
Bian was currently feeling a tremendous pain in his heart. It is undeniable that her heart is currently burning with jealous fire because Nayla who soon becomes the wife of her own cousin sister.
How many times he wasted Nayla, broke his heart because of his affair with Clara, and made Nayla again destroyed when she heard that Arumilah whom he had always loved.
Regret never meant what she lived. All the disappointment and anger in himself was burning.
The hard blow he lay the walls of the holding cell, made the whole cell shudder and began to give him a stern warning.
"If you don't stop doing that, then we'll hit you ourselves until you're weak!"
Bian stared intently at the man growing thick in front of him. All this time he's never been with anyone in a holding cell. The day he passed by alone and silent without talking to anyone including cell guards.
"Just hit me on this! how many punches you give me will be able to make my body feel pain" Bian replied with great emphasis.
The pain in his heart as well as the deep regret had turned his body into immune with pain. Not that he became a weak man by heart, but his anger had transformed himself into a man who did not understand what a real wound was.
"It turns out you have guts too!"
Without a cue, some men now began kicking and hitting Bian all over his body violently. The blood coming out of his mouth and nose made Bian laugh with all the pain he was receiving right now.
The cell guard who heard the commotion immediately came and tried to dissuade Bian from the other prisoners' rampage. The blood coming out from the tip of his lips was only rubbed roughly by Bian.
"If you do any more fighting, I'll file this with the commander and you'll get punished again, okay!"
The burly man now looked at Bian with guts. Not one bit they feel sorry for the condition of Bian who bleed a lot from his mouth.
*******
Later that afternoon, Zidan drives his car to the orphanage with Siska who accompanies him to meet Nayla.
"Have you talked to Mas Bian?" siska asked arrived.
"It's Sis"
"Then how did he respond when he heard he was going to marry Mbak Nayla?"
"You can guess it. Without shame, he even underestimated Nayla and also did not feel the slightest regret"
Siska sighed hearing Zidan's words. He knew that Bian was a stubborn man like his father and that Bian was certainly a man with no guilt. For Bian, whatever he did was right and no one was able to change his bad nature.
"If so let him mas, he has now received his karma on Mbak Nayla. Just let him rot in jail. I'm also fed up with his unconscious attitude"
"You can't say that Siska. After all, he is your older brother. He also defended and cared for you when you were a child. Even Bian was willing to be called to school just to beat up the children who bother you Sis"
Siska bowed her head contemplating the words of Zidan.
Soon the two reached the orphanage. It was seen that Nayla and Aisyah's mother were sitting watching the children who were playing in the yard.
"Assalamualaikum ma'am"
Siska and Zidan walk towards mom and Nayla. The two kissed the back of Mother Aisyah's hand in reverence.
"Waalaikumsalam. How's your good news?" ask Siska.
"Alhamdulillah good ma'am"
Nayla smiled and started hugging Siska.
"Mom I want to talk for a minute"
Nayla, Zidan, Siska and Aisyah's mother walked into the house. Siska and Zidan then sit in the chair while Nayla walks into the kitchen and starts brewing sweet tea.
"So, ma'am, I talked to my family about the proposal for Nayla. And it looks like the application event will be accelerated later"
"Then it's good, son. It seems that it must be fast so as not to arise slander from people for you, and so that Zidan son does not always think of Nayla"
Aisyah's mother smiled at the nervousness of Zidan. For him, a proposal that is Zidan's goodwill must be implemented immediately. Moreover, Zidan and Nayla often go together even though only to deliver work or go alone whose names are male and female are not too often alone.
Nayla who was holding a glass in her hand immediately put one by one in front of Zidan, Siska and Ibu Aisyah.
"So what do you think, Nay. Mr. Zidan said his proposal would be implemented soon"
"Then Nay, look after the mother, see what kind of good words" replied Nayla embarrassed.
"Yes ma'am, maybe the day after tomorrow I'll be here with mom and Siska. We will prepare everything carefully first and we will come here again soon"
A smile bloomed on the lips of Nayla and Mother Aisyah. It was never imagined that Zidan was the man who would propose to Nayla after the failure of her household with Bian.
"Mom I say go home first yes, the content of Siska is getting bigger. I'm afraid that it will be too long outside especially if I go home tonight"
"Yes already so. Be careful on the road, son"
Siska and Zidan finally headed for his red car.
It's so cold tonight. Zidan's tears did not flow when he rested in front of the owner of nature. Unrelenting words of gratitude gushed out from Zidan's mouth.
His life is getting better and brings happiness in his life now, making Zidan feel so grateful to God.
His prayer this time only wants to be a man closer to God and avoid bad things that will ruin his life again. He realized that he was just an ordinary man who did not escape the sins and mistakes he could make at any time. But deep in his heart he has a desire to always be Istiqomah on the good path and be kept away from all the major sins that might happen again in his life.
Tonight he can't even sleep well because he thinks about how he lived after he married Nayla. There is a fear of bad things happening again. But the thought was quickly dismissed and began to think of good things only.
The phone that had been stored above the drawer, now in his grasp. He typed the phone number of a middle-aged man who he had been calling his father and began trying to contact him. When the call was connected, Zidan quickly took his breath and began to say all his good intentions to ask for a blessing.
"Are you crazy, Zidan! marrying a woman who is clearly your own former sister!" snapped at me across the phone.
"She's not something you can want to say used. Nayla is much better than your own son. I'm sorry if I'm presumptuous, but you're the same as your son who's the inmate. No ethics and no respect for anyone"
"Such a design! I'll make sure that woman doesn't deserve to be owned by anyone. He's just a fucking carrier!"
"I'm sorry once again if I'm presumptuous. Nayla is not the unlucky carrier, but your prilak and Bian are the ones who have made your lives unlucky! this may be a rebuke from God for all the depravity** you do. I should have improved myself or introspected myself, not even talking about Nayla like that. I just want to ask for a blessing from my father instead of asking for opinions or debating. Sorry if I've been bothering you. Wassalamualaikum"
The call was violently cut off by Zidan. The roar in his heart could not be restrained when listening to every speech that came out of the mouth of the man he called father. If it were not for the pity of his mother and Siska, he would have made sure that his father's younger brother lived on the streets and had no possessions from his late father.
Istigfar's words could only be done so that his heart would return to calm. He planned Nayla's application event well and began contacting various services to provide a banquet and a beautiful clothing maker for later wear and Nayla. Another case with Nayla who is currently looking at her photo with Arumi in the room that they have been living together.
There is a feeling of sadness mixed with happiness in his heart now. Never the least he intends to be the wife of the most loved person his best friend once. Nayla is sad to remember the tragic death of Arumi. Maybe if Arumi was still alive, he would also be happy to see Arumi hanging out with a man as good as Zidan. However, Nayla is also aware that Arumi has a part of Zidan's heart that she cannot replace, because she is aware that she and Arumi both have their own place in Zidan's heart. His love for Zidan did not close his sadness about Arumi's death. For Nayla Arumi is far more important than anything including more important than Zidan who is clearly a stranger.
**
Today is the happy day that Zidan and Nayla have been waiting for these two days. The black suit has been worn neatly on Zidan's tall body with a bow tie attached to his neck. The application event this time, held simple orphanage with decorations that have been made by the services that Zidan rents.
Mom and Siska are neatly wearing matching clothes standing next to Zidan with Hamdi who also looks handsome wearing a blue shirt.
"Bismillah" murmured Zidan quietly.