My Husband's Wedding

Feckless

Seven days passed. Now the last study event nikita has been carried out solemnly and smoothly. Hamdi, who spent seven days staying at Zidan's residence, did not say much to everyone, including Siska and Widya's mother.

Everyone in Zidan's house understood and understood the situation of Hamdi, who was still devastated by Nikita's sudden death. Until they did not much reprimand Hamdi's silent behavior.

This morning Hamdi was ready with his suitcase that he had not been able to store in his own home. And now he is ready to go home to his own home and react as usual. His pale and lethargic face was clearly visible to Siska who had just finished struggling in the kitchen with Nayla.

"Where are you going?" siska asked Hamdi who was standing near the living room sofa.

"Ah, I think I should go home Siska. It's been too long since I've lived here, especially considering we're still not officially married. I'm afraid people will think badly of your family letting a stranger stay in your house"

"For that immediately marry Siska Ham" said Zidan who had just arrived in the living room.

"I really love Siska Dan. And loved her very much. However, my heart is still unsure of a sacred bond"

Siska was silent, she looked at Hamdi in disbelief. What he really meant.

"What do you mean ? Are you just playing me?" siska asked with a trembling voice.

Hamdi sighed.

"If I were just playing you, I wouldn't do everything for you. I would never ask my best friend to help me"

"Oh, so you're not willing to do everything for me? Alright. How much should I pay for all your services?" Siska who starts emotions cannot control her speech.

"It's that Nikita you can't pay Siska. I'm just saying I'm not ready. And that doesn't mean I'm playing you. Especially toying with your feelings of understanding"

"You hold on a little bit to your emotions" Zidan told Hamdi.

Hamdi looked over and then said goodbye to leave.

"I'll go home first Dan. Thank you so much for everything you gave me. Thank you also for holding a lecture for Nikita. I said good-bye" Hamdi pushed his suitcase out the door.

Siska could only stand still and then went running towards her room on the upper floor and closed it very tightly.

Nayla looked at Zidan, but the man only smiled as he nodded his head. Zidan signals Nayla that everything will be fine.

"They..."

"Hell will be fine, baby, take it easy" Zidan grabbed Nayla's hand and led her to the kitchen.

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The very dark room, as well as all the neat objects arranged in Hamdi's room made him stare around with a sense of emptiness. He had indeed mengikhlaska Nikita, but he was still very upset with the attitude of Siska who quickly misunderstood his words.

Hamdi feels that he is not ready to marry Siska because yesterday he failed to take care of Nikita, even though it is clear Nikita is a strong woman and expert in martial arts. So weak was felt by Hamdi. He can't even look after his best friend.

He really loved Siska, but he doubted himself who could protect Siska who was so much sought by all who wanted him. Moreover, the mysterious gift incident was able to make Hamdi afraid of losing Siska and her baby.

"If you'd known I was so weak at looking after someone, I'm just a weak guy who can't look after anyone. I'm Siska's coward!" Hamdi shouted very loudly and slammed his suitcase containing clothes until it broke.