MY LOVE IS SHACKLED WITH LIES
Understanding Anger
Understanding Anger
In about 10 minutes the bell will ring. In the row of class X many children talk about Jeny.
“See, it's Jeny. Sent by two school stars.” said one of the Xb class girls.
Friska who heard those words just turned her head towards Rudi, Krishna and Jeny.
“You're one team with Krishna and Jeny right?” ask Desi classmate Friska.
“Iya.” replied Friska.
“What are they dating?” ask Desi again.
“I don't know Des.” replied Friska.
Moments later Friska lowered her head because as she looked at them, she met Krishna.
“Friska? Staring at me? But why is he down?” ask Krishna in my heart.
Krisna kept staring at Friska. But Friska went into her classroom.
Krishna doesn't know what happened to Friska. All he knows is that Friska is the strangest girl he has ever met on this planet. But the strangeness made Krisna want to know.
Even so, Krisna always convinced herself that her curiosity was because she became the leader of the squad and Friska one of its members. Krisna wants to be a good leader by understanding every situation of his subordinates.
Krishna realized in this world created many creatures that have different properties. Friska who is quiet, indifferent, difficult to talk to, stubborn is one of God's creations that may be different from others.
That's why he never blamed Friska for that. But sometimes he felt very angry when talking to Friska. I don't know. Krisna was confused to think about it. Nothing could ease Krishna's confusion.
“Thank you brother.” said Jeny.
“Iya equally.” answered Krisna and Rudi almost simultaneously.
They both walked back to their classes.
“See Kris, all eyes are on us.” said Rudi proudly.
“Ngak. There is someone who is not impressed with me. Even he was cueing with me.” said Krishna.
“Who?” ask Rudi in wonder.
“Friska.” replied Krisna steady.
“I don't know.” said Rudi.
“Chick besides Jeny on my team. White girl with straight hair who is always on horseback.” says Krisna.
“Casual Kris. She's not pretty. He is also a strange person. He was the one who was punished, right? Jeny Mending. Or maybe he is not normal.” said Rudi.
Krishna just kept quiet.
Without them both realizing there were two people walking behind them. As Krisna was about to turn into her class she saw the person walking behind her as Friska and a friend were carrying a pile of books to the library.
Friska's face was more horrified than before. Krishna stopped and looked at Friska. But Friska kept going. Krisna walked into the class holding her head.
“Gara-gara Rudi's. I'm the one who got it.” said Krishna in heart.
Krisna knew Friska was really upset. But Krisna did not feel the slightest guilt because the one who insulted Friska was not her but Rudi. Slowly Krisna threw Friska's angry face inside her brain and eventually she forgot about the incident.
***
Not like Rudi who likes deketin chick here and there. During this time Krisna always focused on her school and her reputation as a nature-loving activist in her school. So he never approached any girl.
Krisna's adventure this time was colored with the adventure of the heart. Not only to conquer Jeny's love but to find out what Friska's very strange heart is. Love Jeny for the benefit of the challenge of Rudi and the heart of Friska for the benefit of being a good leader. His thoughts this time made Krisna remember Friska's face earlier.
“Weird people.” murmured Krishna.
Suddenly as Krishna was deep in thought, a girl got on the bike ahead of him. He knew it was Friska. He was a bit angry that Friska had preceded him without saying hello.
“Is he mad at me?” ask Krishna in my heart.
Suddenly he was told to run after Friska. I don't know what drove Chris to run. Krisna looked at Friska who was speeding on her bike while running as fast as she could. It was like he was screaming at Friska but his ego rejected that desire.
Realizing that Krishna was following her, Friska pedaled her bike as fast as she could. The difference in distance that is quite far does not make Krisna easy to catch up with him. But somehow Krisna wanted to keep chasing him to ask all the strange things about him. Without realizing it, Krisna sweat poured. About 40 meters he ran. His house has also passed. But what power Krishna, Friska directly into his house.
Krisna stopped in front of Friska's house. He was confused about what to do. He sits by the road.
“What is Friska angry with me?” krisna Mumbles.
“No! I'm not wrong anything. He should be angry with Rudi. Why am I in?” grumbled Krishna in heart.
From the window of her house Friska saw Krishna sitting by the road. I don't know why he was crying.
“Who is it?” ask her mother who is suddenly next to her.
“That's my squad leader for next week bu.” Friska said as she wiped her tears.
“Then why do you cry baby?” ask her mother again.
“Nothing bu.”said Friska as she stepped inside her room.
***
That night, Krisna was alone in her room. He doesn't know what happened to Friska. He doesn't know what to do next week so he can be a good leader. In his little heart he was afraid of being rivaled by Rudi. Finally he decided to ask Friska's problem to his mother.
The mother was in the living room with her father. He sat next to my mother.
“What's up? You look jumpy?” ask me gently.
“Em,, Krishna wants to ask you about Friska bun. He said he had talked to her. Why is she so weird bun?” ask Krisna honestly.
“Any how? Know that mom is a good kid. Friska is also a very diligent and smart child. He moved to the house seven months ago with his mother. Nothing is strange. Maybe you don't know it yet.” said his mother.
“Where is bun?” ask Krisna later.
“His father is dead.” his mother said. Krishna's speechless.
“Nak, being a leader must be patient. Remember, a good leader does not solve problems by guessing and not by emotion.” mother said later.
“If you want to know someone well, you should know how that person is angry. That way you will be able to understand the person well.” Father speak up.
“Your father's right. Your father never understood you either. Even when we first met, we were hostile. But after we lower each other's egos and understand each other, we can be familiar even now.” said mother.
Krishna just fell silent. Suddenly the house phone rang. Mother rushed to lift it.
