MY LOVE IS SHACKLED WITH LIES

Jealous

Jealous

Suddenly Friska's hand in Krisna's hand moved. Soon Krishna let go of his grasp. Krishna and Erik were shocked and then smiled. Both of their hearts were relieved.

Slowly Friska held her forehead. He tried to wake up. Chris and Erik help her sit down. Friska looked around. It turns out it's dark. Erik got Friska a drink.

“How are you doing?” ask Krishna.

“I'm still dizzy.” said Friska.

He saw his fingers wrapped in bandages. He wondered who did that considering that no one cared about him. Friska remained silent in confusion.

“Who helped me?” ask Friska.

“I. Why didn't you want me to help?” ask Krishna.

“I don't want to ngrepotin you.” says Friska.

“Fris, can I ask you something?” ask Krishna.

“What?” friska flat said.

“I want to know you more. What exactly are you? What disturbs your mind so that your feelings are always changing?” krisna looked at Friska.

Friska felt her heart thump as Krishna said that and looked at her. Friska was very happy at the time. But his happiness then disappeared because he felt there was no point in being happy. In Friska's mind, Krisna asked that for sure because she was the leader of the squad. I don't know. Friska was confused to answer.

Friska. For Friska, her personal story was too valuable to tell to someone new to her like Krishna. There was not a single desire to answer.

“You don't want to answer?” ask Krishna.

Friska just kept quiet. It's still frozen. Memories of his past raged in his head. He held his dizzy head because of that painful memory.

“Ok, if you don't want to answer. I will wait until you want to tell me.” said Krishna.

Krisna then approached Friska who was sitting beside her. Soft vibrations crept all over Krishna's body. He had no idea what was beginning to take hold of his body. Krisna was still confused as to why she could sit next to Friska.

“Ngapain sit here?” ask Friska.

“I want to nemenin you.” says Krisna.

“Sorry. I don't need.” said Friska flat.

Hearing Friska's cold words, Krishna moved away from her and approached Erik near the campfire. Krishna took a deep breath. His heart ached at the rejection.

Krisna never expected a girl like Friska who she slowly loved like this. Even if he wants to find a girl at school, who can refuse. In fact, very often Krisna chased girls in school. However, Friska was different. Friska refused him sitting next to her.

Krisna wanted to throw away that slow-growing flavor. The more he tried to throw it away the more he wanted to conquer Friska's heart.

“Maybe this is love?” ask Krishna in the heart.

Sometimes love comes unexpectedly. Love comes wherever, whenever and to anyone. We can't choose who we love. First love is hard to understand. It's hard-to-understand.

Courage, compassion and longing are suddenly present. Krishna is now confused about love. His adventure this time wading through the forest, caves and heart wading. But can a nature lover wade through the heart? I don't know. Krisna was confused to think about it. He only did what his heart said.

Erik looked at his squad leader who was sitting beside him. Erik looked at Friska who was already conscious. He approached Friska.

“Fris, I want to ask you.” Erik said slowly.

“Ask what?” ask Friska.

Friska looked at Erik. Friska asks if Erik knows about Jeny and Rudi.

“I just heard your conversation with Jeny.” Erik said slowly.

“Then?” ask Friska.

“Why don't you tell Kak Krishna anyway?” ask Friska.

“I don't want to interfere in people's affairs. Let him know it himself. After all, those who live it.” said Friska.

“Yes too anyway. I also almost talked about Kak Krishna, but not so.” said Erik.

“I'm awake. Now it's my turn, right?” tanya Aldi approached Krishna.

Chris looked at his watch. Krishna laughs.

“Still 2 hours away.” says Krisna.

“Aduh. I can't sleep well, brother. Many large mosquitoes that come here and there bite me.” said Aldi.

“Eh, Friska is awake?” ask Aldi coldly.

Friska just nodded. Aldi was sitting by the fire. Erik was still talking to Friska. Krisna was envious to see Erik sitting with Friska. Are they close? Ask Chris in my heart.

“Now Erik is sleeping. You must be sleepy.” said Krisna.

Erik left them. But Friska forbade it. Krishna was getting jealous. He could only see Erik sitting next to Friska.

“I want to talk to you.” said Friska staring at Erik.

I don't know why Chris regretted it. His heart was at a loss as to why Friska would prefer Erik. Kristina also doesn't know what the two of them are related to. Now Krisna just sat and guessed what they would do and what relationship they had.

Friska told Erik everything she knew about Jeny. Krisna looked at it from a distance in annoyance. In his heart he envied Erik who could talk to Friska that familiar. Even Friska herself asked him to speak. Krishna was jealous.

“Rik, we are only spectators and we have no right to interfere in their affairs. A carcass that is hidden will definitely stink. We just have to wait for the play date. I'm also afraid we hurt Krishna.” said Friska.

“OK. okay. By the way why do you want to tell me this same story? You are from yesterday cold same everyone.” asked Erik.

“Why yes? After I thought you were the one who rarely excommunicated me. Hehehe.” said Friska with a smile.

Their conversation continues. From a distance, Krishna looked at them. His clenched hands held back the anger. His ears tried to hear their conversation. However, his efforts were in vain.

The increasingly quiet night made Krishna's heart more sliced. This is what it feels like to be rejected and excommunicated. For a long time his regrets were more and more because he had never been beside Friska when he felt like he felt now.

“Sister, Brother! Don't forget ah.” Aldi said while patting Krishna on the shoulder.

Krishna stammered. He smiled at the person next to him. Krishna wiped his face with both hands. Sighing deeply. He shouldn't have mixed up his personal feelings at a time like this.

“If you are tired, sleep first. Tomorrow the journey is still long.” said Aldi.

“Shortly, I still want to enjoy the night.” said Krisna.

Krishna threw his body on the ground. He looked at the vast sky. Thousands of stars are up there. They are both shining. However, there were some disappearing in the darkness of the night.

Tonight, witnessed by many stars, finally Krishna felt love and jealousy. Although the taste is still dim, but all of it looks more and more real. Although everything did not feel beautiful yet, he tried to stay strong in that situation.