
Alright. Who knows how I felt this time. All the flavors were mixed into one in his heart now. Guilt, fear, disappointment, and whether there is happiness in it or not. What was clear was that his gut feeling was more encompassing a large part of his heart.
How can it be in just a short time he can be cheated. The woman he had always cared for for many days ago, now had to lie weak without a sound because of her carelessness when leaving her alone in the house, though the mother has warned to continue to be on the Queen's side, never leave him alone.
Fortunately, Aini came home earlier than usual, so she was able to find the Queen who was already groaning withstood the pain. Cold sweat had flooded the Queen's entire body. Aini panicked, she was confused as to how. More fortunate that Aini had met his brother while on the trip, so he knew where his brother was. Quickly and frantically, Aini ran after her brother. He was afraid, not wanting to waste his time. I don't want anything unwanted to happen.
The baby was successfully delivered safely. The white and beautiful baby girl, cute like her mother, is really similar to the face of a Queeneira Wijaya. Well, anyone knows, the face of a small baby can still change. But this time, in the eyes of Aska his first child was really a droplet from his mother.
"Ra, our daughter is beautiful as you are." The woman was still asleep in her dreams, it was still difficult to open her eyes.
Queen did not give birth in the hospital, it took too long, if in case they had to go to the hospital, so, just take her to the nearest midwife.
Aska was still faithful to be at the Queen's side, for hours while the woman was asleep, she kept looking at Queen as well as her first child, alternately. His heart was still anxious. There's something going on with Queen. But her daughter strengthened Aska's heart. Whatever happens, Aska still has the Queen in her heart.
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Any mother knows, ASI is an important thing to get for a newborn child, but how can he get, if the mother is still weak rubbed, close his eyes tightly.
"Yourself.." Aska's whisper in Queen's ear, her tears sometimes dripping down Queen's cheeks under Aska's face. Inexhaustible thought, why the woman was still reluctant to wake up. If the situation is still this way, Queen must be taken to the hospital.
But just as Aska thought about it, slowly Queen's eyes began to blink. Makes Aska's feelings crumble.
"R.. " Jemari Aska rubbed Queen's cheek. Happiness began to surround.
"Mas Aska's.." Queen's voice was slow, limped.
"Yes, baby, I'm here." Aska kept peeping at the back of Queen's hand.
"I'm gonna pee.."
"We have to use the hose mba.." The midwife began to understand, actually she was a little confused, because after giving birth earlier, she felt in the abdomen of the Queen was still hardened. Who would have thought it turned out to be pee water that was difficult to remove by the Queen. Maybe because Queen often hold her pee during pregnancy, or either. The midwife said nothing to Queen or Aska.
Want to know what it's like in a hose to get water out in that bladder? It is more painful than childbirth. If the hole for childbirth can be widened with elastic, in contrast to the hole for peeing. It is not at all elastic and smaller. The pain when first entered, Queen thrashed not strong. Aska who saw it, even began to change the look on his face.
Why Queen must feel pain repeatedly, just to get the baby of her dreams. What can he do to help his wife endure the pain? The man could only accompany Queen, clasping her hands while rubbing Queen's face gently. Trying to shift the pain, until the hose is successfully installed.
"You know Ra, our daughter.." Whisper Aska again.
The Queen simply smiled, trying to endure the pain. Slowly the taste in his stomach began to be relieved. No longer as tense as before.
"You see, our second child has to be a boy, let it be the same as you want."
Aska's face was shocked. His eyes blinked repeatedly. Hearing wrong? How can his woman say that, he even just experienced postpartum pain. Why are you thinking about giving birth again? Where is this woman's brain?
Aska could only smile wryly. In his heart, there would be no more umpteenth time. One, just like his wife. Only one daughter is a puppet. I don't want to see Queen feel that pain anymore.
Most importantly for him, he had already given what Queen wanted. A daughter. Had enough. If the Queen wants a crowded and warm home atmosphere. Aska will fulfill it. The promise is always there when the woman needs it. Providing a sense of comfort and safety with all his heart without wanting to see the grim face of Queen.
Aska's heart was already too happy with having two angels in her life. Whatever, whatever the two heirs realize it wants, but stay firm if it's not good.
"You know Ra. I am so thankful for what God loves for us." Queen returned Aska's gaze. "I'm really Ra. I can always love what you want. Don't be afraid of loneliness anymore. I'll always be there for you." Kiss Aska gave Queen's forehead. Deep and warm.
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