MY LOVE IS SHACKLED WITH LIES

The First Impression is Dazzling

The First Impression is Dazzling

That day Krisna did not go back to school with Rudi. Rudi was really angry at him. It is a normal thing that he is experiencing. He was also not surprised because he knew all the qualities of Rudi. Back when he was a child, when he competed with Rudi to get fish while fishing Rudi was angry when he lost.

Two days Rudi did not talk to Krishna. But he finally wants to talk to her again. But the other case if Rudi wins. Every time he would mock Krishna's defeat. That's Rudi. Krishna's eternal rival is hard to control emotions.

“Custom. Most tomorrow Rudi has recovered from his anger.” murmured Krishna.

As Krisna was occupied with her own thoughts, Friska stopped beside her. Krishna tried to hide his astonishment.

“Kak, I'm sorry about my nature all along. But as a leader you should know what is right and what is wrong.” said Friska coldly.

“What do you mean?” krisna asked confused.

“Does sister agree with an insult to an innocent person?” Friska asked back.

Krisna was silent considering the incident yesterday when she was with Rudi. Krishna stayed silent for so long. He did not feel guilty because Rudi insulted Friska instead of him. But why does Friska blame him. Krishna didn't know what to say.

In heart stand firm sentence “I'm not wrong!”. Suddenly she realized Friska had left on her bike.

“Basic of freaks!” Krishna screamed without sin.

Arriving at home he immediately took a shower and rushed to leave again. That afternoon he will go for a walk with Jeny. He went to Jeny's house. Krishna went with his bike. Krisna likes to use the vehicle even though he has to go out.

Krishna likes to use that one vehicle because he can penetrate small alleys freely. Moreover, it will protect this nature. When he arrived at Jeny's house, he met his mother.

“Please enter.” said his mother with a sweet smile.

“Thank you. Aunt, where's Jeny?” ask Krishna.

“Bathroom. Wait a minute ya.” said his mother while moving to the back.

Jeny's house is luxurious. His mother was a little friendly. Krisna sat alone in the living room.

“Turquently!” Chris was tired of waiting.

If Jeny doesn't whine she won't waste her time just going for a walk. An hour later, Jeny came down from her room.

“Udah long ago kak?” ask Jeny.

“Not yet.” Krishna's lying.

“We want to ride what sister?” ask Jeny.

“My bike ride.” says Krisna flat.

“Aduh. I don't usually ride my bike. Take my car, brother. Later let Joko sir who drove.” said Jeny.

Suddenly his mother came out.

“Iya by car aja.” said his mother flat.

Krisna just followed as Jeny stepped out. Krishna was gently humiliated by the two women. Jeny and her mother. Krisna was silent in a thousand languages as she sat beside Jeny.

Jeny took him to the mall. Jeny bought clothes to go up the mountain. For Krishna it was excessive. Although actually Krishna is also a rich man, but he does not boast. He prefers to be a simple but happy person because for him happiness is more important than wealth.

“As of you. All good clothes are for you.” said Krisna saturated. After the shirt, he looked for pants, hats, and shoes.

“When is this finished?” ask Krishna in my heart.

“Basic girl! It's it's so complicated. One dress is not enough for half an hour. Select shoes one is not enough one hour.” umpat Krisna slowly. Jeny just glanced at him.

Nine o'clock at night. Chris looked at his watch. He and Jeny headed to the cashier.

“I'm paying?” ask Krishna wonder.

“Yes is my brother. Brother is my girlfriend.” said Jeny innocent.

He smiled at Krishna. Krishna just sighed annoyed. He pulled out his credit card. After that, he brought his groceries. Jeny invites Krishna to eat first around there.

“I have to go home. My mother is waiting.” said Krisna while fiddling with her HP.

Krishna was very miserable at the time. He wanted to run home and sleep in bed and cover his body with a blanket and sleep. Then he will consider the events of that day just a dream that will not be repeated.

On the way to the parking lot, there was an old grandmother who was blind. It's falling. Krishna put down the things he was carrying. He helped my grandmother stand up. “Thank you son,”said the granny. Then there was a man who thanked Krishna as well. Looks like he's his son. The man led the grandmother away.

Krishna turned. Jeny looked at him in annoyance.

“My stuff gets dirty if brother drops.”said Jeny cynically. “I was just nolong the grandmother. He was old and could not see. You don't pity?” ask Krishna.

“Ngak. Grandma has a child. Then there was already his son.” said Jeny cold.

Krishna didn't want to prolong the problem. He just shook his head. In the car he was silent. He hates to admit it. He doesn't like Jeny's behavior.

“Kak, tomorrow we take another walk yes.” said Jeny with a sweet smile.

“I can't. Tomorrow better rest. We are going to the forest on Sunday.” said Krisna. Jeny was silent.

Arriving at Jeny's house, Krisna no longer wants to stop by.

“I go straight home yes.” said Krisna while smiling to welcome her freedom.

“Iya deh if it wants brother.” said Jeny directly into his house.

Krisna. Jeny didn't say thank you. Is that what his family taught him? Krishna doesn't know.

“Bodo time! I'm going home. I'm free.” Krishna talked to himself.

Krisna got on her bike and drove off in the loneliness of the night. Not only that night did he feel lonely, but his heart also felt lonely. Nothing made him happy. The first impression he knew a few days ago turned out to be wrong. Jeny is not the girl she wants. His behavior and habits did not make him happy. Let alone love, neither do you like. Krishna only admired her beautiful look.

There were many lessons learned by Krishna at the time. It turns out that people who only judge things from the outside will not be happy. Finally, I realized that life is a process. So everything that exists must begin with a new process can be obtained results and conclusions.

Seeing something only from the outside alone will bring regret that is present in the end. But the rice has become porridge. The more Krisna feels tormented, the more regret will continue to grow. Krisna felt so cold that the cold night also felt her heart being eaten by lies and led her to a deep abyss of regret.

“Is this my fate?” krisna asked in silence that night. He almost reached his house. Because of the lies he made now he felt the consequences. Because his stupidity at the wrong first impression made him disappointed and very sorry.

His lies and his stupidity eventually turn good things into bad even very bad. He knows it. But what can I do. He couldn't have decided on Jeny. He won with Rudi. But he could not defeat the lie in his own heart until it ended like this. Now the lie is trying to cover his heart.

That night Krishna was lying on his bed with an erratic heart. His body and mind are tired. He then fell asleep while saying “The first impression? I can't believe it, it's deceptive, it's blinding.” and he's asleep.