My Husband's Wedding

Getting pregnant?

...The love...

...Is it love?...

...Relationships that are tied together without any sense in it how can it last long?...

...He doesn't love me, he just covers up the mistakes he's made on me....

...He should not have to pretend to take the relationship we have been living all this time seriously....

...Why survive only because of pity?...

...Can't she just say sorry that she can come back with her life without involving me?...

...Why his regret dragged me so far in his life....

...My pain, my arms, is not what matters to him....

...I was only made a tranquilizer when he felt lonely, while I became him a medicine in all tension....

The trial for Arumi's death has been reopened. Zidan, who is currently still working on his work project with Anyelir, was unable to accompany Nayla to face all questions raised by investigators about the status of her ex-husband who is now a suspect.

Bian's cry broke I saw Nayla and Mother Aisyah in front of him. His head bowed and he immediately approached Mother Aisyah's feet while on his knees apologizing.

"I'm sorry ma'am I'm so happy"

"Khilaf said? your khilaf has gone too far, son! Your love is too blind for too precious Arumi to be yours. Why haven't you seen me for a long time and said you liked Arumi? if you come to her with a more serious invitation, Arumi might think about it again and she might want to be your wife. Arumi is a good woman, she does not want to be in a relationship whose status is only dating" said Aisyah's mother loudly.

Nayla could only duck, enduring all the pain she had been hiding all along.

"I wasn't ready to get married, Mom, I'm sorry"

"Then if you're not ready to get married, why when Zidan plans to propose Arumi you even join Nayla's hand?"

"I.m." okay"

"You only hurt Nayla Bian! you only hurt women who obviously love you very much. Nayla is Arumi's brother even though their parents are different. You want to express your disappointment at failing to get Arumi and making Nayla a replacement? are you sane?! You came with the lure of the word love to him, but in reality, you just made it an impingement!"

"Look into the eyes of the woman you hurt! Look on! The love you said was just a joke. I know Nayla is a stubborn woman and her heart cannot be conquered by any man. But when you came with Zidan, Nayla changed. Every day he mentions your name in his prayer, every day he tells you to mom and Arumi. You mean a lot to him! you are Bian's love !"

Nayla sobbed in her tears. It breaks his heart to find out why Bian killed Arumi because he loved her. During the time Nayla was in the orphanage, Bian always brought Nayla a lot of flowers and chocolates. There was no suspicion in Nayla's heart, because she thought that Bian really loved her.

"Now you get out of front of us! you must be responsible for all the crimes you have committed! you remember this well well. Nayla will be happy without you and will live happier than when she married you! I'll make sure Nayla and Arumi get justice for the destruction they got because of you"

Nayla and Aisyah's mother are leaving Bian, who is still crying on the floor. Which mother's heart is not broken when she learns that her two daughters are being played by the same man.

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The car drove slowly. Nayla stared at the window glass with a raging feeling. All this time, the attention Bian gave to him, in fact, was only as an expression of his guilt for killing Arumi vilely. Nayla never thought that the love that Bian had been telling her all along, just meaningless speech.

His heart was broken to pieces. Not yet healed the wounds of betrayal that Bian did to Nayla, now he must listen to the bitter fact that the ex-husband he had been defending turned out to love his own best friend.

Complete was the pain Nayla felt from Bian. His life is empty now, not left.

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At this time Zidan continued to look at the dark sky without the moon as a complement. His mind rages on thinking of Nayla who is now fighting for herself to maintain justice for Arumi.

The phone that he had been holding, did not display the slightest signal. Upset for sure. There's nothing he can do now. Even just to ask Nayla about it, she can't.

It has been four days Zidan was in this place working on his cooperation project with Anyelir. Nothing special happened between the two and there would never be any mistake they would ever make again.

The door of the room was slowly knocked, along with the sound of Carnations blowing Zidan's daydream.

Geck..Geck...Tok

"Zidan! open the door"

Zidan stepped foot towards the door, sadness implied on his handsome face.

"What's up" asked Zidan flatly.

"Emmh I just wanted to tell you if there's really anything I want to tell you"

"What?"

"We should talk outside" said Anyelir seriously.

Zidan walked along the Carnation to the seat in the courtyard of the villa. Carnations looked at the dark sky and smiled when they saw the man beside her.

"What did you bring me here for?" ask Zidan without a stale ado.

"Actually I wanted to tell you that to be honest when we did that, I was pregnant with Zidan"

Zidan's eyes were wide open and immediately fixed on the Carnation. Anyelir's words succeeded in making Zidan fixated and felt deep regret.

"Hey..pregnant Nye? ba...how is it possible ?""

"I also found out after a month I moved to Singapore and I fell into the school toilet. My best friend who is now my husband is the one who helped me to the nearest hospital because he saw fresh blood flowing between my legs" said Anyelir with glassy eyes.

"Where is our son now?"

"Our son died and. I had a miscarriage and our son was buried there. I just want you to know, that the result of the relationship we were in was dead. I'm sorry I didn't tell you right away and lie about the important things about our past" Carnation now bowed her head.

"Inalillahi Nye, I should be the one apologizing to you. Not even an apology can get rid of kebeja*and what I did to you. I'm sorry Nye, I'm sorry. I'm an irresponsible man"

clear bullet metes cheeked Zidan. The regret he had experienced really hit his heart.

"What's wrong Dan. We are wrong because we have committed a great sin so we have to lose a child that is the result of an unhealthy relationship. I'm sorry I didn't tell you about our son's death because my father forbade me to tell you. I just don't want to hide it from you, which is obviously the biological father of a child who wasn't born into this world. At least with me telling you about our son, you will pray for him all the time because now you are a man close to God and you will always call him"

Zidan stared blankly in front of him. Why Carnations used to be when on the plane did not say that in fact she was pregnant and had a miscarriage. But Zidan realized that a mother must strengthen her heart and soul when talking about her son who can not feel the beauty of the world.

"Is that meeting what made your husband know you Nye?"

"Yes Dan. He's the only guy who's willing to help me when fresh blood floods my pants. He was the one who pretended to be my partner in the hospital so I could cure our dead baby in the stomach"

"I'm sorry Nye, because I can't take responsibility for what I did. I'm a coward Nye! coward!" isak Zidan is unstoppable.

Man is the place of sin and death. Her peaking lust cannot make her brain clear so that she can make fatal mistakes that damage the future of both.

"Patience And, please. It also took me a long time to let go of the baby I just knew existed. The mistakes we made had to be paid a great price. My husband Rio is the only man who is very caring and kind from the past until now. He didn't get tired of entertaining me, coming to my house and giving me the spirit of life for me who was severely depressed because I had to lose you and our child. It happened to me to end my broken life. But he always took care of me and assured me that the world could look in amazement at people who were able to change. I can already get up and let you go after having Rio. I hope when we get home you can meet him and be friends with my husband"

"Of course, Nye, I'm going to meet the nice guy who's been looking after you all this time. He's a good man and you can't waste his shit. Forgive me for making your life ruined and taking no responsibility for all the wrongs I've done to you. Now we take the wisdom of every event that we used to experience. And do you want to be my friend Nye? so that our cords are awake"

Carnations looked at Zidan and smiled sweetly.

"I want. What's wrong if we make friends and keep the cord. I will be your friend and tell my husband that he should be friends with you too. Our past is bitter about the sins we commit. But now I will be like you who are close to God and become a devout person of worship. Thank you for seeing you pray and lecture me every day, making my heart move. All this time I always refused when Rio invited me to pray together with him, I never thought if the negligence in my worship Rio will bear his sin as well"

Now Zidan and Carnation have become friends. Regardless of the past that occurred between them, now Zidan and Carnations alike are improving themselves to always be closer to the creator.