My Husband's Wedding

Guilty

The man pulled Siska's body forcibly until Siska fell but fell on the man's body behind her.

"You're crazy! if you want to die, find a way so that your death does not hurt ! you can buy a gun and fire a shot in your mouth so you die quickly! You crazy woman!" snapped Hamdi violently.

Siska was crying in front of Hamdi who was cleaning his dirty clothes.

"Now cry! very crybaby!"

"I don't know what to do now. My life is ruined and my family is a mess. Why would I live in this world if I would only trouble the mother who now has to support her own body."

"You know your mother is alone now and your brother and father can't do anything about it. You should clear your mind and strengthen yourself. If you die, then who will accompany your mother huh ! You want to die and think that death is the only way so you don't feel broken? don't dream! You must also know that committing suicide is a sin! You want to be free from the troubles of the world while you will be tormented by the deacherat!"

Siska was only able to quietly listen to the words that came out of Hamdi's mouth. I don't know what he has to do at the moment, which is obviously his future ruined because of his own mistakes.

"Why do you want to eliminate yourself, huh?! break up in love ? or because of your father and brother's scandal?" ask Hamdi ketus.

"I'm pregnant! and I don't know who the waji*ngan who fathered my son! you'll never know how broken I am! you'll never know! " tears flowed profusely soaking down Siska's cheeks.

Hamdi could only quietly hear the outpouring of emotions Siska who was his best friend's sister.

Either he felt pity or rather felt guilty for yelling at the woman in front of him.

"I'm sorry for yelling at you! I'm just mad at you for wanting to commit suicide, when you know that there's a growing fetus in your heart. Now you come with me to calm down. You don't have to be afraid, I'm Zidan's friend and I promise I won't be like that"

Siska pensively looked at the man in front of her. No one can relieve his emotions and sadness. Siska saw Hamdi's sincere gaze on her, so Siska nodded and boarded Hamdi's car.

The car runs through a cold night. Hamdi took Siska to a crowded park with lights and people passing by there. Hamdi, who was upset by Siska's actions that would eliminate himself, now felt sorry for the tragic fate experienced by Siska.

Hamdi bought a bottle of water and gave it to Siska who was sitting on the garden bench with her eyes still moist.

"Drink first so that your mood is a little better"

"Thank you" Siska took the drinking water that Hamdi had given her.

Hamdi looked at the young girl beside him who was a victim of the depravity of some men. I don't know who is to blame at the moment. What is certain is that at this time, the support of family and the closest people is needed by Siska.

"I'm sorry to know how many people have abused you? emh. If you don't want to answer my question no papa, I just want to know"

Long Siska was silent in her mind, so she ventured to tell a stranger beside her because at this time she only needed a friend to tell all her complaints. Siska doesn't know who else to talk to, other than Hamdi. Because he was so embarrassed if he had to tell Zidan or Nayla who is his former sister-in-law.

Siska was so embarrassed if she had to tell all her complaints to Nayla that she had always hated.

"Actually I know, if this is wrong. But who else should I tell. I don't want to talk to Mom because she's in a lot of mind right now. The father scandal, as well as the case of Mas Bian who turned out to be the perpetrator of the murder. I just want to tell you a story, and you just listen. Even if this doesn't matter to you, at least please listen to all my complaints" Siska began to recount every incident that happened on the eve of the new year with Frans. From the start he was given a drink that had been mixed with sleeping pills, and when Siska woke up naked and many men did not wear clothes were right in the room he fell asleep.

Hamdi never thought that Siska was the victim of harassment by her own boyfriend. For example, he knew that Siska was also guilty of dressing improperly with a man who was clearly not his faith, but Hamdi was quite sorry to see the tragic incident happened to his sahabt family.

"Now you must be strong to face this problem. You know that your father and brother embarrassed your mother and your family's reputation was ruined. Preset with reputation, which obviously you have to stick around. Even if it's not for yourself, hold on to your mother. It's enough grief that your mother's been through because of your father and brother. I know your mother's heart was also broken when she found out her daughter was pregnant out of wedlock, but know that your mother still loves and cares for you. Now you will fix your life and ask God and your mother for forgiveness. You know that a mother's prayer is incited by God. You apologize to her and love her as much as she loves you. Suicide is a sin, and without me telling you you would know. You take care of the child in your womb. Love him because he's not wrong"

"Thank you, for listening to my story. From now on, I will learn to be better. I knew I was wrong to have committed a sin by going with a man who was clearly not my muhrim. And I also know, maybe this is the karma I have to accept because it's been bad for my ex-sister-in-law, and because I'm always showing off to men who obviously can't see my body"

Hamdi smiled looking at Siska who had improved a little.

Hamdi got up and started walking towards his car, followed by Siska. Siska who is a girl who has an age gap with Hamdi around 7 years looks comfortable when talking like Hamdi.

Until the moment Hamdi's car was parked in the yard of his house, Siska went down and waved to Hamdi.

"Thank you. Be careful"

Hamdi answered Siska's words with a smile. For him to see the girl who was starting to look relieved was a happiness in itself. At least he has made someone thwart his suicide which is clearly a big sin.

******

The morning had arrived to display a bright light right on the face of Zidan who fell asleep after the dawn prayer. With a shaky step, the 182cm tall man started walking towards the bathroom and started cleaning himself.

The black shirt is now attached to his athletic body. The smell of masculine perfume burst into his room which was quite spacious.

Zidan stepped into the kitchen to cook food for Anyelir and Rio who were still living in his house. For Zidan with the existence of his former lover and Rio is a happiness in itself. Because with them at least Zidan has friends in his luxurious house that every day always feels hot with his debate with his father.

Carnations and Rio who just came out of the room, immediately met Zidan in the kitchen and began to help him cook. It did not take long, the dishes have now been served and they finally ate together.

"There's good food" said Clara, who had just sat next to Zidan.

Carnations who were annoyed by the presence of Clara could only look at Clara lazily while feeding her mouth food.

"Yes it's delicious, people just eat no need to cook hard" answered Anyelir who immediately got a soft clap on his hand because of Rio.

Clara, who had no shame, continued to chew her mouth food while continuing to scoop the rice and side dishes that were on the table.

Zidan, who was embarrassed by Clara's behavior, immediately stopped eating.

Carnations that feel amused by the greedy way of eating Clara finally stop eating and start telling her husband to speed up his eating.

"Cock on stopping anyway? are you guys full? yes already, this mas let me spend it. Take it easy later I will also clean it anyway" said Clara with a mouth full of food.

Carnations, Rio and Zidan leave Clara alone and start walking out towards Zidan's favorite red car.Today Zidan wants to see how Nayla is doing after attending her husband's inaugural hearing which will soon be officially a former her husband's.

On the way Zidan did not forget to buy cakes and candy and milk boxes for all children in the orphanage Mother Aisyah later. Anyelir and Rio did not want to lose, they bought snacks to give to children there.

"Zidan, do you come to the orphanage every time you bring food? keep the child in a lot of replacements" asked Carnations when the car began to drive back.

"I really like Nye's son. To me their laughter and happiness is my happiness too. They're innocent children who don't know where their birth parents are. Maybe there is a dead parent, deliberately disposed of, or a child who does not want his presence"

"What a pity they are. Such parents will be punished by a heavy God. We who want to have children have tried hard to get great trust from God until now has not been granted. While those who clearly throw away innocent babies even waste it"

Zidan was silent at the words of Carnations. Although he did not know that the test experienced by Carnation is indeed a trial or disaster because of his behavior with Zidan. Now Zidan feels very guilty for his dead son.

Note: for the character of Nayla here I narrate as a Muslim woman who is still in the stage of repairing herself like there is a party that tells Nayla always do wrong and admit that she always neglected to worship. Contrary to the character of Arumi who understands religion and prohibition.

Most of the stories here there is wisdom that is expressed so as not to be done in everyday life. So take the side of the potifnya and remove the negative side.

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