My Husband's Wedding

Conscious

Car parked in the orphanage. As usual, children come scrambling to get to Zidan just to shake hands and hug the body of a good man who always gives happiness to them.

Zidan happily returned the arms of the little ones in front of him and started handing them sweets and milk.

"Thank you Om Zidan" shouted the child excited.

"Same sweet sister. Oh yes, salim and hugs are also friends om. They have food for you too"

The children began to approach Anyelir and Rio who were smiling towards them. It looks like the child is so enthusiastic to see Anyelir and Rio who are as good as Zidan.

"Thank you Aunt Anye, thank you, Om Rio" said the children simultaneously.

Before long Mother Aisyah and Nayla came out of the house and approached Zidan and Anyelir and Rio.

"Assalamualaikum ma'am" said Zidan while kissing the back of Mother Aisyah's hand followed by Anyelir and Rio who also did the same.

"Waalaikumsalam. When are you guys arriving?"

"Just now ma'am. Sorry if we didn't tell you we were here before"

"No papa son. Mothers and children are happy if you can come here. And more importantly, with your presence can help eliminate our sadness" said Ms. Aisyah then looked at Nayla who looked quite firm.

Carnations and Rio laughed looking at Zidan who kept looking at Nayla unblinkingly.

"Don't look glaring Dan. Sin tofu , not yet mukhrim" said Anyelir who immediately made Nayla cheeks blushing red.

"Already Nye, don't keep teasing Nayla and Zidan. Poor them, his face was red rich in boiled shrimp" Rio timpal said with a laugh.

"Already, already. You guys just talk inside"

Aisyah's mother walked into the house followed, Nayla, Zidan, Rio and Carnation. They dissolve in laughter together until time feels so fast passing.

At 17:00 Zidan, Carielir and Rio finally decided to go home because it was soon night. Zidan said goodbye to Mother Aisyah and did not forget to say goodbye to Nayla who always danced in her mind.

The car is moving fast. It did not feel the car that Zidan was riding had arrived at one of the luxury restaurants and invited Anyelir and Rio to come down.

"Why are you here?" ask Carnations wonder.

"You guys haven't eaten yet. So I'll buy you guys this time. Yes, itung itung as a celebration of your company's cooperation and I'm Nye"

Rio and Anyelir were very happy with the maturity that Zidan had. For Rio, no matter how the relationship between his wife and Zidan was. Most importantly, his wife has changed and Zidan, his former lover, has always been kind and respectful to Rio who is now the Carnation's companion.

Luxury food is on the table. Rio, Carnations and Zidan are now eating food voraciously. There is no jealousy and hatred between the two gills that used to be tied to each other with the word love. For them, the past is the past. Relationships that once ran aground do not always have to end in hostility and hatred. For both, at least they must keep communicating as necessary and do not have to break the cord.

"And, I'd like to ask. Actually why is that pela*r still living in your house? you can just kick that nervous woman out and throw her back where she came from" asked Anyelir.

"It's been since I've been wanting him to leave my house. But with Algi as the son of Clara and Bian, it makes me feel sorry and can not be far from my nephew. I can't make Algi stay in my house properly and throw his mother where he came from, because I know the pain of living without the affection of both parents. And Algi should still get his mother's affection and a decent life even if it's not really my responsibility"

Rio as a male understood how Zidan was feeling at the moment. For Rio, even though Zidan is not an uncle who always shows a sense of caring for his nephew with bright light but Zidan has a broad heart to accept and love his nephew who is the son of his own lover's killer.

"But I see Clara always trying to get close to you. Sorry if your intention will not waver on Nayla if you continue to see Clara who is always scantily dressed in your home? It was enough for Clara to destroy Nayla's household by seizing her husband. Now that you're fighting for Nayla, I hope you'll never be the same as Bian"

"Even though I am a normal man Nye and I have always sinned by looking at women who are not my believers, including seeing Nayla, Clara and you, she said, but I've made a firm heart to always take care and fight for Nayla even though temptation always comes to me. I am an ordinary man who has lust when I see the woman I love especially when I see a woman who is minimally dressed. I'm not a hypocrite if sometimes I like to be tempted by things that are clearly sinful. But In Allah, I will always change my attitude and worship by staying away from prohibitions and worship because there is no late word in improving myself"

It is never too late to improve yourself in a better direction, although the self is still often lulled by the beauty of the world.

Rio looked at Zidan with pride. Although the mass is dark, but Zidan is able to change himself for the better and closer to the creator. It was undeniable that Rio was amazed by the maturity that Zidan had. Zidan is able to change with all the shortcomings that exist in him. Sometimes people will call him a negligent person with his attitude that began to change for the good but often committed sins and mistakes. But at least Zidan was not a hypocrite, who always said that he was obedient to worship and away from prohibition, when in fact he was good at talking about the ugliness of others, looking for faults of others and negligent in worship. He is not two-faced and does not feel like a good person.

"Rio I want to talk to you. I thank you so much for taking care of Carnations and being able to accept them as they are. I know, it's hard to accept the past reality of the person you love, but you're able to prove that true love exists. Thank you again" said Zidan arrived.

Carnations and Rio looked at each other until Rio finally smiled towards his wife's ex-lover.

"Don't say thank you Dan. I love Carnations unconditionally and without limits. I love Carnation not because of the face or everything he has. My love for Carnations is not fixed on the good or bad past. Because love is a special feeling. Unasked, unexpectedly, I love her for God's sake"

Anyelir looked at Rio's face with haru. It was seen that his eyes began to look glassy, until a second later Rio hugged tightly Anyelir who looked to shed tears.

"You don't have to be ashamed of Dan. No one in this world is perfect even though he is a worship expert and adherent to religion. Humans are the wrong place so I can understand it because I also often make mistakes. You're a good man Dan, for admitting to all the mistakes you've made. You want to improve yourself and accept all the punishment for your mistakes"

Zidan, Caramelir and Rio were in a warm chat, until night had arrived and they went to the mosque to perform the congregation's magrib prayer.

In prayer, in silence, Zidan, Carnations and Rio were praying after praying to the owner of the body and the universe.

They prayed fervently until Zidan let out tears.

Long time they were in the mosque, until when it was finished, they finally returned to the car and went home to Zidan's house.

On the way they talk about Zidan's next plan regarding his feelings for Nayla.

"And what's the next step you're gonna take for Nayla's life?" ask Rio.

"I'm going to hold my heart and I'm going to hold my ground for Nayla. I know that she has not officially divorced Bian, as she is still in the process of divorce. In Shayah Allah, if we are destined to be together, I will propose to Aisha directly next year, because I don't want Nayla to be stamped as a woman because it's not good to get married quickly after getting divorced from her husband. I don't know how she feels about me like, which is clear I will continue to make her feel comfortable being close to me and willing to accept all the shortcomings I have"

"Your intentions are good Dan. I hope that your life is smooth and always given the best path for your goodwill to Nayla" replied Anyelir quickly.

The chatter that happened between Zidan, Carnations and Rio felt very deep. Despite the past, they are now close friends.

*****

In the room at the moment Siska is thinking about every word Hamdi said which makes him a little calmer. His mind that had been chaotic, now became clear again and thought about the fate of children, mothers and himself.

Siska walked to her mother's room and looked at her mother's back, which was staring at the window.

"Mom" said Siska slowly.

Widya's mother turned to her son. Seen a thin smile he gave even though his heart and mind were destroyed by the actions of husband, daughter-in-law and two children.

"What's the matter, honey?" answer mom quickly.

Siska walked closer to her mother and hugged her body tightly. Tears that had been released because of her inexhaustibility to be a mother, just now her tears are spilled because she has been guilty of making her mother's heart broken.

"I'm sorry ma'am, I'm sorry" isak Siska.

"Sorry for what, son? you're not wrong about mom"

"I was wrong mom, I was wrong! I disappointed my mother. Mother who always took care of me and took care of me, I actually returned by throwing dirt on my mother's face. I'm sorry mom, I'm sorry. I'm a selfless child, and an ungodly child. Mother's tears have fallen because of a mistake I've made"

Widya's mother, who was moved to hear the words of her only daughter, could only fall silent and cry. He rubbed slowly the head of the child, and smelled the cheeks of his daughter who had grown up.

"Mom forgave you, son. You don't have to feel guilty about mom. You are the daughter of her only mother. Although I'm honestly disappointed and hurt, but no matter how your heart and mother's affection for you will never fade. Regardless of your mistakes and your wrong actions, I will still love you indefinitely. Mother does not justify the fatal mistake you have made, even if you want mother can eliminate you because you have made mother ashamed and also sad. But how else, rice has become porridge let this be a reprimand or punishment for us to become a better person again. Now you take good care of your womb and love your son because he's not wrong with you. He didn't ask for you to be born and you were born. Love her like I love you Siska"

Widya's mother wiped away her tears and gently wiped away her son's tears. Although her heart was broken and disappointed, but her instinct as a mother still exists.

Widya's mother is now lying next to Siska exactly as she used to be when her daughter was a child.

Siska sleeps on her back to her mother who is gently rubbing her hair so that the mother does not see her tears are still flowing.

Guilt and regret are now enveloping Siska. Until a second later he remembered the word Hamdi to always accompany his mother and do not promise himself to be a better person again.

According to the language, hypocritical understanding is defined as pretending. While according to the term, the notion of hypocrisy means pretending in a matter. A hypocrite is also called a person whose words are not in accordance with action or reality.

One of the characteristics of hypocrites is that they like to deceive. The trick that hypocrites often commit is in their attitude, which usually looks good on the surface but in their rotten heart.

Some people always want to look good when their heart is bad. Apart from his own personality, some people often display a good impression even though the reality in his heart is always contradictory and inversely proportional. Around us in real life there are a lot of people who have this trait. Including me who still often make mistakes and including people who are negligent. Let's take the positive side and take the wisdom in it. It's never too late to change everything.

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