My Husband's Wedding

Single-minded

The clouds are so bright and the sun is dimming, as if supporting the atmosphere that is currently being experienced by Hamdi.

In this ambulance, Hamdi just sat staring at the coffin containing the body of Nikita the friend and his family who he had not met for a long time.

For years he did not meet this tomboy girl as if making Hamdi miss when getting his mobile number a year ago. Several times he communicated with Nikita makes Nikita really very happy, although sometimes the message is only read by Hamdi.

After a year of communicating via mobile phone, they were finally reunited in a short time and that was only to carry out a secret mission to uncover the abuse cases experienced by Siska.

"Why are you sleeping Nik?" hamdi said slowly.

"You know, I miss you so much even though I never said any of those things. You never know, I'd really like to get your hair back together like when we were kids. You've always complained to Grandma, even if you've made me mad at you. You've been in love with me for a long time and that's kind of ridiculous Nik. Hahaha that's ridiculous. You love a weak and geeky man like me. You really amused me, Nik" Hamdi smiled with tears flowing down the street.

"I'm a really whiny Nik guy. I don't deserve to be loved by a strong, tough woman like you. You're so strong, Nik, you didn't even cry when the bullet went through your hard head. I was hit by a bullet in the back quite weak, until I fainted from blood loss. Ii'm sorry. I'm sorry Nik! I have failed to take care of you! My promise when we were kids was broken. I can't keep you even with you when you feel tremendous pain during surgery"

The crowded street in the afternoon, making the ambulance that Hamdi was riding stuck at a red light. Zidan's car even drove in front, because the ambulance he was riding right in the earliest row that had to wait for the red light to end.

From a distance, an old woman was selling beautiful flowers on the sidewalk of the highway. Hamdi, who saw Nikita's favorite tulips as a child, was happy and told the ambulance driver to wait for her for a while to buy them.

Hamdi wiped his tears and started to come out from the back of the ambulance to buy the tulips. Hamdi ran over and started to approach the smiling flower merchant when he saw Hamdi walking towards him.

"Mother buy this yes" Hamdi began picking up a few stalks of tulips and roses that were on the seller's mother's bed.

"You want to buy everything, son?" ask the mother reassuringly"

"Of course mom. I bought this all yes" Hamdi deliberately kept his wallet in his pocket for a guard dress before he departed from the villa. He took out a red wad of money and gave it all to the seller's mother without asking the total price of all the flowers he bought.

"It's mostly boy" the middle-aged woman told Hamdi.

"It's mom, I'm hunting. That's the change just take it, ma'am"

Hamdi who was half running looked at the face of the seller's mother with a sweet smile.

"Of course mom. His love for me is eternal. I have loved him a long time too. Thank you for praying ma'am. Healthy mom is healthy!" Hamdi shouted and got into the ambulance.

The green light was on, Hamdi who was already in the ambulance immediately locked the back door slot of the ambulance from inside and began to look back at Nikita's coffin. Hamdi began to smile and put all the tulips and some roses in Nikita's chest.

"This is a flower you've loved since you were a kid? You like this so much because I gave it to you first. And now I've given you a lot of flowers for Niki. I know you're very happy right now, right, right"

Hamdi continued to talk to Nikita who had been lying stiff in the chest. No matter the ambulance driver and other officers who were in the front of the car who must have refreshed the chatter.

"I love you Nikita. Love you so much. Even though our status is only as a friend" Hamdi said in his heart.

...Loving is a very difficult thing to do by someone who has experienced a lot of trauma in his life....

...Relationship, status, and clarity...

...It is a very beautiful thing if we are bound in one word full of meaning that is love....

...You love him that you never could...

...But remember the power of prayer is so great that it can bring your soul closer to the owner of the life of the one you love....

...If you love the figure of him that you are impossible to have....

...So bring him up and mention him in your prayers because someday someone will do the same for you, say your name and pray for you in every meeting with his god....