My Neighbor's Young Police

thirty three.

Farhan's house with this subscription meatball brother is far away, yes because the deck is from my house, so it takes about an hour to nyampe in a labile bocile house that messes with plus makes eneg want to rumoh a lot. but dear, dear, the meatballs are too good to make in the exit just because the ABG girl was not clear earlier.

Yes. I finally actually walk by myself using an online taxi, and funny because I do not want to until there is drama again if until Farhan can overtake me, I get mesen while walking, and, fortunately, the driver's brother can find it even though it is somewhat not the same as the pickup point.

"Mas Lana's... " Without greeting without excuse, because this house is already like a second house for me, I entered nyelonong aja, just like, after all, the security guard and all the residents of this house already know very familiar use with me, including maybe those who are invisible, too bored to squirm I maen here.

"Waalaikum salam." answered him, saying,

Yess very special lana mas.

"When to? " Want to make hug, because kangen too, but will not be allowed to. Auto is pushed away using horsepower like.

"So this morning, who are you here for? " Tanya who still wears clothes koko, wonder. at home people still wear clothes that.

"Alone, Farhan told me he was here."

"Emh. but he's gone again."

"I know. Sit yuk mas.. "

Ngedenger my words, mas Lana even a very sweet smile. Where is my fault??

"You're here so often? it's as comfortable as that." He would rather sit on the sofa next door, if Farhan already auto nempel nih, could be directly sleeping with my legs as a cushion.

"Well, it's too much of a habit from small mas, understand it well.. "

"Dad, this is proof that you are not for me. "

What... What kind of nonsense is this??

Worrying that I do not understand the same meaning of his talk, Mas Lana chose to improve his sitting attitude to be more upright, looking more focused on me with his palms that are interconnected.

"Gita.." call her smooth.the voice that I've longed for all this time. "I'm sorry, when you came home yesterday, I couldn't take you."

"No papa kok mas Lana. just relax, I understand why Lana is busy."

"That's just one of the reasons I did, but I'm sorry, I can talk to you first, don't talk until I'm done."

Hadoh.

"What about?"

"We." There was a pause before I understood. "You, me and Farhan. " said.

"Okay, I'm sorry before that I would offend you, or hurt you, but all you need to know and you're underlining, I have the same feelings as you and it's sincere. Not just for playing or just for a moment. That's all you need to remember if I make a mistake. Okay well? I don't want you to be angry, then grudge and we can't communicate anymore."

Mas Lana took a breath and let out her, like there was a heavy feeling in her heart. Not him, I'm surprised to hear his confession.

"But sorry Gita. I can only love you as a sister. Not because you are too small. Even you have completely taken over my world, my mind and my subconscious, I even had to be helped by the support of my mother, to dare to come here, admit also to solve this matter. It was the first heavy thing I had to go through. It was so heavy that it was hard to say that I accepted it."

Something changed from the look of Lana's eyes, the look on her face, sometimes her eyes dare to look me in the eye, but sometimes she prefers to look at her hands that are still intertwined with each other.

"Gita's. You knew? My mother used to quietly love your father, but she chose to marry my father. Because my mother felt less confident to be with him. And now I feel it too, whether it's a coincidence or not, but I like you too. It's just, you've belonged to someone else since the beginning and it's my own brother. How can I feel this hard love. Mother asked me to keep my distance from you, so I prefer to go back to the cottage when you get home, but it feels too heavy not to say anything."

When Lana's head bowed, I knew there was a sense she was trying to hold.

"Please give me your opinion Gita, tell me what I have to do next, I am too brave to admit my defeat. "

"I can answer Lana."

"Hem..," she answered briefly with her head bowed.

"Mas tau. all the way to here earlier, I had to be as strong as possible to reverse my mood which actually dropped because of Farhan. I have to be strong to not insult him who easily took the hands of a laen pas nyamperin girl I was. A very big oath. Though there are mas Lana who come from far away, and I have been waiting to meet mas. ngeselin really right. But from there, I realized that I felt for him was not ordinary. I really don't want any other girl to touch him, let alone his status. I don't want to just be his past that can only be told to our children later, I want him to be the same as me. "

I can see, Lana's lips smile, even a little, but I know it clearly.

"But I don't want to lose Lana so much either. At least I want to always hear the voice of Lana mas every day, I also want to focus on Lana always centered on me. "

"Don't be greedy" he said with a smile.

"Yes natural mas, I'm a woman, the nature of the woman to be loved as much as her.. "

"Yes." Yeah." The answer is more relaxed.

"Perhaps, if I had known Lana first, maybe I would have been more selfish about mas than Farhan."

"Yes. Still, it will be difficult for me to survive with you. Looking back on our parents' past. "

"But unfortunately, I realized too late about Farhan, now he's cool with other girls. If so, it could not be that we both are also silent.. "

"No." Reject him firmly. "If you belong to me, it must be completely, I will directly ask you from both of your parents."

"Idiihhh. parents are different, if you like to apply directly..." It was Farhan's voice that suddenly interrupted our conversation. "Try me, from the baby was waiting, fit big directly in the comot people."