My Neighbor's Young Police

veracity

The next day, Aska woke up first. As usual, before the dawn of the Adhan reverberated, he had finished bathing. But this time it was a little different. If Queen usually always helps Aska to prepare all her needs, this time, Aska must do it alone. Because he won't disturb Queen's sleep.

After Aska finished preparing her breakfast which she bought herself and not far from her residence, then she dared to wake the Queen. Aska was very sure, his wife must have not eaten from last night, or maybe from noon, maybe also all day yesterday he really did not eat anything. Jesus, Aska's heart was slashed when she thought about it.

"Bec.." Aska whispered softly in Queen's ear. "Wake up, let's have breakfast." Queen blinked because of Aska's fingers on her cheeks.

"I'm not a laper." The voice of the raucous Queen, sounded faint and slow.

"Em, I want breakfast in the same town as you."

"I'm still sleepy."

Rejection so real for Aska, until his head bowed and rested on the shoulders of Queen.

"After Ra, you can sleep again." Ask not to lose. Queen who was harboring love and hate in her heart, of course, was devastated to hear the desperate voice of Aska. If it were just Aska's persuasion of Queen, it wouldn't matter. After all, there are things that Queen must talk about, maybe later Aska will feel the same pain as herself.

Queen moved, Aska who realized it instantly re-enforced her head. Queen got up, walked to the bathroom to wash her face. Aska, with a happy smile, sat on the sofa where the food she had bought had been prepared. It didn't take long for Queen to come and join her for breakfast.

"I ate Ra.. I'm bribing ya.." Aska moved her seat next to Queen. Feed a spoonful of nasi uduk to Queen. However, Queen closed her eyes, and Aska could mean that Queen was reluctant to accept the bribe.

"Em, do you want to eat by yourself?" Disappointed Aska pendam in not wanting to exaggerate this ha.

Just now Aska was feeding a spoon to herself. The Queen's voice rang out in the ears. Forced Aska to swallow the food violently.

"I want to split up."

Although he heard for sure, but Aska did not want to answer. He doesn't accept.

On appeal to anger, Aska actually closed her eyes, trying to forget the remark and resume her breakfast. But his appetite was gone for a while. He was numb at that moment.

"We split up. I don't think our relationship will be healthy anymore." Queen repeated her wish, making Aska even more crazed in her silence.

Can't the Queen see, they're dealing with God-given sustenance. But Queen seemed to not appreciate by saying the phrase most hated by his God, also for Aska himself.

"Don't think of the weird Ra. Not good for our kids. He might be able to hear our voices." Aska stared at the nilar looking at Queen's already bloated stomach. Swiping softly.

"But our relationship now is also not good for his development later. Mending us hopefully now. That's the best way for everyone." The queen again sobbed in her tears.

"Undahan?" Aska smiled bitterly, whether she was mocking herself or Queen's thoughts. "We're not Ra's toys anymore. Don't just talk about it. I'm anter you sleep again, yes, you're still sleepy right?"

"I'm aware of Aska. I know what I said."

"I'm leaving now, Ra, it's almost too late." Aska glanced at her watch. Trying to switch the conversation. And the Queen could only shut up while crying.

Aska brought her food and kept it on the kitchen table. Maybe later after his departure Queen will feel hungry. He put on his jacket, then kissed Queen's forehead inside.

"Don't think the macems, baby, everything will come back good." Gently rubbing Queen's belly. "Dad work first, baby, take care of the whole thing." Although with a sore heart Aska still forced her smile, rubbed the Queen's hair, then left the woman who was still silent.

Queen's cry broke again, as the sound of door closing by Aska.

Not much different from Queen, just a few minutes since the speed of the motor out of the gate, Aska pulled over and stopped the speed. With the sound of the engine still on Aska hid her cries behind the helmet she was wearing.

Fuck the guy who says he's a crybaby. Aska doesn't care. His heart is so sore. He couldn't believe Queen would say the word he feared the most. Unfortunately their relationship is only a corn, Queen also just pregnant with their first child. Why is it so easy to say it. Can't give her a chance. It is not that he is also just an ordinary human being who does not escape from mistakes.

His heart was so saddened to hear the Queen's words, but he tried to hide them. He tried to maintain a household that had been like a dream for him.

Doesn't Queen know, how the struggle to get a relationship that is recognized religiously and legally. Didn't Queen use it as a consideration. Didn't the Queen appreciate the little time ago they passed. Doesn't that mean anything.

Various questions raged on Aska's head. But one definite answer that Aska got to his own question. If only Aska hadn't lied to Queen about that promise to Rendi. Maybe none of this is going to happen.

In her tears and regret, Aska suddenly recalled the Queen who was alone inside the house. The fear of loss re-absorbed his heart as well as his mind. What if the Queen leaves when she's not home. What if Queen doesn't wait for herself to solve their problems. Queen is a reckless young woman, can be sure she can do whatever she wants without thinking long.

Aska rushes out her phone to contact Queen. It took a while until Queen picked up her call.

"Ra.. Do you want me to bring you what?" Ask Ask Hidh hid her worries.

"I don't want anything."

"I came home today, you wait."

"Hm." Queen decided on their call. Aska felt faint on her arm. No problem, the important thing is that Aska has conveyed her feelings to Queen.

At that time Aska felt, he had gone too far to leave Queen herself in a painful wait. Queen never should have felt this pain.

***

Time is rolling, slow chained to the steps of our journey.

Understand you? my feelings are indelible.

Night crying, drops of dew soaked my heart's eyes.

Trying to survive on the fragile debris of love..

What I hold, it's not easy to let go.

I'm already in love with you

and I gave you my whole heart,

but why do you ask now, my love.

I don't understand what's going on either,

what is wrong and less I am with you?

it is too late for him to press

karna skali love

I'm still in love..

***

During his time in charge, Aska is very difficult to focus on his work. He always felt Queen would run away, and could not see Aska again when he came home later. Unable to bear this feeling, Aska decided to ask Rendi to accompany Queen in her home. At least Aska can know if the Queen will leave him, regardless of whether or not Rendi is able to keep her favorite woman to wait for her to come home later.

"Hello, Ren.." Aska's voice hunted down instantly as Rendi raised her call.

"What?" Rendi got the night shift last night, so she was asleep when Aska called.

"To the cave house now Ren. temenin bini cave in the house."

"Ha?? what the hell??" Rendi was a little surprised to hear Aska's sentence.

"Temenin bini cave, she's alone at home."

"Every day he was home alone. Why emang? She sick?"

"No. He again misunderstood the cave, the cave was afraid he was not there fitting cave home later." Aska's voice weakened.

"Ah. padlock lu. So you mean gua told me to be a security guard again? Where are you going?"

"No. He misunderstood our agreement. He thinks the cave is cheating on Dissa. He asked Ren to separate the cave.." Aska closed her eyes. The pain returned to him as Aska recalled Queen's words this morning.

"Ha,?? Whatwhat?? Which really you. Kidding your time. Not this april mop woy.not funny joke you."

"It is precisely the cave hoping this April mop. So Queen's just kidding with the cave."

"Wuah crazy lu As. lu died really if you were to lose him. She's also a widow cave still loves As. There are still many who want her."

"Yes that's why Ren. So please Ren. take care of him now until the cave comes home. The cave will also take you there in Dissa. Let him be clear."

"Don't-don't. Cave sure that Dissa will be the stove. Gua knows she likes you men.."

"Huh??"

"When the cave came to you, the cave wanted to talk to you. But you're not even going home.***base."

"Certainly the cave must be how clear he is Ren.." Aska took off her hat, ruffling her hair in frustration. The most powerful way he could no longer use. How else should he explain to his wife.

"Yaudah, help clear the cave with him."

"Okeh. Thanks to Ren.."

"Yok.."

Aska decided on her call. Hope he's in on Rendi. Because only he knows the most about his problems.

Shit. Pantes alone Aska felt strange, because Rendi never joined them. And Dissa always asked Aska to accompany her after changing shifts. There seems to be another meaning behind all of this.

Aska felt stupid. He was ripped off by a girl. His intention was to help Rendi, even himself who was trapped in a situation like hell in his life.

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