My Neighbor's Young Police

husband standby

I close my eyes

trying to forget

all the good memories

about yourself about my dreams

The more I avoid

your shadow's getting real

reaching to the soul

god help me.

I can't deny it

you are the only one

who ever made me

who ever died, became meaningful

But now you're missing

like in the earth

you never realized

meaning of your love for me

I don't know where you are

it feels like my life without you

is there you miss me

like me who always misses you

always miss you..

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Seconds of time passed, playing with minutes, changing with hours, days and months. Until the time we always look forward to something that is coming or something special. Likewise with the age of Queen's content that is growing. Happy, beautiful days with little conflict of silly, unimportant debate, they just keep going. Still in a harmonious household atmosphere, Queen continued to review her smile every time she looked at the shade of her husband's face while asleep in front of him.

"Let's let this man rest for a while Lord. He was tired of living the day." Lirih Queen's. A gentle swipe of his fingers touched every inch on his Aska-husband's skin.

Not without reason. This is also a request from both sides of the family. Mama Queen also agreed to the request. The first day of their arrival made both bodies feel tired more than usual. Queen who carries her big belly, also Aska who is always on standby without the slightest being able to close her eyes when on the way.

They left by bus. It was not the first time for them to leave, but the situation is different now. There are other unseen lives that they must take care of, especially Aska a prospective father who must be ready at any time.

Aska is unlikely to leave Queen alone at home by having to take care of their newborn child, the man will not be calm during his duty. And it's not that they can't afford someone to help Queen, but the young woman has decided to live a simple life after she stepped out since she was a teenager.

Money is valuable, everything requires money, whatever it can be obtained just by having money. But Queen was determined to live a simpler life like most people on her left right in the contract. He just wants to have a man who is responsible and loves himself in any circumstances.

Sound selfish, naive or hypocritical? That's reality. A person who is already too fed up with empty luxuries will act against the current than usual. And that's just one small example of the ridiculous drama of life.

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Which unhappy old man sees his household so sweet and harmonious. In fact, the neighbors around who had just seen also knew, the young couple seemed happy, at least for that time. Queen's not a spoiled girl there. He helps to dry clothes, after Aini who after washing. There was no washing machine there, and Queen herself washed the interior of hers as well as her husband.

Aided by Aska who carries a heavy bucket of their clothes, Queen and Aska seem compact to do it. After that, Queen who said she wanted to eat instant noodles made by Aska, without taking a long time to wait, Queen already got what she wanted.

"Ra, I'm gonna go out for a second, okay?" After putting the bowl of food, Aska asked permission from his favorite wife.

"Where?" Ask Queen casually.

"Em, meet Ra's comment. Yesterday I met them, it wasn't good that I didn't flinch."

"Yaudah, don't be long."

"OK ndoro putri, before noon I've come home anyway." Aska gently rubbed the Queen's head with a triumphant smile.

Aska from Hadaapn Queen, he felt still relaxed, still as usual, Queen had not realized the abdominal pain she had felt since yesterday. No, not not not not feeling, but Queen still ignored him, she just thought it was just a false contraction, just like before.

Because, many say, the delivery of the first child is more difficult than the next child later.it is a little more painful, longer, and more. So, the thought factor that makes Queen not too dizzy with the situation.

Until the pain became more and more, Queen felt a pain between the stomach and the back waist. The pain was more than ever and the time lag was also getting faster. Not finished the food in the bowl, but the Queen was already sweaty with a splash.

Where's her mother-in-law? Ah. It's still time he was in the rice field. Where's Aini? He also said goodbye to follow his mother in the rice fields, as was his custom.

With limp and trembling legs, Queen continued to endure that piercing pain. Heat and pain in his waist. She had to call her husband immediately, the man must not have gone too far. Troubled Queen tried to reach her cell phone which was in the room, she kept wiping her stomach, asking that her future son be a little calmer inside, patiently waiting for her mother to contact her father.

The Queen kept trying to regulate her breathing, inhaling deeply, then took it out slowly. Do it over and over again so as not to feel the pain too much. "Mas Aska's.." The Queen's voice.

Why is this pain so painful, the Queen only first felt this pain. So sharp, hot and piercing. Her trembling hands sought her husband's contact. He tried hard and finally got connected. Aska's phone rang close to Queen's. Where is that voice? Uh. Why did the man leave without his cell phone.

Damn it. Didn't he always say to be a standby husband? Why is it like this now. When Queen feels a real contraction, her husband is not on her side. So too with his mother and sister. Should he wait until someone comes? The Queen could not help but scream, or find a way out to find help outside.

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