My Neighbor's Young Police

Ruptured

God please,

remove him from my heart.

now it's all free, now,

there will never be a love story I've always been proud of.

You're all hempas, you're all,

the taste created for me.

never tried how much I tried to be the best,

for yourselves..

Oh why, can't you

who loves me, sincerely and as it is..

I am, indeed, not a perfect human being but I am worthy of love, because of sincerity..

now let it be, time answer all, time,

ask heart..

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In the afternoon, Queen was sitting on the sofa, her mind was a little quieter than last night. Yes, after telling Rindi while on campus earlier, is the best way for her inner peace.

Queen is really still lucky to have a friend as good as Rindi, who is ready to do anything for the good of Queen. It also includes the form of responsibility of Rindi who contributed to the relationship between Queen and Aska. Rindi also feels guilty if later Aska is not the best for her only friend.

But when he was cool to hear music on his phone, he also heard the door as if knocked by someone. Lazily, she woke up to the door, Queen also hoped it was her beloved husband who did not come home late, as she said last night.

"Hi Queen's.." Rendi's sumringah smile added to the good looks of her face.

"Oh brother Rendi. enter brother.." Take Queen, while opening her rental door wide.

"Yes, is Aska back in the belly?"

"Dome. Loh, he said he wanted to have an appointment with brother?"

"Well, he said it wasn't so anyway.." The joints are a little confused by the existing circumstances. Unlike the Queen who already understood what was going to happen.

"Maybe jammed mas Askanya, wait in dalem aja kak.."

"No need, I'm waiting here for Queen, afraid of khilaf. Hehe.."

"Khilaf why?"

"No pa-pa." Rendi's mysterious grin, slightly comforting Queen's heart.

"What do you want to drink, Ren?"

"All are out. Haha.."

"Can be Rendi. Just a minute.." The queen came inside with a smile. But his footsteps stopped, feeling weak. Queen's energy suddenly disappeared, her chest also felt tight. Her husband must have come home late. And if Rendi was here, then who was her man with now?.

Even so, Queen must remain patient in dealing with this situation. There is Rendi outside. He should not know the internal problems of his household.

Queen came back to the front with warm tea and a snack of biscuits. His sadness as much as he could not show.

"In dalem aja kak, here a lot of dust."

"No pa-pa. I am not a pregnant mother. Oh yes, your stomach is already too distended, is it Ra? How many months is it?" Rendi looked straight at the Queen's growing belly.

"Five months, thank you.. "

"Oh, be well, debay. let's make it look like her mom." Rendi was eager to rub the Queen's stomach. But he did not have that right, even though his relationship with Queen's husband was very close.

"Oh yes, brother, by the way.was the same brother agreement mas Aska where?"

"Em. was going to watch Ra. One of them made a promise. So it's not so." Rendi looks no problem with the cancellation of their promise. He behaved so normally, that the Queen could not guess with anyone they would meet.

But to just ask, Queen is also afraid that until Rendi says there is a woman's name. He preferred to be quiet and avoid the heartache.

Unbeknownst to Rendi who sat a little far away, because the Queen was on the sofa. He informed Rindi, what Rendi said. Unfortunately, Rindi did not reply to the chat from Queen.

The time that continues to run makes Rendi was long in front of the Queen's house, because it picked up Aska who never came. Queen is feeling sorry. With all the courage he had, he ended up lying to Rendi.

"Sister. mas Aska her come home malem. You have to find materials for me to do. I'm so sorry, brother.." Queen's face was made as clear as possible, so that he looked regretful. Yes, actually it is regretful, but not because of the mistakes she made, but lying to cover up her husband's mistakes.

"Yes, I'm so sorry, brother,"

"Yes not pa-pa. You're at home." Rendi reviewed her smile, after which the Queen nodded in understanding. Then Rendi left the Queen. Well. judging someone can not be seen from the outside. If Rendi today still sees the Queen who is fine, somehow tomorrow she sees her again.

After the death of Rendi, Queen re-cleansed the one that had been served to her guests. His steps were shaky, tracing every trace of his rented floor to the kitchen. She could no longer stand the attitude of her husband, who was becoming more and more so. In her heart she promised, if indeed Aska went with another woman, then, without compromise again Queen would leave her husband now, go raise the baby in her womb alone. Somehow, but there must be a way. Rather than Queen having to dissolve in agonizing pain.

Queen is ready to pack her things into a suitcase. His heart could no longer bear it. Those tears continued to slide on his delicate face. As a shadow about the romantic things Aska did always ring in her mind, it certainly made Queen's fragile heart more slashed.

The Queen was still waiting, and kept waiting, until her man came home later. The time is getting late spent Queen's patience until there is no left. Then came the news from Rindi through her mobile phone. A video of Aska and a woman eating in a fast food restaurant.

The one who was not hurt saw her husband joking with another woman he did not know. Rindi sent the news at the right time. It was the same as putting ammunition into a cannon, which was ready to explode at any time. Don't know how Rindi got the situation, when and where. Queen doesn't want to know. What he cares about is that the person in the video is the person he loves and has betrayed him.

What Queen has to do, leaving is the best thing. The Queen can leave now if she wants to, but the Queen does not want to leave in a state of indecisive heart. She still wanted to know the truth right from her husband's mouth.

While waiting, Queen curled up on her couch, the tears kept coming down without the need for Queen pinta. Crying alone on the couch pregnant with nothing to encourage. Should Queen end her life this second. It was easier, compared to having to live with millions of beautiful memories tainted with betrayal.

Queen kept crying, while waiting for her husband to come home. Until his consciousness is gone. And without him noticing, a single kiss landed on his forehead gently. Queen gasped, slowly she opened her eyes heavily. Falling asleep after crying for a long time makes it difficult for Queen's eyes to open. Even the rest of the stuff is still there.

"Why sleep on the couch?" The voice of the man who had been waiting for Queen, finally came.

Without waiting for Queen's reply, Aska lifted her body, moving onto the bed. However, Aska was so surprised to see Queen's suitcase that was ready beside her bed.

"Ra?" Aska's voice in a tone asking for an explanation. "Where are you going?" his voice was still soft, while looking at the Queen's face that looked tangled. "You're a crybaby? Why?"

what's? wh why?? it is wrong for the Nanyan.

Queen got up in a hurry. He looked for his phone, and showed me the video that Rindi sent earlier.

Aska's face changed instantly. The face that was about to get angry, that impatient one earlier, turned into shock and disbelief.

"Tell me why am I crying?" Queen's tears came down again, as she opened the wound she had sustained.

"Wait for Ira. This is me, but this girl is Rendi. We're not both doing it." Aska gave an explanation, while calming the uncontrollable Queen.

"Not both? Try to point out, where are your other friends, who are in the video room? Try, which one?"

"Yes, it doesn't exist, but we're waiting for Rendi to come."

"So Rendi came here. Wait for you until afternoon. But you don't go home. You go with that girl until you forget time."

"Don't forget Ira's time, but let's make the deal late in the afternoon."

"Oh. have made a pact. Not that you said it went the same Dimas. Is that him whose name is Dimas? Huh uh?" Seeing the Queen who is becoming more and more, Aska feels like it is starting to go crazy. He could not bear to see the woman he loved, had to be hurt.

"Please calm down, Ra. We can talk about this all right."

"well? Everyone thought I'd say it was so mas."

"Yes I know I was wrong Ra. But you have to beat me up first, please."

"Udahlah, I have fallen for you. One lie will create another lie. I know what you're gonna say." Queen put on the sweater she had prepared on top of the suitcase, then pulled her suitcase to go out.

But Aska's footsteps were faster. Instead of preventing the Queen, the man preferred to lock the door of their contract, so that the Queen could not act as she pleased.

"Mas Aska!!" Jerky Queen. He was upset to see the key thrown out somewhere.

"You can't leave without my permission."

"It's so bad you. You're the meanest man I've ever had to be.." Queen yelled while cursing at her husband. He also hit Aska's chest as hard as he could.

"My horror was Ra, please. this problem will not be solved if you do not know the truth." Aska tried to hug Queen, so that the woman could calm down. But Queen still belom satisfied to vent his frustration on Aska. His punch still continues to lead to the arm as well as the chest of the Aska field.

Aska who saw Queen continued to cry, made her heart awaken. What a mistake he made to his beloved woman.

In Aska's heart was also slashed, feeling pained to hear the sobbing Queen's cry that was becoming more and more.

He didn't say or try to explain anything to Queen. Aska wanted Queen to feel calm first and then she discussed the truth.

However, this situation is not good for the health of Queen as well as their baby candidates. Aska continued to embrace the Queen's body. No matter what Queen did to Aska's body, she didn't mind it. What matters now is the Queen's peace of heart. Until Queen bites Aska's shoulder to vent her pain deep. Aska also did not make a sound. He was just growling in pain, maybe bleeding. But Queen's heartache is deeper and more invisible.

Aska felt that Queen had calmed down, because somehow long their embrace, until Aska did not realize that Queen had fallen asleep in her arms.

Aska still won't let go. It just keeps it tight. The man also shed tears without even knowing it. He never imagined, he would make the Queen this sad. Seeing him cry was the same as stabbing a dagger in his heart.

Queen increasingly unconscious, maybe he was already dissolved in a dream, finally Aska chose to lift the fragile body of Queen and lay it on the mattress.

With deep pain and regret, Aska enveloped Queen's body, kissed her forehead deeply and hugged her from behind. As hard as possible, do not want to let go let alone release it. Before closing her eyes, Aska also promised to solve their problems as soon as possible. In order for the Queen's cry to disappear immediately, replaced with a smile that has always been an encouragement for Aska's life

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