
for queen, yesterday's weekend was the worst weekend of her life.she never felt her heart as sick as this.although there are many people who are willing to accompany her, she never felt her heart hurt, but the heart always knows who she is more comfortable with, although sometimes what they choose does not bring her happiness.
if this longing only makes the wound deeper, is not it better for the queen to choose arya who is always trying to make her happy.
before going to bed, Queen remembered the talk of friends during her high school first, when queen felt heartache due to arya.
'follow your heart to death, follow your sense of perishing'.
it used to be easy for the queen to accept, but now, when the queen felt her heartache again because of another man, she seemed not to accept it.
queen was well aware of what she would face, if her heart was still open to the asca.
but that's love, we can never predict.
when will it come, and to whom will it be anchored..
why is it so difficult now to love arya. holding her hand alone it feels queen is numb.
there was no longer the longing he felt for his lover who had been walking for four years.
' god, am I in a saturation point ??' ask her in your heart.
tired of thinking about everything that happened to her new heart.queen chose to close his eyes.
an hour ago, Arya had just returned home, after seeing the queen's condition and feeling had improved.
make sure Queen eats her dinner and takes her medicine before she goes to sleep.
why is there no sense of haru in my thanks this .inner queen.
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Tuesday morning.queen woke up still with his head a little dizzy, but he forced to still leave for college.although not in between arya. because there are also important courses.
after cleaning himself, queen immediately tidied up all the needs that will be brought her. dress up with the natural as possible. with just a little sprinkling powder, smear lipstick colored soft. and comb her long black hair. queen grabs the bag and hangs her rope over the queen's shoulders.
he prefers breakfast in the campus cafeteria.
momentarily will order an online motorcycle taxi on his mobile phone, the door of the queen house as in knock someone.
queen woke up from her seat with curiosity.without guessing who came she turned the key and pulled the door handle.
queen was a little surprised to see the uninvited guest before her.
the beautiful girl swallowed her saliva roughly half in disbelief, but she knew it was real.
queen slammed the door firmly shut.
the man who owned his heart now who was in front of him with a smile, was surprised to find the queen's attitude being rude.
three times the knock on the door did not make the queen re-open it. Aska gave up, exhaled her heavy breathing and left the front yard queen room.
queen who had ordered an ojek online, opened the door and locked it quickly. did not want to give space to the neighbor next to her to approach the queen.
queen quickly walked through the front door of the aska room. with just a straight look, quuen walked quickly to the object of his order earlier.
aska just looked at her in silence, watching her adoration girl pass by without looking at her.
she knows, with the nature of the queen has, surely the queen will act so against her. there will definitely be misunderstandings that occur. especially aska replace her profile photo with another woman .
in fact, after the event ended immediately return to the outskirts of this capital, with the last plane.wanted to quickly meet the queen and explain everything that happened.
why do you want complicated things that happen between aska and queen.
aska just let the queen pass until her steps were no longer heard.
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afternoon changed, with a huff of a glance at the watch in his hand, looking forward to the return of the queen from his lecture agenda.Can not stand what is happening.aska decided to pick up the queen at the private university where queen studied.
aska parked his motorbike not far from the gate.look closely at every woman who came out of the building.
until the end, after almost two hours of waiting, queen came out alone.
aska breathed a sigh of relief . seeing queen not with her personal ojek.
aska realized, maybe every student and student there must be familiar with queen and arya. then, he did not approach queen. let her walk to the nearest stop.
the cloud that had been cloudy since then, began to lower the water speckle from above the sky. made everyone run to find a place to shelter.
it was an opportunity to stand closer to the queen.he parked his motorbike close to the stop where the queen was standing, walked up to him with a natural movement.
it's just good looks aska, able to make the woman who was amazed to see his. handsome face with tanned skin, walking in between the row of people who shelter.he stood near queen, he stood close to queen, surprised to see her.
after staying with each other without greeting, like a person who does not know. aska slowly touch the queen fingers next to him. grasping it smoothly. no one knows the movement, because all the obstacles are clinging. do not want to be exposed to rain water that muei rushing.
queen's heart still couldn't accept the guy next to her, who came in with no news.
seeing an angkot passing by, the queen walked a little run, splitting the rain that fell soaking the streets.
his body was exposed to rain water and may have been wet.aska looked at him in disbelief.queen chose to leave him in the middle of a raindrop that was crazy.
his heart was so pained.without a second thought riding his motorbike and drove as fast as he could chase the angkot that queen climbed.
"however, you must listen to my explanation" that's what's always on his mind now.
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