if your mistake is not fatal. And what happened yesterday, I hope you never repeat. Because no one likes to be lied to. You understand how I feel?" Queen's soft hand touch on Aska's fingers, able to make the man strong.
"I promise you, there won't be a second time. But Ra, aren't you asking me why I came?"
Queen pulled her hand from Aska's fingers. He smiled stiffly. Then shake slowly." Naw. I don't want to get sick, let's keep everything buried at the same time."
"What you need to know, the reason I do it is not because I am Khilaf, or because I intentionally do it. But maybe, you will be shaken by someone later. Let's not speculate."
"Yes. Maybe if my heart is strong later, I will find out why. Now, eat first. I'm angry again later, if my food is wasted without you touching."
Aska smiled. He rubbed the Queen's head. "Don't forget to bring me bekel ya Ra. I want to be with you wherever I am."
"Lebay's.." Queen stood up leaving her husband who was looking at her seriously, Aska instantly lost her smile, hearing the answer from Queen. 'Sadis really.. People talk really, even in say lebay. Severely severe, Aska shook her head several times. He ate his wife's food.
Time went very slowly, for Queen and Aska. After Aska's departure this morning. Queen kept looking for busyness in her house, she wanted to kill time like not moving, every time she saw the clock on the wall of her room.
Though Queen sure, has completed all the work, but why the afternoon does not come. He put his tired body on the bed. Trying to neutralize the energy that has been almost drained.
Not feeling Queen close her eyes, she realized when the sound of her phone rang. With her eyes still reluctantly open Queen tried to read the name listed on the screen of her phone.
"Hi Ira.." Sweep from a distance.
"Hi Mas Aska." Queen replied, the distinctive raucous sound of people waking up makes Aska more and more longing for him.
"The voice is Ra. I want to meet you."
"What the hell, I'm waking up to this."
"Oh.. You're home, right?" Ask Aska, she hesitates to ask.
"It's me."
"Oh. Don't go anywhere, Ra, wait for me to come home. Any minute.."
"Yes." Yeah."
"Yaudah, I'm closing the phone.
"Yes." Yeah."
***
Aska really did not care about the presence of people who looked at them. Whether it's a cynical view, a sirik, or being happy. What is it, Aska doesn't care.
The most important thing is the happiness of his heart now. Because half a day that was missed earlier seemed to kill his patience. Aska kept her thoughts on Queen's sweet demeanor this morning. Aska was very afraid, if it was pseudo happiness that would be a disaster of wounds in her heart. Aska was very afraid, in case later, he could not find his wife when he returned home.
But the prejudice is gone. Aska still finds Queen standing before her with the sweet smile and bead of eyes that she always yearns for.
And here they are right now. Queen who lay her body on the sofa, with her husband resting, one hand rubbed the Queen's distended stomach. Accompanying Queen to see her favorite tv show. Aska is among those who are protective about the tv show that Queen will see.
He is only allowed to see jokes or events that contain insight. Aska strongly forbids Queen from seeing soap operas. Not without reason. Aska just doesn't want Queen to be affected by the evil role that is on tv. Aska will sellau accompany Queen every time the woman will see a tv show. Unless she is working, either Queen will obey her husband or not, as long as it is not discovered by Aska.
The time, which is almost eight o'clock at night, is a good time to take a break from the grueling routine. But who would have thought there were people still visiting at such a clock.
The sound of knocking on the door interrupts their friendly leisure activities. Aska chose to open the door for her guests.
Unexpectedly Bang Is and Rindi came to visit them. Aska smiled happily. Seeing a special guest for him. Bang Is is a person who has great respect. Not only the man was his former superior first, but bang Is also a very meritorious person during the growth and development after the legacy of Aska's father first.
"Bag.." Sapa Aska with her smile. However, the reply Aska found was inversely proportional to what Aska felt at the time.
Bang Is advanced, hitting Aska's face tightly, until she fell down. Queen and Rindi who saw him suddenly shouted in disbelief.
Rindi went straight in, helping Aska to stand up again.
"What the hell is a bang?" Shouted Rindi furiously.
"Biarin. The kayak guy is panting at Gituin Rin." With emotions still stirring bang Is asked Rindi to bring Queen inside, so as not to see this unpleasant incident.
"Bring the Queen in. I want to talk to this guy." Decided firmly. Rindi then turned to Queen who was still standing glued to her shocked face.
"Look Queen, let's tell them both first." Queen was still silent, she just followed every step that Rindi guided.
Leaving Aska and Bang Is still covered in anger, Queen actually refused to move. He was really afraid of the attitude of Rindi's lover this time. She doesn't want her husband to get hurt again.
"Ngadek As." (standing As? Tell Bang Is he chose to use the regional language so that the two women did not understand.
"Koe reti ora your mistake ki opo? Ha?" (you know what your mistake was? Ha?)
Aska nodded slowly. He did not dare to return the sharp gaze of the man before him. He did not even dare to rub the bloody wound on the tip of his lips.
"Your son nang ngendi As? How iso koe ngelakokno koyok? Ha's? Koe here's me, reti ora?" (Our brain where is As? How can you do that?) Bang Is shook his head in annoyance. His two hands were cluttered at his waist.
"I sing responsibility ambe mbokmu. I sing nggowo koe ngelamar nde' ne. I sing dadi sexy koe marry As! I sing responsibility dunyo afterlife karo your father, reti ora anyway koe ki? Kok iso sih guoblok tenan dadi wong lanang. Think ora the hell koe ki? Ha?" (I'm in charge of your mother. I brought you to bed him. I'm the witness you married As! I am in charge of the afterlife with your father, you know? How to go block so much as a man. Don't you think this is? Uhuh?)
The emotion of Us is so overwhelming. He even pointed at Aska's shoulder with a slight push.
"Well, what's the reason you are?"
"I just help Rendi mas, she wants to deket the girl. Yes, because I know he works here, so I help Rendi acquaintance with him. Doang it"
But bang Is as if unable to accept the reason Aska. To him it was very absurd for a married man.
Once again he hit Aska as hard as possible in the same place.
"You have that brain in As. Do not just look like a doang, the man must have a stand. Your household is a stupid figure. Kon can-can be pregnant wife again, you even watch movies with other girls. Ck.."
The Queen who heard it couldn't believe it. She knew Aska was lying, but she did not know what her husband had done.
The Queen came out with tears soaking her face.
"You can do it with me. I thought you were just eating while talking." Queen was silent again. Aska who was surprised by the presence of Queen next to her, immediately cupped Queen's shoulder.
"I'm sorry Ra. Apologize to you. That wasn't planned. I'm the same he again waiting for Rendi but Rendi did not come by, continue.."
"She looked at As, he looked." (Udah diem As, diem) bang Is switched sitting on the sofa.
"We're done with this now. You two sit down." The bang Is.
"Bang, let them finish the problem both bang, they are both adults. It's also a matter of their household." Pinta Rindi's.
"What is a grown-up Rin? Adults aren't going to want to do stupid things just for Rin's sake.. He is also my responsibility. I promised his late father before he died." Bang Is rubbed his face rough. It seems like he is frustrated in that.
"Udahlah As, we finish-in with a spit. Queen, I hear you asked to split up yesterday? If your decision has been bulleted say I, I will help completely whatever your decision." Bang Is looked at Queen seriously.
"Mas.please, I'm the same he's better. So he didn't want to split up." Answer Aska.
"Who said I didn't want to split up?" The Queen interrupted with her sobs.
"By!" Aska interrupted again. "You promised me this morning."
"Yes, but I'm telling you that your mistake wasn't fatal."
"Aska you can not diem anyway? I asked Queen not you." Bang Is mediates.
Aska feels hopeless. The problem he had just passed, was now back on edge. How could all be just the pseudo happiness Aska felt for a moment. The woman is now back at her initial verdict.
"Udah Queen, now what is your decision. Let me take care of it later."
"Mas. Samean kok tego temenan ambek me anyway mas." (Mas. You are the same as me, mas.) The Queen looked down weakly, her hope was completely gone. His bones could no longer be felt.
"Diem's. It's all because you know it yourself? You won't know what it's like to not get the punishment."
Aska just silent no longer answered. He felt that whatever he said was now free. Seeing her woman crying next door again because of her actions. Really am. He did not expect at all, the actions with good intentions even make the woman hurt. Even to ruin their happiness.
"Aska. Queen. No one tells Aska's mother. Later if the verdict has been heard, let me talk to Aska's mother. If you want to tell your mom about your husband's behavior, tell her. Who knows if your mama will help teach her this stupid daughter-in-law a lesson."
"R. He said you want a daughter. Who will be the guardian. That woman needs Ra's guardian. Said you want to mate our son with his son Rindi later, continue if his son Rindi both women how? We can make a boy so that he can be married to his son Rindi later. Please think carefully Ra." Say the Aska slowly. He still looked down with a hollow feeling.
Perhaps Aska would choose to die later, if Queen actually left him. All like black shadows. Queen looks more serious now. In addition to the support of bang Is, it feels all will be a bitter reality.
"I've accepted Ra, if it's the best, but I'm asking, you don't make decisions if you have a moment's emotion."
"Yaudah, I'm waiting until tomorrow, Rindi news if you already know what the final decision is. I say goodbye." Bang Is moved from his seat, he walked towards the outside of the door, on the side of Rindi.
"Wait for the bang." Prevent Queen.
"Why Queen?"
"I still want to give Aska a second chance bang. I'm sure bang Is's intentions are good, but I also believe, Aska's mas doesn't do things that can make the woman come because she's pregnant. You're not that, are you?" Queen looked at Aska.
The raking Aska couldn't believe it staring at Queen. "No, I'm not, I'm really clean. I just love you, I guarantee I'm not macem-macem same woman, I don't touch her one bit." Said earnestly.
"I believe." Queen answered, holding her husband's hand.
"Jaudah is up to you. But As. Never repeat again. When I hear you meet the woman again, I return you to the village." Threaten Is bang before leaving Aska and Queen's house.
At that time, Aska's energy recovered. Hope is back.
"You know Ra. You are beautiful today." Aska smiled happily.
"I'm asking you never to talk about this again. I don't want any more news."
"Yes Ra. I'll say the same thing. Thanks to Ra. Thank you Ra for understanding."
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Aska really got a therapy syock tonight. Then ask the Queen to accompany him lying on the bed. Somehow they let out their happiness. He said the bed scene was more powerful to restore harmony after the long disagreeable quarrel.
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