My Husband's Wedding

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Nikita who was pensive in her room could only stare blankly at the floor of the room where she stood. Somehow he was very sick from the fact that he and his life had been destroyed because of the circumstances he had been living. Somehow he was so stupid to let many men**hurinya with his own wishes.

"It's this dirty body" Nikita murmured as she began clawing at herself.

"I was really careless, until I chose the wrong way to remove all the wounds I had received so far"

Nikita began to shed her tears when she remembered all the sins she had committed so far. Until then he took his phone lying on top of the closet drawer.

He saw Hamdi's number on his phone screen. Until finally he tried to call his best friend and first love.

"Hallo Ham" Nikita said to Hamdi, who picked up the phone.

"Yes hello Nik. How's it going? are you healthy?"

Without answering the question from Hamdi, Nikita immediately cried with a sobbing that made Hamdi confused and panicked.

"I'm dirty Ham! I'm a bad woman! huhu" sobbed Nikita tightly.

"You why Niki? is everything okay? did the baji**ngan do anything like that to you, huh? what has he done to you, Nik? say it!"

Just the sobs Nikita let out of her mouth. He was unable to answer Hamdi's questions because of the wounds in his heart that he had so much pain. So Nikita made his heart so sick and he vented it to Hamdi.

"You wait for me there. I'll give a lesson soon to ibli** that. You take good care of yourself and wait for me there. Now I'm going to go to your place and kill him*nuh him!"

"Don't! you don't come here! I'm fine Ham. I'm just saddened by my fate that could be this stragic. I am a mura**n woman who has slept with many men. Which I don't even know their identity. I'm a dirty woman on earth and maybe God is ashamed to see the stupid behavior I've been doing all this time"

Hamdi was heard sighing listening to Nikita's words.

"You were wrong, Nik. And I'm the same. I'm not a good man you even know that I've made that mistake. I only did that first and I realized that it was a sin until I stopped the depraved behavior. Unfortunately you who I have commemorated several times did not listen to it and even more lapsed into it. I will not blame you even if your behavior is wrong. You're just being shaken right now and I'm taking it easy. Now I'm just giving you advice and you don't have to follow my advice if you don't want to"

"What is Ham"

"Yes I know, I am not a religious expert even I have never practiced worship vigorously. But my advice to you, fix your life by improving your worship and relationship with God will surely your life will be much better Nik. I am indeed a bej* man and I still often sin, but after I know Zidan and Nayla I gradually remember Allah even though not as often as they. You can learn from Nayla to improve your relationship with God to be closer"

Nikita shook her head at what Hamdi said. For Nikita all Hamdi's words were true, but he was too ashamed to perform his worship which he had long since left.

"I know you'd be ashamed to do that and ask Nayla Nik." continued Hamdi who just contact to make Nikita more silent.

"Is Nayla going to teach me?"

Hamdi smiled listening to Nikita and began to imagine their childhood.

"Of course Niki. Nayla was a good man, she could not possibly make fun of someone who would come closer to God. In fact, Nayla might be happy to hear your confession who wants to learn religion. You remember when you were a kid, when we went to school with grandma, you were so happy to wear a grandma's hijab that it was so loose on your head that it had to be tied rubber on its chin"

Nikita smiled as she recalled Hamdi's words about her childhood. So happy when he was with Hamdi and his good grandmother, especially when he could be close to Hamdi who was so attentive to him.

"Beso you're coming here with Zidan and Nayla, we're going to design the next plan. And you can all say all your complaints to me directly"

"Of course Nik. I'll buy you everything you want. Just so you're not clinging to my hand like you used to"

Hamdi laughed about Nikita's habit of biting her hands when upset. Similarly, Nikita who laughs remembering his behavior as a child.

"It doesn't feel like time is so fast, Nik. And Nikitaku who used to be a grown woman"

Nikita was stunned to hear Hamdi saying that he belonged to the person he had always admired. Slowly the love in Nikita's heart developed again after hearing Hamdi's words that made him so happy.

*****

Frans now walks back to Nikita's room. But this time the heart is so overwhelmed with a big question mark and deep anxiety.

Tok tok tok tok

"Nikita" Without further ado Frans re-opened Nikita's bedroom door.

The woman looked at him who had just been at the door.

"Would you come back here? I'm sorry if I'm not polite, sir, but you're a man and shouldn't be in your maid's room, which is a cheap woman "

"You still think about my father's words? forgive him for not having a heart. And I'm sorry that I've always been so indecent with you"

Nikita smiled wryly listening to Frans' words were so impressed sweet.

"Is the master playing the drama or is he trying to persuade me?"

"I'm really Nik! don't you see the sincerity I have for you, huh! am I that bad guy?! until you don't trust my sincerity"

"Sorry sir, you are too young to say love to a woman more mature than you. Besides, I realized that you and I are like the earth and the sky. You're so rich that I'm just a piece of trash"

Frans approached Nikita and grabbed her shoulder tightly.

"Am I that bad huh ?! until you can't see my sincerity and desire to change for you"

"You can change yourself because it is the master who wants to. Not because I want to get my love or me. You can learn to re-understand the meaning of sincerity and the meaning of love"

Frans then walked away from Nikita's body with eyes that could not be separated from the woman he had been wanting.

"Then, why did you make me come to this? why are you playing me? why did you bring up the wankta woman I slept with and say that maybe they were pregnant and had a child from me?!"

"I am a lady sir. And I know, even if you know that until women and men get in touch, it does not rule out the possibility that they will have children. But that's just a possibility. But why are you so panicked? do you have a burden on someone so that you want to change?"

Frans was silent about Nikita's words. Until finally Frans remembered Siska who a year ago he never tid**uri without the slightest safety that might result in Siska getting pregnant. However, Siska will not be pregnant with her child because she also gave Siska's body to her friend.