My Husband is a Ningrat

Chapter 62. [Side Story - Guilt ]

Indy carried one silver basin filled with warm water and a small towel. Not to forget the eucalyptus oil that he slipped in his pants pocket.

"Clean Rinjani's body first, then just given eucalyptus oil." There's no harm in this kid being here, otherwise I'll be overwhelmed with panic myself.

"good. Thanks to Ndy."

"But! If Rinjani's body suddenly has a fever, it should be taken to the hospital immediately."

"Why, Ndy? Is it that bad?" The panic started to follow me again, I was already standing with anxious expectation looking at Rinjani.

Indy's eyes were round, "How not to have a fever. There was a foreign object that suddenly entered his body and acted as he wished."

"Ndy, take Rinjani to the hospital. I can't bear to see it."

Indy raises both hands, "Then I'll say, if Rinjani fainted from the first night. Then mas will also open his own secret that mas cover." Indy shook her head then left the room, her head slightly peeking inside. "Clean carefully!" Then, the door of the room closed tightly.

I opened the blanket that covered Rinjani's body. Squeeze the towel with warm water, and start cleaning Rinjani's face. The soft sigh of the girl's breath that had lost her hymen, so softly licked. His eyes looked swollen, a bit of my guilt. His lips look red because too often he bites because he endures pain.

"Sorry, Rinjani." I rubbed her cheeks, slipping her hair, "You're beautiful, you're irreplaceable."

Slowly, the towel I was holding began to clean Rinjani's body. There was no lust, there was only regret and regret with the small body that had held me tightly.

"I'm sorry, Rinjani." My eyes were red, when I realized my former fortitude left in Rinjani's hymen. So hard I put into words, I was like a rancid bastard forcing a girl to give up her pride.

I do condemn my mistakes. I rubbed the traces of blood that began to dry out carefully.

The night was getting late, leaving cold air that touched his open skin. Finished cleaning all Rinjani's body, I rubbed eucalyptus oil on Rinjani's stomach and on Rinjani's back. Massage his legs repeatedly so that the pain and pain in his body is reduced.

Not even the eyes open the breath sounds smooth. I sighed, wondering if Rinjani fainted and fell asleep.

I touched his forehead, there was no increased body temperature, his heartbeat also sounded stable. I could smile a little, I hugged her tightly while continuing to look at her face which made me feel at ease, making my guilt a little I could clap.

Rinjani, I have marked your body with my soul. Rinjani, I will not be separated even if my soul must be in exchange for you by my side.

*

In the morning, the boisterous sound of birds flying seemed to make me realize the rest of the night. My body feels cracked, my bones feel stiff. I looked at Rinjani who was still closing her eyes, God! He's not waking up. I rubbed his nose with eucalyptus oil. Checking his temperature again, it still looks stable.

I let Rinjani enjoy her long sleep.

*

After the 'big' shower, I opted out of the room looking for Indy.

It seems my sister is busy in the kitchen, because of what she learned from her mother and mother. A wife must be good at caring for her husband included in the category of cooking.

"You want some coffee?"

I nodded while opening the laptop on my lap. Check important reports and online files that come in via email.

My forehead flinched when I knew that many messages were coming to Rinjani's number. Exactly the incoming message from his former lover, Nanang. I'm just silent, if it's still a category asking for news. Rinjani does not know, if what I paid for Jasmine Adriana has been agreed with tapping the HP number as well as spies to guard it.

"How, Rinjani? Still not aware mas?" Indy put black coffee on the table. Her fragrant bushes have invited me back to work.

I shrugged, "Let him rest, Ndy. At least you can take a job that's delayed."

"Mas wonder, he's like a sleeping man, Ndy. His breathing was regular, his legs were repeatedly kicked while delirious mas not clear."

Instantly the whole room was filled with the laughter of Indy who was wide open, "So she slept until now. Holy hooch! Fortunately we did not take it to the hospital, it could be us who got embarrassed because of his actions. You too can complement each other. Good."

"Ndy, gohome. I need you at home."

"I think about a mas offer, but it's not free."

"Say?"

"Green scarf."

"No!"

"Mas must choose."

"Not if the scarf is green, Ndy. I won't!"

"Well if you don't want to, don't force Indy to go home."

"In addition to the green shawl, mas will follow."

Indy did not answer, I was made tasteless by discussing 'green shawl'. I finally decided to go back into the room.

Linger seeing Rinjani who still closed his eyes. Re-engraved fond memories with him, although not often met but all his behavior makes my life more color. More than just green in my life.

Rinjani, there's a lot you don't know about me. If you know the truth that is not from my mouth, can you still trust me, can still smile sweetly for me. Rinjani, guilt will haunt me continuously after you are in my grasp, after you become my wife.

Then I heard a soft voice calling my name, the voice I was waiting to realize last night.

Those eyes blinked, his black eye bead began to be seen.

I kissed her forehead while apologizing many times for my mistakes, in the crib she even went along apologizing for not making me hot tea.

How can he think of my request, after last night he has impressed me well. How could these innocent eyes feel guilty for not making me a cup of tea. I even forgot my usual morning prayers.

After that Indy came, as usual he would slap with pleasure. Tempting the emotions of Rinjani who still looks timid while holding her blanket. Her cheeks puffed up as Indy honestly said she knew it all.

Pleased to tease Rinjani, Indy came out without feeling guilty. I'm still a little angry with his offer. Until I choose silence.

I'm glad, Rinjani wasn't upset by last night's incident. Instead he called it as 'puncture-pun chicken satay' no longer understand with that term I am quite entertained with him.

My job is not over yet, I still have to bathe Rinjani.

Bathing her innocent body was already like a rite I liked. Seeing her blush, smiling shyly, then slowly wrapping her hand around my neck.

My mind drifted back into the air, I could no longer stand him who was already churning behind his pants.

I went back down the curves of his body, playing with the shoots of his pleasure. Rinjani complained, enduring her pain again. I'm sorry Rinjani, I'm a grown man who needs a caress and affection. It's ridiculous, how could I fall into the arms of an ordinary woman. My body is so out of control that I haven't had much force to do.

Kaysan End POV. 😁