My Neighbor's Young Police

boomerangs

"You know Ra, why don't I want you to get pregnant again?".

Again, the chat before going to bed this time again sounded serious and heavy, Queen felt lazy to continue it, but she realized, her man was serious.

"I know.. You don't love me anymore, do you?" Ira uttered with a lazy voice and eyes made by meu, as if sleepy.

"Now, what's that?" Sayu Queen's eyes did not make Aska stop her sharp gaze. Disagree at all with the answer or question of his dear wife. "I'm serious Ra."

"I'm serious too, I'm sleepy." Ira flipped her body, tilted against the wall, ignoring her husband's hand that coiled over Queen's belly.

"Emang you don't love your slim belly gini?" Aska uttered softly, throwing off all the selfish and angry feelings that had stopped in her heart.

"No," answered Queen briefly.

Aska breathed out rough at the nape of the Queen.

"Don't be afraid of responsibility." Syndicate Queen.

Surely Queen's sudden remark, made Aska slightly frown. He was confused, by the meaning of his wife's words.

"Awas ah, I'm sultry." Queen's hand released Aska's hand which was still holding her slightly loosely. But, the man knew that the mood of his beautiful wife was not good, so he again placed his hands on the flat belly of Queen, circling her waist.

"Gini AC cake is still sultry. Which is a little bit if you want to lie." Aska peeked at the nape of Queen for a moment.

With no answer from Queen, Aska slid her hand into Queen's pajamas, rubbing it gently.

"I like Ra, when your stomach is distended, it's funny. I also like the time you ask, it's a sign that I'm useful to you. If you're pregnant, you're spoiled, like, Ra, I'm more loving you." Again, Aska left her lip imprint on the skin of Queen's smooth neck.

That kiss, Queen likes it. But she still refused to say the sentence as a sign that she had not slept, she still listened to every sentence of her husband seriously. But, Queen's heart was still disappointed.

"I just don't want what happened yesterday to happen again Ra." Aska's voice was slow, there was clearly an aura of sadness. Queen also felt the warmth of her nape due to her husband's heavy gusts. Like taking off a heavy load.

"But that was seven years ago, sir..." Queen flipped her body, forcing herself to stare at her husband's face in a dim light in her room. "By the way, I'm not necessarily going to get the same pain." Denying Queen, her voice was firm.

Cup.

Aska kissed Queen's lips, her voice was a bit high had to be immediately dimmed, so as not to wake the little Gita who began to rise now.

"Every one's birth, must be sick dear..."

"Yes, it's natural for the first child, but if the second is less painful."

"Who said?"

"Said the mothers of school friends Gita. they said it's natural for the first child, but the second child will not be the same mas. will not hurt that much." The queen started to whine.

"Yes, it's just Ra, it hurts."

"OKAY. If so, how am I caesar?"

"You're the one who's the one who's the one who's the one who's the one who's sick, I'm the one who's sick, but you know what."

Again, Queen is upset. Upset by any reason her husband might make sense, but still, this chatter is boring.

It's been two years since her husband said they would add a new family member, but in fact, Aska took it out. Every time he did, Queen was always irritated.

From what he mostly heard, he said, it felt different. But why is her husband still doing that, making Queen's heart irritated.

"This is all mas. You really don't love me?" Investigate Queen.

"When the hell did Ra I not love you? I'm getting old, but unfortunately I'm the same you were Ra-like when we met."

"Oh.. So honey you're still the same? Just the same?So nothing else can make you love me more?"

"Let's go..." Aska rolled her eyes lazily.

Why go the other way, their conversation.

"You know not Ra,-"

"No."

Aska was surprised, she was silent for a moment.

"That's why I said it first,"

"Yaudah, by the way."

Aska was throwing her breath heavy. I don't know how many times he tried to breathe out violently. Actually how much weight is in his heart, until he repeatedly did the same thing in the last hour.

"It feels like just yesterday, we're hugging gini." The Queen lay on her side with Aska's back. "Just yesterday you were craving for gini, because you don't think I'm serious about you. Because you still have Arya, because you said I have other girls besides you." Aska's eyes closed, glaring even further back in time.

"It still feels the same Ra, the fear in my heart now. Afraid every time you lash out, afraid you're angry, afraid you're not really loving me, afraid of you...." Aska was silent for a moment, making Queen sharpen her hearing. "Fear you left me." Her voice is soft.

"One child won't be enough for me to be with you forever!" Said Queen before she actually chose sleep.

The woman was already reluctant to hear any more discordant sentences from her male voice. His disappointed heart grew more disappointed. It was only because of their different desires, making a clear distance visible between them.

It felt like Queen had given up, she promised in her heart secretly, reluctant to ask Aska again. Perhaps it was indeed the only false hope that Aska would never give her. The Queen did not want them to be far away either.

Aska who heard it, was naturally shocked. As if hypnotized, the man was unable to quickly digest the speech of his dearest cute wife. The beautiful, spoiled yet sweet woman, who had accompanied her life for eight years said about 'going'.

His head was empty, Aska could not think. Roughly, Aska swallowed her saliva, hard. His heart pumped faster and more pounding. Unknowingly, his arms hugged increasingly tightly coiled on Queen's flat stomach. The deeper the kiss of Aska's lips on the nape of the Queen. His eyes were closing tightly, along with the fear of great loss.

Is it really that easy that Queen decided to leave? So did Queen make a decision? Though all that Aska did because Aska who did not want to see the look of pain from his beloved wife. But it became a boomerang in his life.

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