
My blood sugar pressure is unstable, my body is more likely to feel dizzy and cold. Today there is only silence in the room, until the door of the room opens. Appearing Mother who brings a good night in her hands.
"How are you doing, Kay?"
Mother put the good night on a glass vase filled with water. His fingers rearrange the night well.
"Will marriage be this scary, Mother?"
"What's wrong with you, Kay? Your face's a mess, your eyes are red, are you sick?"
I smiled wryly, Mother sitting next to me patting my thighs. I rubbed my face while glaring into the air.
"Sleep, tonight is a long night for you."
"What is true said Rinjani, Mother. If haste will change the course."
"What did Rinjani say, Kay?"
Mother stroked my hair, as I rested my head on Mother's thigh. The gentle touch of the wrinkled hand of Mother will be replaced by the tiny hand that will hold my hand, following my every step.
"The rush is not good, my son. There's all the process. Introduction, storyline, you and Rinjani mentioned what le, deepening the character?" [tole : boys call; java ]
"Yes Mother."
"Well, it's like you're harvesting a telo tree you just planted a month ago. What did you get le?"
"Rice, Mother."
"Then, if you harvest keto when you are 4 months old what do you get?"
"Cong Kong, Mother."
Mother smiled, "Get boiled cassava yes le, what else is cloudy like this."
"Mother!" I thought Mom would come up with a solution. But what I got was my mother's desire to eat boiled cassava. Mother chuckled, stroking the wrinkles on my forehead, "Tens very hard, le. If likened, you and Rinjani are cassava and cheese. A perfect combination of a local pleasure and an external pleasure made into one. Being hasty in a relationship means you can't enjoy your love story, what you do is an ego pressure inside you."
I let out a heavy sigh, "So Rinjani wants to enjoy the time of deepening the character longer, Mother. But did not wanting tresna jalaran saka kulino, Mother. I want to enjoy my time with character without making mistakes. Mother knows, I'm a grown man."
Mother chuckled, shaking her head quickly, "Say, you're impatient."
I smiled as I nodded, "Mother doesn't know, if being close to Rinjani makes me hold everything back. Marrying her was the right choice."
"Patience, tonight Rinjani will be your wife. Remember Mother's message, Kay. Guide Rinjani with sincerity and patience. Respect him as you honor your mother."
Mother patted me on the shoulder, "Kay, remember. Rinjani is a child, ora waton!" Mom smiled witty.
*
After chatting with Mother, I was ready to be made up again by the elder who was waiting in the living room. The smell of fragrant incense, the sprinkling of white jasmine flowers scattered on the floor. The heirloom keris that only comes out at a certain moment is in the hands of the elder who is making a Do'a.
I sat cross-legged in front of him, waiting for his wrinkled hands to put on my face. There's not much polish on my face, just a little powder, more than just saying Do'a that doesn't stop from his mouth.
One by one, the ties and twists of the strings adorned my body, knitted white jasmine flowers hanging on the keris she slipped behind my back. One more crown prince as a final touch before I actually become king.
*
In the back pendopo where sacred speech will occur for life, it has been decorated with white silk manes and the dim light of garden lights did not escape my attention.
The time has shown at five in the afternoon, Rinjani must have prepared. She must have been beautiful with her sweet smile with the wet clothes I chose. I was intrigued, just imagining it made me smile.
"Kay, Kay, what's wrong?" Uh! Mother, surprise my daydream. Dispelling my imagination.
"Just can't wait for Rinjani, Mother."
Mother put a tray of white rice and water on the table, then sat down near me.
"Listen to my son's mother, after you say Kabul ijab later. Rinjani will legitimately be a part of our family. Later, more mixed blood flowed in your flesh and Rinjani's blood. Mother can only pray, may the Ancestor bless."
"Thank you, Mother."
"Are you sure you'll put it off? Delaying not to immediately give Mother a grandchild?"
Kalut dwells in my mind, "Let me and Rinjani learn to love each other, Mother. Let Rinjani learn to be a part of our family first, I also want Rinjani to get higher education. Rinjani is going to college."
"Why are you in a hurry my son, enjoy your marriage and Rinjani."
"Ayahanda needs proof, Mother. My father doubted me and Rinjani. With the lecture Rinjani will have more insights. My mother knew that the decision I made was a big one. Kay couldn't see Rinjani being looked at one eye."
"Propay for must-do business, my son. Believe me, no one considers Rinjani one eye. If anyone thinks of Rinjani like that, she'll be dealing with Mother."
"Included, Ayahanda? Mother, just pray Kaysan and Rinjani alone. Do'a mother is more than enough to calm Kaysan."
Mother nodded, "It's time to break Kay's fast, drink first."
The sound of adzan magrib rang out, a mouthful of white water soaked my throat, then a fistful of white rice slowly filled my hull. No cigar calmed my mind, until finally only the gurgling of fountains and koi fish were able to dampen my anxiety.
*
The rain had just subsided, leaving behind a cold night, getting colder as the gusts of wind invaded my shoulders. From this angle I see, the convoy of the Rinjani family began to come to the backyard of the house.
The little girl who caught my attention, didn't wear footwear, didn't wear a black t-shirt and cargo pants, she looked cute, she must be upset about it. I wanted to get close to her, make fun of her for being too pretty tonight.
Rinjani, in five minutes you will be a part of my life. Part of my dreams.
*
The sacred promise said, the little girl standing with sparkling eyes is legitimately mine. My heart was hunting, my footsteps wanted to run to embrace him immediately. Trying to taste, hmm. he'll taste my sweet mango.
But this wedding procession is not here, there is still a tradition that I have to do and finish.
My footsteps were definitely approaching him, he smiled. It's so sweet, it makes my heart and my sanity beat so bad. But the pias I got, Rinjani really became my wife. I don't think he really dared to be an important part of my journey.
*
The night is getting night, one by one the Rinjani family leave the house. I saw that the little and beautiful girl near me was already unable to stay still, she began to chatter, whisper, her voice went into my eardrum, ransacking my heart.
He's getting quieter, I know he's getting tired. Even as the night wore on, the cold air increased. Makes me want to hold it tight.
We walked into the room, much he asked about my sister. For some reason, talking about the sisters pisses me off. Eight of my nine younger siblings are all boys, certainly not siblings. The younger brother of the wives and concubines of Ayahanda. This main house is a room for my sisters if they want to visit the main house of Ayahanda. You can imagine how many rooms in this main house, until I finally told Rinjani not to get lost in this house or enter the wrong room.
Arriving at the front door of the room, he seemed hesitant to step towards the resting place. He was silent, silent as a rock. His eyes were dazed, he looked doubtful.
Without warning, I held her. Not Rinjani if not thrashed, a small blow from his fist made me even more so. He was like he was peeping on my back, Ah! I threw him in the bed. God, I forgot my mother's message to treat this little girl gently. Until he has to say, 'Mas, wakily mas.'
I felt like I was in awe, close to my wife. Making Ehm.., my might is being tested.
I sighed, taking off one by one the fashion prints I wore. Looking at Rinjani who was just looking down made me anxious, I realized that this was too taboo for her. Instead of easing up, I was made crazy by Rinjani's plain question, 'Mandi by myself right?'
The contents of my brain began to run rampant, until the idea of fertile recipe dr.bryan to bathe together.
My imagination soared into the air while bathing Rinjani. He kept his head down with blushing cheeks without daring to look at me. Behind the color pants I was wearing, my might stood. The upper body of the rose water guava, small round shape, pale yellow, smooth skin and rather hard.
[Still flashback ^_^, POV Kaysan]